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3 MONTHS FROM NOW, YOU WILL THANK YOURSELF

An@ rant

Omggg so I've lost around 20 pounds in like 4 months (when I started) and my grandma hadn't seen me at all up until Friday and the first thing she comments on is how much smaller I've gotten like omggg tyyyy tyyyy I know I'm trying 😋 and then she turned to my dad and asked 'are you even feeding her' well he tries I just don't eat it lmaooo

I haven’t been active buttt im planning to f4st the entirety of next week (Monday-Sunday) any tips??

im gonna go insane i was f4sting like the best damn 4na and went down 2kg in js a couple days but now im in a cycle of f4sting then b1ng1ng and then f4sting GOD atp only those 4na gcs with super strict rules or h3ll even a damn coach

atp im finna need a non-p3d0 coach becuase ive been having SUCH bad binge episodes its not even funny anymore

How long have you been pvrg1ng?How often? What did you come to? What triggered you todo so?

Do you remember how was your first time?

I honestly cant remember, but I’d estimate about 2 or so months. My first time pvrg1ng was really weird, and felt disgusting af. But I got over it because ive intentionally thrown up b4 to get home from skl.

what triggered my pvrg3 was a really bad binge and I felt such immense guilt I couldnt bear it. And after that I started doing it way more often because I felt so empty and even lost weight after pvrg1ng

sighs in im sick of binging, purging, binging, chilling, purging, and then chilling all day. I can still Taste the throw up in my throat. Yuck.

The BIGGEST motivator i currently have is the fact that my bio-mom used to be a MODEL!? You (unfortunately) can’t find her on the internet.

went to the doctors and found out I may or may not have a VIRUS!!! And god oh god knows how long I’ve had it, hopefully it’s one that’ll eat all my disgusting fat off!!!! DATTEBAYO!!! (I’m going insane)

I just binged. fvcking two bread pieces with Nutella, a piece of cake, and juice. Oh my gosh. I’m gonna kms. (It’s like 2k+ calories all together btw.)

tip for people who are fasting !! if you can drink water i highly reccomend adding lemon and cucumber slices!! it gives the water a sweet taste,

yesterday morning i was making a healthy low cal breakfest (like 140 calories) and my dad praised me and even took a picture of me...i have never been happier, like yessss, unkowingly support my ed!!!

craving frozen grapes cs i (personally) think they taste like ice cream but im sick so my dad wont let me have cold food 💔

im like 99% sure im sick and have been feeling like shit so i got to go home early at like 12 something am, i binged like crazy and i feel 20x worse but i can at least ⭐rve myself since my parents r gunna think its only cs im sick..

despretely in need of an almond mom, i geniunely cant do this shit alone i swear

guess whos ass just hit their first goal weight . . MEMEMEMEME I DID I DID!!!!!!!!

IM ALMOST OUT OF 60 KG JAIL

BOOMSHAKALAKA GAWD YES IM BACK TO MY LOWEST W31GHT IM SO HAPPY YAAYAYAAAASGAYSTYGSYJKL

i just realized i unintentionally recovered?? i stopped eating in a d1sord3rd way??? that's why i've been stuck in a plateau for two months??? DAWG WHAT THE FUCK IM SHOOTING MYSEKF

being overweight with 4na or m1a is fun until you realize nobody will believe you when you tell them you have 4na / m1a

i hate food

but not in a way of just being picky or sum shit like just thinking about food makes me wanna throw up my insides out, when i eat i feel so dirty as if i rolled around in dirt. I despise it idk how ppl enjoy it

oh to look like this

why is me from a few months ago lowk spo like… i need this back asap

spo in celebration of getting under 50kg🥳

it’s been 3 days and i haven’t gained it back !! i’m at 49.6 now, although yesterday i was 49 so that 0.6 should just be water weight. i’m so happy !!

sfx makeup

not real

i just like to do super realistic makeup

last warning

i’ve been clean for over 2 months and promised my bsf i wouldn’t do it again…

but i was so triggered today i just had to.

ik i’m an ana blog so this post is a bit off-brand for me but i js thought my cvts looked kinda cool tdy

i absolutely love friends who encourage you.

me and my friend are doing a 3 day fast tg starting tmrw and it’s so motivating. usually it’s so hard for me to fast, but making it into a sorta competition makes it sooo much easier.

i 💗 irl ana buddies

why are my legs still fat.

little body check on the bus today cuz my legs look a bit smaller than they used to? but they’re still huge wtf

i gotta lock in

th1nspo

Th1nspo

one day you’ll be able to go outside and feel as confident as these girls

today i was hugging one of my friends and she said

“omg i can count your ribs”

best. feeling. ever.