Sometimes You Need To Sleep, Sleep A Lot. Not To Escape, But To Rest Your Soul From Your Feelings. Because

“You will search for me in another person, I promise.”

— Unknown

the ever terrifying and exhausting cycle of “i don’t want to share my writing bc it feels disheartening when not many people are interested in it” and “i have to post the writing for people to become interested in it”

Maybe one day I'll heave a sigh of relief and realize I was not crazy after all for choosing me and my dreams over yours.

“Someone somewhere is searching for you in every person they meet.”

— Unknown

“The strongest people have a past filled with chaos, heart break and disappointment.”

— r.h. Sin

“I will not beg you for your time or try to convince you to choose me, the world is too big and I have too much to offer.”

— Unknown

“I hope you fall in love with someone who never lets you fall asleep thinking you’re unwanted.”

— Unknown

“I never realized what a big deal that was. How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— Nina LaCour

QUIETLY LETTING GO

If being with me, caused you to become toxic

I would gladly let go of you for you

Being beside me might have caused you your delay

Delay in your purpose for this life

I would sever our ties just so you could move forward in life

All I wish is the best for you in this life

The dreams that you have for the world

I want you to achieve them all

And if I'm the obstacle in your life

I would gladly remove myself just so you could soar higher

I love you like a friend would, a sister

If letting go of your hand was all it took

For you to break free from this stagnant life

I would do everything I could to let go of you

Even if that meant watching you succeed in life from afar

I understand the consequences of letting go of this beautiful thing

That our relationship will never be the same

I would never be able to be silly and crazy around you

Come running to you whenever my world is falling apart

But I care more about you that I'm willing to sever it

Now I see you succeeding in life

doing the things you loved doing

being able to be what you always dream of

Even though it hurts that I can't be close to you like before

It's worth seeing the genuine smile on your face that I would do it all over again.