I Wonder
I wonder
I wonder if my parents ever think I'm human too
A human with a mind and not just flesh
A human who has a heart and feelings.
I wonder if my parents ever think I have dreams too
That my existence is not meant to fulfill their dreams
That they don't own me just because I come from them
I wonder if my parents ever think I'm okay, too.
That they're not the only ones who have it rough
Their words and actions towards me cut like a knife!
I wonder if my parents ever think I'm an adult too
That I've grown not only physically, but mentally
I wished they would not treat me like a kid while making decisions.
I wonder if my parents ever think there are other children who struggle like I do too
That I'm not a failure like they think I am
Comparing me to other kids who had success in their time
What do I do
How do I let it out
Where do I go to release
By Adia
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“Not everyone is healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance.”
— Unknown
QUIETLY LETTING GO
If being with me, caused you to become toxic
I would gladly let go of you for you
Being beside me might have caused you your delay
Delay in your purpose for this life
I would sever our ties just so you could move forward in life
All I wish is the best for you in this life
The dreams that you have for the world
I want you to achieve them all
And if I'm the obstacle in your life
I would gladly remove myself just so you could soar higher
I love you like a friend would, a sister
If letting go of your hand was all it took
For you to break free from this stagnant life
I would do everything I could to let go of you
Even if that meant watching you succeed in life from afar
I understand the consequences of letting go of this beautiful thing
That our relationship will never be the same
I would never be able to be silly and crazy around you
Come running to you whenever my world is falling apart
But I care more about you that I'm willing to sever it
Now I see you succeeding in life
doing the things you loved doing
being able to be what you always dream of
Even though it hurts that I can't be close to you like before
It's worth seeing the genuine smile on your face that I would do it all over again.
“You will search for me in another person, I promise.”
— Unknown
“I never realized what a big deal that was. How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”
— Nina LaCour
Sometimes you need to sleep, sleep a lot. Not to escape, but to rest your soul from your feelings. Because everything, absolutely everything devours you. Completely.
—Brain
I want to write. I have ideas. I open document. I type four of the worst sentences ever created in the english language. I daydream the rest of the scene. I close document.
And I wish someday I could forgive myself for loving so purely all the wrong people.
He's not that perfect
Literally him:
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