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life

Sometimes I get this voice in my head saying. "youre destroying yourself." and the only thing I can think is. I know.

ingrained

... I truly am haunted. Sadly there is no exorcism for the memory.

I

I'm not human. I'm animal. Less in your world than mine.

SMILE...

It’s good to know there are still people out there like me… on the loose.

The undead.

I live like a ghost. invisible and stuck to the corners and dim lit ways you never walk. observing without being seen or felt. as life unfolds around me, I burry the burden. this skeleton in my closet.

The black

just about ready for take off. I can feel it in my breath.

The way it moves through me. shivers up my spine.

it comes on like love. getting me off like lust.

soon it will leave me. Like you in that beauty.

 its the only place… I can go… that you cannot…  follow

reality loop error

connecting all the dots now.

a circle has no end.

i make this lone circuit.

do you understand?

i look back with sorrow.

the things that should have been..

i walk forth so blindly.

my eyes are wide open.

the past will always be here..

i will never change.

the future holds yet nothing.

nothing stays the same.

memory now failing.

the time has come you see.

everything a reflection.

never skipping beat.

no way to start over.

mistakes ill soon repeat.

reality is fading.

become dark fantasy.

im the virus in this program.

Error in the registry.

who is in control here?

monkey or machine?