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Not a good morning. I feel that I have no emotional space. All around me demand their space, more decisive and more forceful. I only want to disappear. Which fits fine with my 3d-goals. At least.

So I relapsed after 48 hours fasting. Three slices of bread and an apple. Always similar frustrating

Dreams are bigger than live. I am dreaming to go fast down in weight, but this will not happen. Real life is step by step. But I go down 1kg a week, sometimes two. I will reach my gw within 8 -20 weeks then. And it is good. Because until then my st3rving will be a habit, not changeable, keeping me there forever.

Hey, wanna be weight loss buddies? 💝 I came back on Tumblr these days to regain my motivation and started to rearrange the page and made a food journal. If you ever need support or a talk, I am here. I wish you all the best and strength 💖

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Today is again a day where the world seems unbearable. My family demanding and preoccupied of their emotions, demanding adaptation to their egocentric needs, the world like a pile of rubbish, people exploiting people, people killing people. I am not depressed, but simply want to become less, being invincible, my body should be halv the body i have now. I want to be a shadow only.

Hey there, 57 kg—didn't see you coming! It's like I've shed some of those weighty worries and gained a sassy strut instead. Now, to conquer the world one calorie at a time, with humor as my accessory and hope as my favorite outfit piece!

Perfect "eating day" today where I nearly did not eat 😆

new rules just for me:

(im writing these here cause i hide tumblr on my phone so no one can find it)

1. no more than 500 cals a day

2. no liquid calories only water

3. vitamins and supplements every single day no exceptions

4. 10,000 steps a day

5. if youre eating a meal dont finish it

6. no snacking

7. home workouts every night before bed

🤍🤍🤍

Early in the morning, second day fasting. I am happy. I am not alone in that. I feel the warmth of doing it together, living it together. Being less, purging away all superficial, all unecessary. Being pure at the end. Feeling being loved and being able to love.

why do they take away always all the good meeting points for us @na-people? Really annoying