⭐️ving - Blog Posts

Quando mi brontolerà lo stomaco, saprò di star andando bene. Quando inizierà a girarmi di nuovo la testa quando mi alzo dal letto, saprò che sto avanzando a grandi passi. Quando avrò la nausea e l'acidità di stomaco dopo aver mangiato qualcosa, saprò che ci sono quasi. Quando mi siederò su una sedia con i piedi su di essa e le ginocchia alzate, e non sentirò la mia pancia toccare le cosce, saprò che sono proprio lì lì per avercela fatta. Quando camminerò e non sentirò l'interno delle mie cosce toccarsi, o quando mi stenderò sul fianco e tra le mie cosce ci sarà abbastanza spazio per farci passare la mano senza toccarle, saprò che ce l'ho fatta. Quando l'elastico per capelli non mi stringerà più la parte più larga del braccio, saprò di aver vinto.

Ma, fino a quel momento, continuerò a fissarmi nuovi obbiettivi.

06/09/2023, ore 06:20.

one of my ex-friends has 4n4 too so im lowkey motivated to be sk1nn13r than her to make her regret everything. like yes im skinnier than you bitch deal w it

BRORIFIEIFEJ IM DOWN TO 60.8 KG I ONLY GOT .8 TO LOSE GANG I GOT THIS TRUST

tweaking cause im eating like a normal person. i need to r3l4p53, and i need to quick.

nah im so done with everyone and everything time to get worse

i hate going out to the mall . . i eat so much and i can FEEL i gained weight. istg if im 62 kg im gonna sob it took me so long to get down to 61

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

my friend next to me as she watches me like ed stuff on my tumblr feed

ofc they put the bitch with an ed in food class. the way i had to break my fast for the carbiest shit too.

OH MY GYATT IM 62.2 KG WHICH IS CLOSE TO 62 KG AND 62 KG IS CLOSE TO 60 KG WHICH IS MY FIRST GW IM SO EXCITED!!!!

i hate eating after fasting because i can never stop honeymoon cycle plz come back I'll treat you right trust 🙁

Be safe.

i fainted about an hour ago and my ears are still ringing. if you see this, TAKE YOUR VITAMINS! fainting isnt fun and you can seriously hurt yourself.

when he's not answering my texts so i immediately think he'd respond if i was skinnier 🎀 (im just a silly boy with an ed)

how my ass looks on the inside when my friend (52 kg) says she's fat in front of me (63 kg)

being overweight with 4na or m1a is fun until you realize nobody will believe you when you tell them you have 4na / m1a

gang.... i love akira.!!! and amon!!!!! guys!!!!

hiii there!!! my names theo, im trans(masculine) with an ed . . i've lost like 16 kg since (late-) july and im still going!! i shitpost about this stupid ed a LOOOTTTT and amongst that will be my silly rambles of my silly willy babyboy amon (and akira too ig....) and also just devilman crybaby stuff in general ngl

im ALSO 13!!!! A MINOR!!! PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG IF YOU ARE OVER 18!!!

stats under the cut!! (along with like... general stuff maybe)

hw/starting weight: 79.9 kg (what the freak)

lw: current weight

current weight: 59.5 kg

gw1: 60 kg

gw2: 50 kg (HOPEFULLY BY THE END OF THIS YEAR GANG!!)

gw3: 45 kg

ugw: 40 kg!!! (HELL YEAH GANGY!!!)

— “Akira, why am I the only one talking?”

silly stupid tags i use for my non ed content:

• theo lowkey be rambling

• theos life is super interesting!!

— “Please, be somewhere! Say something! Akira!”

don't report. this is my safe space where i can spew what i want to randos who relate to me. if you feel triggered, just block me.

THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID

(get it? The uhhh the .. the biggest friend is HARDER, get it?)

st4rv1ng might be hard but being the biggest friend is harder.

Don't get me wrong... I hate my body. And I'm trying to get to my goal weight. I'm at the lowest weight I've been since HIGHSCHOOL. But I will not lie that I am a complete Slut for spaghetti. I'll be back on my usual shit tomorrow ✌️

I can't believe I'm almost to my first GW. I feel like I've been working on it forever. I'm glad that it's finally working.

To anyone that tries to guilt people into not hurting/hating themselves because "it hurts you too" FUCK ALL THE WAY OFF!!!! You have no say in what we do or how we think about ourselves. It is our choice. Let us deal with it. Putting guilt on us is only going to make it worse. Just because you like us doesn't mean we have to like ourselves. You have no idea what we feel like. What it feels like to want to peel your own skin off because of something that happened years ago. Wanting to drive into oncoming traffic just to finally have some semblance of peace. Wanting to waste away until there is nothing left... Not even bones. Wanting to evaporate. Not even wanting to restart anymore, you just want it to end. How the fuck do you think it's ok to tell us that it would hurt you when you don't have a clue the amount of pain we are in.

FUCK YOU

Why did I have to have this body?! Everything is wrong. Everything is too big and I feel like I'm suffocating in my skin. Why do I take up so much space? Why am I so loud? Why can't I just be small? I'm a foot taller than all my cousins my age. My feet are bigger than my dad's and he's 6'4". Why is my nose so big. And my hands. And my chest. And my stomach. Why the fuck is it that I got the short end of the deal and now I'm huge?! I wish I could cut it off. I wish I could evaporate until I don't exist anymore. Maybe that's what I have to do.

Fun dip as OMAD is underrated. (45-50cals)

I hate purging but still feeling some food in me. 😔

(sorry for the pfp it’s temporary but I still figuring it out so you’ll have to bare with me and my choppedness, luv ya’ll.)

Hey just a little PSA.

Moots. I am obsessed with you guys and your blogs. Seeing your posts will never not make my day, good or bad posts. I love y’all so much, feel free to choke me out whenever boo. ❤️❤️

Sorry I don’t rlly reach out. I wish nothing but fairy dust and magic in your lives.

actual icons of everything magical. 💕💕 @angelsdocry @x-psychotictendencies-x @wishhedbeenateenidle @mortifyingdarling @eepiiestgrrl @okkuspokkus

I feel like such a wannarexic, but Mia has been my lifeline lately.

my throat hurts.

IT’S MY ABUELOS BIRTHDAY HE’S TURNING 69 I LOVE HIM SMMM! HE IS THE SWEETEST PEA EVER. He sang to me, and we took lots of photos. We both watch Charmed together, his English isn’t amazing so he calls it ‘witches’ though I think he watches just cause he has a crush on Phoebe lmao. He loves my plushies and treats them like his grandkids. He gives me flowers on Mother’s Day bc I’m ‘their mother’. He’s an identical twin, and they’re both so handsome! Happy birthday to him and my Tio. I hope he gets to see a skinny version of me next year. ❤️❤️

I need advice, my gag reflex isn’t working right, I ate like 1000 cals at dinner, and tried to purge but nothing would come down, only like 10 mins later. I have the shove my fingers all the way down to even get a feeling. Please, how do I like..Reset it or something?

I want to commit suicide with my crush. Like overdosing and kissing each other then cutting our necks open. 🌸💕🦋

But before then I need to lose weight so she’ll want me.

I don’t think I’ve ever said this but my brother is like my favorite person, like he kinda annoys me, but like he knows everything, (ana/Mia/sh) and doesn’t tell our parents, like he doesn’t like it but he doesn’t snitch either. He’s so chill, and doesn’t chastise or lecture me, he’ll just be like ‘’You don’t eat? That’s corny bro.’’ And I love it. He’s literally so cool. We have the same humor too, and he’s only a year and a half older than me so we have the same experiences. It’s so cool being a teen with him. He’s lowk my twin.