shi/hir, 17. autistic and mentally/neurologically disordered traumaendo system. previously known as riotmarrow. do not send dono asks. do not post us to fakedisordercringe or systemscringe. zios, radqueers, and darkshippers do not interact, we don't like you.
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Latest Posts by worldwidenoises - Page 5
Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide.
phone bg 2.
I wish that so much of the system/did/plural content wasn’t so discourse oriented. It’s so fucking frustrating because we already feel alienated due to having this disorder, we don’t want to feel MORE alienated for.. HAVING THIS DISORDER?!?!
I can barely interact with traumagenic communities because they always make it the most toxic of comments/opinion pieces on SOMEONE ELSE’S plurality rather than discussing what it is like for them.
I feel safer in endogenic communities, but then I don’t relate at all and can’t feel any connections to that experience.
I’m so tired of useless discourse that doesn’t contribute to progress. I’m tired of people who devote their energy, time, and effort into being ugly and vicious to anyone around them. I’m fucking tired of it.
Wake up call to the system community:
These labels don’t fucking matter. They aren’t a real world problem, and they aren’t going to contribute to the world. You will always been seen as a “weirdo” who is “mentally ill and cant function properly in society” by people who don’t experience this.
No, people will not pat you on the back for fighting this fabricated war against one another. No, you will not gain anything from being violent towards other people.
You just have to sit, years down the line, realizing how fucking pointless your discourse really was. It happened in ace discourse, it happened in trans discourse, and it will happen to this stupid shit.
But go on. Go ahead and make an account just to debate and debunk someone else’s identity. I’m sure you are gonna go so far with it and gain so much validation through bullying others.
-🌹🌿
[PT: Radqueers and anti-endos do not interact!]
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WHAT IS THE TUBI FLESH HAT HEAD AD. STOP IT TUBI. STOP IT TUMBLR.
in love with the idea of me, mount my head on a wall / sinful desires festering, under my pelt they crawl / so skin me, flesh me, tan my hide and render me preserved / my plastic eyes brimming with shame / remove the viscera containing deviance unheard / to be a girl is to be game
character by @weevildoing
other ver:
hi
that was fun
my phone isn’t charging even though i plugged her innnnn dramatic ass bitch. YOUR PUSSY IS FILLED! WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT
hey
hey friend
dont kill yourself tonight ok
you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again
youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep
dandy's world art dump
you can use these for anything just credit my ass 🔥🔥
astro is SO fun and easy to draw, mostly when his arms are covered LMFAOO. i plan to make more art at some point because i've been in an art mood for the past week. make these mofos woke
okay, insane objectum hear me out, but... creme soda. specifically japanese melon creme soda.
like oh my god just look at her and her friends hh. i am thinking devious things about creme soda. but alas... not an 18+ account yet.
Long system ask game!
Because it's been ages since we made one and we felt like it.
What type of system are you?
How many people are there in your system?
Do you have more introjects or non-introjects?
How much control do you have over your headspace (if you have one)?
Do you have any subsystems?
Do you have any in-system couples?
How did you discover your systemhood? Or did you become one on purpose?
How do you feel about system roles, and do you use them?
What are your thoughts on Pluralpedia?
Do you use anything to keep track of switching?
Have you ever had a change in hosts?
Do you have a system name? How did you pick it?
Do you have any nonhuman members? Feel free to list their species!
Do you have any headspace pets?
Current fronter/fronters, share some random info about you!
Do you have a partner system? How did you meet?
Have you ever mistaken a character of yours for a headmate? What about the other way around?
Does anyone have any skills that the others don't?
What's something y'all tend to agree on?
What about something you tend to disagree on?
Do symptoms of neurodivergencies/mental illness tend to manifest the same way or differently among headmates?
Do you have any syskids?
Share an in-system joke!
Has how you view your plurality changed?
If you have fictives, do they participate in their source fandom? If yes, are they open about who they are in fandom spaces?
How do you handle headmates having different spiritual beliefs?
How do you decide on major life decisions (where to live, what to study, what work to have, etc)?
Do you have any system traditons?
Current fronter, do you have your own playlist? Feel free to share it!
Do you have any art of anyone in the system? Feel free to show it off!
How do you handle it when people in the system don't get along?
Current fronter, is there anything that makes it obvious you're the one fronting? (Voice, accent, body language, typing style, etc)
If you have syskids, how do they feel about stereotypical "babby tawk"?
Share something about your newest member!
Do you tend to have collective or separate interests and hobbies?
If you have introjects, what source do you have the most from?
Are you out as plural to anyone irl?
Do you know any systems irl?
Which headmate was the biggest surprise?
Do you have a singletsona?
Do you have any collective labels?
What's the most common gender in your system?
What's the most common sexuality in your system?
What's your favorite app/website/etc for plural stuff?
Do you tend to have the same taste in food or not?
Is it hard or easy for you to switch?
Do you experience system-related amnesia?
Share something weird a headmate has done!
Current fronter, what's your favorite ice cream flavor?
Share a silly fear someone in the system has!
Current fronter, describe your aesthetic!
If you have outworld pets, do they tend to act differently around different headmates?
Has anyone ever figured out you were a system without you telling them?
When it comes to syskids, is there anyone in particular that takes care of them?
Does anyone in the system identify as otherkin, therian, or fictionkin?
Have you ever switched in an awkward moment? What happened?
Do you ever switch without realizing it?
Are you ever blurry? How do you handle it?
Has anyone ever treated an introject badly because of who their source is?
Current fronter, share a pic of your "face claim!"
reblogging my own post after reading it again because WOW i went in depth. the other kids probably have deeper meanings as well, but i really just wanted to focus on these little lesbian freaks — even if they arent my favorite characters in the series.
a 'brief' analysis on the queerness of kitty bubai and franke athens from psychonauts, and the depth behind their favorite medias
ok this is the first serious post im making that isnt just account boundaries or anything. wow. ok how do i start this!!! so you guys know kitty bubai and franke athens from psychonauts right.
these little freakazoids from whispering rock in the first game. you know how theyre always holding hands and how theyre 'bestest friends' and shit yeah well what if i told you they were queer. wow! as if nobody knew that already!!!! (clear sarcasm) but theres some more that meets the eye yknow. one, its remarkable the devs snuck queer girls into the first game which came out in 2005 mind you. when people still werent really all that accepting of queer people ESPECIALLY if they were in a public relationship. this was really based of the devs to do no matter how hidden it is. more under the cut
of course they refer to each other as girlfriends (iirc) and 'sister,' but theres more than you think. we all know about the campster profiles, but the information on them is actually pretty interesting about the campers, since we dont learn much of them in the game itself which is sad. lets start off with franke. first of all, her only interest (aside from favorite medias) is literally JUST kitty.
thats pretty fucking gay if you ask me. and to add to the fire, she seems to have no real interest in other campers, especially other male campers. vernon in the campster profiles is revealed to have a crush on her, but her feelings toward him are ambivalent at BEST. her main focus is kitty, and has always been kitty. and about her favorite medias, basically all of them are queer. lets start with her favorite band of two women, t.A.T.u. this russian pop duo of girls, lena katina and julia volkova. they arent lesbians, but their queerness was a marketing stunt driven by shapovalov. though, maybe franke didnt know this. she just thought that their music was about two girls, loving one another. two russian girls loving one another in a time of potent homophobic stigma. russia has had homophobic ideals for a very long time, and homophobia was even more rampant back then than it is today. its forbidden love, and of course a young queer girl would eat that shit UP. its how she feels during that time. from an article called 'the strange and homophobic history of 'queer icons' t.A.T.u,' the author writes these little tidbits. 'Perhaps catching wind of their struggling personal brand, Katina and Volkova released a statement in 2007. “Many of our fans of alternative sexual orientation thought that we lied and betrayed them,” they wrote. “This is not true! We’ve never done that and we’ve always advocated love without boundaries." A few weeks later, they performed at the Moscow’s Pride celebrations.' 'In a 2011 interview, Volkova stated that she wouldn’t accept having a gay son. “God created man for procreation, it is the nature. The man for me is the support…I won’t accept a gay son,” she said on Russian TV. “A man has no right to be a fag…I just want my son to be a real man, not a fag.” She then tried to ‘backpedal’, saying, “I have many gay friends. I believe that being gay is all still better than murderers, thieves or drug addicts. If you choose out of all this, being gay a little better than the rest.’ For what it’s worth, Katina publicly condemned Volkova’s statements.' but of course, franke wouldnt know. this was all way after 2003, when the campster profiles were made. she would think that these two girls were lesbians, just like her. of course she would like their music. now, lets go to her favorite tv shows and movie—ellen, laverne & shirly, and the hunger. as we all know, ellen is a lesbian. ellen publicly came out on april 30, 1997. with laverne & shirley, people have speculated that they are in a relationship, especially with how they act towards each other. with the hunger, 1; its an erotic horror. not something a 10 year old should be watching, but honestly its not as bad as the other kids literally being peeping toms or killing animals on complete accident just with how overwhelmed and utterly powerful their minds are. 2; its a vampire flick with homosexual themes. being transformed, in both a queer awakening and a literal way, being transformed into a vampire. vampries throughout history have been associated with queerness in media, and this movie is no different. the hunger is one of the most famous movies with a literal queer plot. theres lesbian sex scenes, and theres goth swinger couples. very 1983. from a website called bitch flicks, theres a post that is titled 'nine pretty great lesbian vampire movies,' in which part of the section on the hunger says; 'Sticking well within queer tropes, however, Miriam is honestly a real U-Haul vampire, and waits all of 10 seconds after John’s death before she tries to marry Sarah pretty much out of nowhere. We are talking about someone that has an eternity ahead of her that can’t even wait like a month after her husband’s “death” before she starts moving her girlfriend in. Which is cold as Hell, because they were married for something like 300 years.'
conclusion, franke is gay as fuck. we love lesbians in this house! now, on to kitty, the more obvious of the queer couple i think. as a brief little bit, her and frankes relationship status on campster is set to 'open marriage.' if that isnt gay, i dont know what is. franke is only interested in being friends with men and women, meanwhile kitty is interested in a serious relationship with women and men. clearly, shes already polyamorous and bi, which is absolutely based. with her favorite media, her favorite show is xena: warrior princess. theres a bit of queerness in that show as well, with xena being clearly written as a queer character. xena and gabrielle, friends in the show, have been speculated to be queer, and the actresses for both have embraced this headcanon with open arms. in one episode, xena takes the form of a man and kisses gabrielle, and despite the heterosexual appearance, its very clearly a queer scene with obvious romantic intent. xena has been referred to as a feminist and lesbian icon. love that! with her favorite movie, mulholland drive, it has been a key staple in sapphic media. from an article, 'the important of mulholland drive in sapphic cinematic history,' there are a few paragraphs id like to highlight.
'Rita has suffered amnesia after being in a car crash on Mulholland Drive–she can’t even remember her own name, choosing Rita from a movie poster. Betty attempts to help Rita figure out her identity and they grow close through the process, eventually sleeping together in a very passionate scene of connection. It’s nothing gratuitous, nor the focus of the film or its celebration after release. “Have you even done this before?” Betty asks Rita. “I don’t know,” Rita says. “Have you?” “I want to, with you. I’m in love with you.”' 'Viewers of Mulholland Drive are unraveling the mystery with Rita and Betty, looking for clues that might have been overlooked, some, like Melissa Anderson of ArtForum, seeing the film an upwards of 20 times. As bizarre things begin to occur–a blue key found in Rita’s purse unlocks a mystery box that has Betty becoming Diane Selwyn, a name Rita recognized earlier on as Rita is now actress Camilla Rhodes. In their new roles, Diane is in love with Camilla, Another love scene between Diane and Camilla is disconnected, one-sided. “We shouldn’t do this anymore,” Camilla says. “Don’t say that!” Diane replies. “Don’t ever say that.” Later, Camilla kisses another woman (played by Melissa George) and then a man, and laughs in Diane’s face. This madness leads Diane to hire a hitman to kill the object of her affection.' both of these girls favorite medias are queer. all of them. clearly some thought went into these girls, and what they would like as young girls exploring themselves and their identity. it seems like franke would be more closeted about herself, meanwhile kitty is proud of herself. kitty is the ringleader in their relationship, with franke following behind. conclusion, franke and kitty are gay as hell, and theres literally no disputing that with all the evidence at our fingertips. sorry if this little essay post was weirdly formatted, i was interested in writing this stupid little thing.
I AM, I AM, I AM!!!
um. very big rant about how much i love tptm incoming. i am crying while making this
oh my god. i cant believe tptm is over. ive been in the fandom since a while before calibre girl dropped (specifically i think i remember the splitter girl reupload being a little new), and its been an amazing ride. ive been there for the premiere of every song since.
to towne, jayce, and caligi, as well as everyone else who has worked with the team and supported them on patreon — thank you. thank you for all the work youve put into this album for the past two years. my friend, my boyfriend, and i all connect with several tptm songs on a personal level, which is what you wanted in the first place. for someone to be seen, and to feel valued and to know that their issues are not something only they experience. and for giving them all a happy ending... i love it. i cant believe its all over now, and itll only go up from here.
all of the girls' entries are updated. theyre no longer static, stuck in time. the story you 3 have created is something that speaks to me. hell, i relate to several — disposable/jordyn, splitter/tahira, chocobox/morgan, taxidermy/mayra, and refraction/nataana. i even got tahira on my quiz results. and xiomaras dropped last night, the same day that: the final tf2 comic was released, and the night i had my sleep study. i watched the music video while getting hooked up to all sorts of nodes and wires. i streamed the song this morning while i was in the shower, trying to get all of the paste out of my hair whilst doing my best to sing along. yesterday was a special day for me. and i thank you all for that.
i cant even begin to explain how seen i felt by this series. i cant even explain how much i love it. im so glad my friend got me into it. i just want to ramble on and on and on, but id be wasting time.
long story short; thank you. thank you to the team and everyone who supported them. this album means to much to me.
babe. I know we’re all going thru a lot rn but I just wanna give u the heads up that sesame streets future is in jeopardy. hbo has chosen not to renew it for new episodes (a series that has been going since 1969) and the residents of 123 Sesame Street no longer have a home :(
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Here are my favorite firefox plugins for security/anti-tracking/anti-ad that I recommend you get
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niche favorite pokemon stamps
includes samurott, barbaracle, garganacl, blacephalon, and lucario. the first four are self indulgent, and the 5th is for a friend !!!! f2u without credit
im not making anymore myself — because god forbid i run out of spoons — but here is a tiny tutorial on how to make one of these gif stamps in the style i used. under the cut !!
use this image, slap it into ibispaintx, and grab a gif of anything that you want.
then use ezgif's split function, and upload the gif. download every frame and. slap them into the ibis page too. resize and clip the first frame onto the template. slap Every Single Fucking Frame on top of it, and if you do it right, theyll automatically clip downwards.
use this font, with these settings. if you want, use a different font. i guess.
and now, its time. its time to fucking export these stupid photos!!! its self explanatory — go frame by frame, with the text overlapping every single one.
and when youre done exporting it all, go back to ezgif, and click on the gif maker. dump all the stamp frames in there, and Boom. U got ur gif !!!!!!!
Piece I made for @doctorassistedzine 🔴🔵
SPOILERS FOR NEW TPTM LORE & CHARACTERS!
so. my friend and i REALLY love tptm. AND HE GOT THE SECRET CHARACTER ON THE QUIZ AND DECIPHERED IT!
WERE GETTING THE NURSE LAST? HER NAME IS XIOMARA? OH WERE SO FUCKING READY.
AND!! I LOOKED AT ALL THE CHARACTERS NAMES ON THEIR MEDICAL DOCUMENTS.
IM SO FUCKING READY FOR THE LAST SONG(S)!!! im not on the patreon at all so im scouring for crumbs here...
like what do you mean youtube funny man alpha/rad is friends with benefits with a shapeshifting british spoon. i dont understand i dont understa
Being plural is like
Woah I’m glad that breakdown is over, I hope no one saw that.
The fucking Grinch: Yeah
If you leak ii18 I will hate you forever
hi everyone!
so. my friends and i made a DISCORD SERVER! wow!
it's themed around the object show IT'S TIME FOR THE, and its endogenic-neutral (leaning positive) and good faith in nature! id love it if you guys joined, it took quite a bit of effort for me and my buddies to make it (due to most of us being beginners at this stuff)
theres already quite a few emotes, both queer flags and object show characters! quite a few roles, and a TON of channels. youre sure to have a great TIME here!
hah. Get it. Get It.
edit: by the way, radqueers and proship are NAWT welcome 🔥🔥 get Out thank youuuuu!!!!
Keep fighting
It’s not over yet.
when you see a good and relatable endo post but it's tagged as radqueer
REBLOG IF YOU LOVE YOUR HEADMATES!!!!
DO NOT SUPPORT SALVATION ARMY
mushroom burger
A FUCKING PETITION /POS
YALL, THERES A PETITION TO REMOVE R/SYSCRINGE FROM REDDIT! LETS FUCKING GO!
THESE PEOPLE ARE SO MESSED UP, IVE EVEN SEEN ANTI-ENDOS REGARD THEM AS DISGUSTING. We can finally act now. Please sign the petition to remove r/syscringe.
We can stop them before they make the act to uncensor names and make their bullying worse.
