shi/hir, 17. autistic and mentally/neurologically disordered traumaendo system. previously known as riotmarrow. do not send dono asks. do not post us to fakedisordercringe or systemscringe. zios, radqueers, and darkshippers do not interact, we don't like you.
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— our full, very lengthy shipcourse stance (for our stances post).
this is more of a "rant" then a full-blown explanation, my bad.
for further detail on our "shipcourse" stance, we sometimes ship complicated ships or shipping dynamics, but we are against darkship and hate darkshippers ourselves. but we are also against most forms of internet censorship. yes, real life and fiction are different and should be treated as such, however it has been shown in media and studies that fiction can absolutely affect reality. think of jaws causing a whole decades-long panic of sharks and boosting the amount of shark poaching, or even pornography affecting how people (usually cishet men) think of their partners and what standards they hold due to porn consumption. any type of fiction can and will affect reality — whether it be someone's standards, morals, or fears. this also includes people who read, for example, lolicon material. if an adult reads such things without being mindful about their media consumption and gets off on it, it could potentially influence them to get close to a minor online or in real life, if it fuels their urges. if a child is exposed to media with incest in it, they could possibly be convinced that it's "normal," especially if they're already being abused by someone in their family. i've seen people admit that consuming that sort of content did make them think that it was normal.
long story short, be mindful of your media consumption and what you share with people. yes, you can write, ship, and headcanon what you want. but if minors get ahold of the internet and look at it — which they typically do, look at me for example — it could mix up their view of the world and relationships. however, i am fine with people writing these kinds of things if it's clearly not written to be "attractive." there is a clear difference between romanticized and realistic writing. i also don't necessarily mind if someone uses these things as a "coping mechanism." although, beware — it can instead numb you to these things when they happen in real life.
facts, logic, and my personal morals guide my idea about shipping discourse.
go get fed my minions (you are getting a singular crumb because i still don't know how to use tumblr properly)
i just realized i can do small text on mobile. this is fucking awesome. look at me go
— our stances for this account !
we typically use the stance labels of oldqueer and hazardqueer.
this post will also include conversation of things that can possibly be triggering.
using the block button if something bothers you, unless it's valid to report. if it isn't grounds for a police report, just block someone instead of going to harass
here is also our full "shipcourse" stance, which is more of a rant than an explanation. this is for later in the list, but i'd rather put it here where more people will see it.
we are pro :
liom/mogai, and other microlabels, including ficto- and objectum (as well as posic)
contradictory labels
endogenic systems, created systems, and generally all system/plural origins
therians, otherkin, and alterhumans, including physical therians
alternative terms like chronosian, dissomei, desirdae, etc. as well as biid
self-diagnosis with extensive, informed research
being pro-active in your real-life communities if at all possible
reclamation of slurs that fit with yourself and your background
kink at pride events (as long as you keep yourself away from those who personally don't want to see it, or children)
paraphilias, and helping those with harmful or nonconsensual paraphilias that are trying to get help
supporting and seeing other peoples' viewpoints, as long as they are respectful, as well as nuanced conversation
supporting people and families from ukraine, palestine, the congo, and other countries that need freedom if you can financially
harm reduction, and the destigmatizing of people who use drugs
sex workers, and the people who rely on those kinds of jobs to survive in this economy and world
piracy and media preservation. we also hate billionaries
we are neutral on :
factkin (simply because we don't quite understand and haven't for a long time)
transids that do not include transitioning to another race, chronological age, disability/disorder, etc. (pretty much boils down to non-harmful transids. we think other terms are better, but we don't police language here)
the usage of "tulpa" as a term (we don't personally use it, and instead use thoughtform or other terms. however, again, we won't police your language)
syscourse (a lot of it is harmful. but a thoughtful, reasonable discussion of plural discourse is decent enough and sometimes needed to get your point across. just be kind to your fellow plurals)
we are against :
being rude to others for no reason
radqueers, xenosatanists, and harmful transids (including transharmful, transrace, transage, transabled, etc. this does not include transspecies)
consang/incest and beastiality in both real life and fiction (of course, people can write what they want to, but we are very against the romanticization of these things and absolutely prefer to not see it anywhere. to us, it's absolutely nasty and foul. and in real life, this shit is rightfully illegal! at least in america)
lolicon and shotacon material. refer to the anti-censorship thing, but to us, it doesn't matter if a child is fictional or not. those are still children, regardless whether they are real or not. if it "rids you of your urges," keep it offline. and especially keep it away from us
pro-contact for harmful or nonconsensual paraphilias including pedophilia, zoophilia, necrophilia, etc. and encouraging those types of paraphilias
most online censorship, although things such as csem, real-life gore (especially of children and animals), etc. need to be heavily monitored or outright removed. however, people can write what they want to write
terfs, radical feminists in general (even if they are "trans-inclusive"), "gender criticals," transmedicalists, system medicalists, and any group that focuses on gatekeeping and exclusivity
minors in kink or nsfw spaces online (for the safety of children online. we were heavily in those spaces when we were younger and it affected us for the worse. don't post nsfw if you are a minor — only keep your thoughts to friends around the same age as you that you know are comfortable with that type of conversation)
the idea of "personality disorder abuse." not all abusers are narcissists and not all narcissists are abusive. same thing with borderlines)
we will add more stances if needed, but this is it. this is going to be linked in our introduction post so it's easier to get to.
crisp glass of water moodboard
ANDROID USERS
Check your Installed Apps for an app called ‘Android System SafetyCore’ (Settings > Installed Apps). If it is there, IT HAS BEEN SHADOW-INSTALLED WITHOUT NOTIFICATION OR CONSENT AND LOOKS AT YOUR PICTURES. < as well as this it has also been reported that it drains battery
DELETE IT IMMEDIATELY, IT IS SPYWARE!!
https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.google.android.safetycore <- it wont show up in searches so use this link!
i just uninstalled it from my phone
— ring-a-ling ding! new system role incoming!
(CHECK MY REBLOGS FOR THE FLAG!)
a new order just arrived : fadhbpart !
so, like. ok. i, nec, have a fragment in my (ringed) subsystem that is. not my favorite to say the least. shi is a type of part that i don't really like or vibe with personally, but i had to make a role for lust because absolutely no other terms can possibly fit. and now that i've redone our profile, i figured that i'd post this for the public to see.
heads up, this term includes rad//queer and dark//ship mentions. we aren't rad//queer and never will be! and please for the love of everything holy do not send hatemail because that is a guaranteed block. abide by your own dni's please.
— fadhbpart :
a persecutor who acts in "problematic" ways according to the rest of the [system], or engages in such behavior as a way to vent for the [system], rid oneself or the [system] of urges, or for other related reasons. a fadhbpart does not act in accordance to the rest or majority of the [system]'s views.
this term is not to be directly forced upon someone in a system. this term also does not support harmful actions taken in real life (including rad//queer "transitioning"), and is only for online usage due to the sensitive nature of such a concept. please use this role with care.
— ( fadhb, pronounced "fibe," roughly translates to "problem" in irish gaelic. )
( terms in brackets are obviously able to be changed for whatever a plural calls oneself. )
examples of a fadhbpart can include :
a headmate who is rad//queer or uses related terms to describe oneself, in a system that is majority anti rad//queer
a headmate who uses or ships dark//ships for whatever reason, whilst in a system that is majority antiship or anti dark//ship
a headmate who has or holds an addiction (and acts on said addiction) that the others do not have.
.. and more. this is for whatever you deem to be not in accordance with the rest of your headmates.
this is coined by a trauma-endo system, but it is for all systems and plurals alike to use. i don't gatekeep my terms! but please don't interact with this post if you are included in my dni.
so the apk i use for spotify isn't working anymore (for right now, hopefully the mod devs can get past it once more 🔥🔥) because something something spotify can sense when you use apks or some shit for premium... ofc i found something new in like no time flat but.
come on. maybe if there weren't so many obtrusive ads on mobile and premium wasn't so expensive, we wouldn't NEED or WANT to use apks. y'all aren't getting my fucking money when i have better shit to use it on.
i remember back in Ye Olden Days when spotify was a hellscape theorized to have viruses up the ass, but no ads. it was absolute hell to navigate the app, but it was, in my humble yet forceful opinion, way better than it is now. i'm sick of ceos modernizing and changing everything just because they want more money. you HAVE enough money. you have an app that is used by MILLIONS, you moneyhungry fuckwits.
just let me listen to my goddamn music uninterrupted, please. all i ask!
a reminder for anyone who feels like they're going to spiral, do something bad to themselves or someone else, etc. :
you aren't a bad person.
it's okay to let your feelings out, but do so responsibly. there is always at least someone who will let you use them as a support system. there is always at least one healthy coping mechanism that will work for you.
take a deep breath, smell the flowers. focus on the environment around you. listen to the sounds of the outside. clench all of your muscles and slowly, one by one, let the tension go. light a few candles, or sage. pray, if your belief system includes it.
listen to reiki, asmr, or guided meditation. listen to music, no matter the genre. write out your feelings, even if it's a first draft. watch something you love; hell, do something you love. distract yourself from the feelings of guilt, anger, and anguish.
of course, you can't always run away from it. that's fine. leave it for now, and come back to it later in a healthier mindset. sleep on it. forget it in the moment.
just take care of yourself. you got this!
( anti-endogenics are able to interact with this post. self-care is for everyone. )
yeah thats about right
just scrolled all the way down on the mundane plurality page just to find this old-ass submission i made. glisten has not since fronted. ever. please girl come back
mundane plurality is a dandys world fictive (guess who) forming and coming to front just to brush our teeth, floss (and use mouthwash, seriously dude ur a lifesaver), and do skincare. all whilst listening to rip by creep-p the whole time and then pass out after making hir simply plural.
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reblogging again because i've redone my format and i have just One more follower. yay!
Long system ask game!
Because it's been ages since we made one and we felt like it.
What type of system are you?
How many people are there in your system?
Do you have more introjects or non-introjects?
How much control do you have over your headspace (if you have one)?
Do you have any subsystems?
Do you have any in-system couples?
How did you discover your systemhood? Or did you become one on purpose?
How do you feel about system roles, and do you use them?
What are your thoughts on Pluralpedia?
Do you use anything to keep track of switching?
Have you ever had a change in hosts?
Do you have a system name? How did you pick it?
Do you have any nonhuman members? Feel free to list their species!
Do you have any headspace pets?
Current fronter/fronters, share some random info about you!
Do you have a partner system? How did you meet?
Have you ever mistaken a character of yours for a headmate? What about the other way around?
Does anyone have any skills that the others don't?
What's something y'all tend to agree on?
What about something you tend to disagree on?
Do symptoms of neurodivergencies/mental illness tend to manifest the same way or differently among headmates?
Do you have any syskids?
Share an in-system joke!
Has how you view your plurality changed?
If you have fictives, do they participate in their source fandom? If yes, are they open about who they are in fandom spaces?
How do you handle headmates having different spiritual beliefs?
How do you decide on major life decisions (where to live, what to study, what work to have, etc)?
Do you have any system traditons?
Current fronter, do you have your own playlist? Feel free to share it!
Do you have any art of anyone in the system? Feel free to show it off!
How do you handle it when people in the system don't get along?
Current fronter, is there anything that makes it obvious you're the one fronting? (Voice, accent, body language, typing style, etc)
If you have syskids, how do they feel about stereotypical "babby tawk"?
Share something about your newest member!
Do you tend to have collective or separate interests and hobbies?
If you have introjects, what source do you have the most from?
Are you out as plural to anyone irl?
Do you know any systems irl?
Which headmate was the biggest surprise?
Do you have a singletsona?
Do you have any collective labels?
What's the most common gender in your system?
What's the most common sexuality in your system?
What's your favorite app/website/etc for plural stuff?
Do you tend to have the same taste in food or not?
Is it hard or easy for you to switch?
Do you experience system-related amnesia?
Share something weird a headmate has done!
Current fronter, what's your favorite ice cream flavor?
Share a silly fear someone in the system has!
Current fronter, describe your aesthetic!
If you have outworld pets, do they tend to act differently around different headmates?
Has anyone ever figured out you were a system without you telling them?
When it comes to syskids, is there anyone in particular that takes care of them?
Does anyone in the system identify as otherkin, therian, or fictionkin?
Have you ever switched in an awkward moment? What happened?
Do you ever switch without realizing it?
Are you ever blurry? How do you handle it?
Has anyone ever treated an introject badly because of who their source is?
Current fronter, share a pic of your "face claim!"
long kinda vent ahead hooray. it's kinda system-flavored this time. tastes like lemon. 🍋
sometimes it's really hard being a system, especially one that is so, like, hyper-aware of everything i have. every disorder, every disability. thing is, i can't do anything to fix myself!!
i've literally told my own mother about separate identity states and the memory loss and whatnot. she said to my therapist that i "was right about the dissociative thing," even if we were only diagnosed so far with unspecified dissociative disorder. the dmdd diagnosis typically leads to an adulthood diagnosis of bipolar, which i'm actually scared about. i fit much more into borderline, just like my mom.
ugh, i don't know. i don't even know what i'll be diagnosed with, come adulthood. i mean system-wise. we're a trauma-endo system (which some fuckheads will already think is enough to not warrant a diagnosis, thanks for that) that doesn't switch from the main host a lot. we have good communication when i can switch out from the front, but we don't have complete memory loss. if anything, it's more like emotional amnesia and the memories are kinda gone too, but they can come back at a later date.
for example, our medic fictive had to call the cops (they didn't even do anything either, but it was our mom's last resort) one night at 2 am last year. i don't remember it well, but i remember it happened. he was terrified that night and he couldn't switch out.
but what the fuck could we even be diagnosed with? i want a diagnosis. i want to figure out exactly what is going on with my brain. most of my parts aren't exactly same-y. they're different people, at least most of them are. sure, we have to mask a little bit, but they think and act a little different than me. we have the memory loss, but i've always had a horrid memory, even before our late syscovery in january of 2021. but i sometimes feel like it's not "bad enough" to warrant a full-on did diagnosis.
it just confuses me. a lot of the times before, my mom would see me looking up disorders and go "oh, shi's just looking hirself up again." but i'm just that aware of what's wrong with me. people either see me and disregard my research, or i just don't know how to help myself. those are the 2 results. yes, i have a therapist. yes, i open up to her and she makes me feel safe, much more than any other therapist i've had in the past.
i just don't know how to help myself. to help us. i want to live in functional multiplicity, mostly because i get so tired and i get so lonely. i don't want these people to be gone at all. if anything, they give me someone to talk to, even if our headspace isn't permanent and we don't remember our own conversations, even if we jot them down. my memory absolutely sucks. i can't remember faces, names, or even voices sometimes. i can't remember people.
basically, i love and yet hate being disabled by anything my mind and body throws at me. i like the community, i like learning about myself. i hate the symptoms, i hate the confusion and the doctors not being able to do their fucking job. ahem, looking at you doctors who only tested me for SLEEP APNEA, which i definitely do not have. now they want to test me for narcolepsy... which i probably don't have, either.
sometimes i wish what it was like to be of sound mind and body, even if it was for just one singular day.
me (literally!) (i probably have idiopathic hypersomnia!) (kill me!)
"spam like = blocked" if you spam like me i am going to cast 1000 protection spells on you so nothing bad happens to you ever
COOCHIE CAVE.
it bites.
"that time of the month" "monthly visitor" "feminine hygiene products" GRRAH!!! SHUT UP SHUT UP!!! PERIOD!! MENSTRUATION!!!! TAMPONS!!! PADS!! MENOPAUSE!!!!!!!!!!!
????😭😭😭
I used to follow genderqueerdykes years ago before the whole .. "transandrophobia" thing reached its current peak as discourse on this site.
I considered myself uneducated. It isn't my place, I'd say. I was afab. I'm white. How dare I speak this way about it. Who claimed to be a mixed black trans lesbian. No more.
I once considered it somebody who knew more about gender. About orientation. About the punk scene. Somebody who could teach me, a confused traumatized college drop out, how to accept myself. I was in it's server. I admit this.
This is a front Equinox puts up to morally grandstand over those it squeezes money out of.
So here is my repentance for having ever considered it anything but a grifter and a fraud.
I've archived on my blog the accusations against Equinox.
Racefaking (links to SA allegations)
Sexual assault
Transmisogyny and sexism (links to SA allegations)
This post will be updated as necessary. My intention is to dedicate this post as a collection of information related to Equinox. Please note it uses "it/its" pronouns as of the writing of this post.
warning, talk of sa/rape a little bit, both with someone else and brief mentions of my own trauma. putting that there just to be sure. fuck genderqueerdykes
honestly, i had a weird feeling about genderqueerdykes before i knew about the transmisogyny and it raping it's ex. like, looking at it's posts before just rubbed me the wrong way for some reason. and no, i can't follow my intuition because it's really fucky, but something about the way it worded it's posts put me off. good thing to know that this guy is a horrible person! now i don't need to feel bad!
as someone who went through coerced cosca and got nonconsensually groped by someone quite a few times, i hate rapists! i hate abusers! fuck everyone who thinks to themselves "wow, i want to take advantage of this person whilst they're definitely unable to consent, or i don't take no for an answer! this feels so great!" because FUCK abusers.
my heart goes out to anyone who's dealt with this bullshit before, even people i don't agree with or like at fucking all. the world needs to be rid of people who use their own power to hurt others
Hi, prominent tumblr user Equinox who runs multiple blogs with thousands of followers is my rapist, the person who controlled me for two months and a liar.
I will be sharing this everyday! :)
Pretend you didn't see that.
This is a level of transmisogyny that is somewhat hard to comment on because the things that one would normally point out as transmisogynistic implications are said so brazenly that there can be no pretense about any of the involved parties being unaware of it. The authors know, the readers know, everybody understands that this is pure transmisogyny. There is no plausible deniability.
It's an attempt to establish proximity between transfems and cis manhood in every way possible. Their bodies, their histories, their "socialization", the way they are treated by others, the way they treat and view others, their ways of thinking, even their self-conception. Every aspect of their being is cast as essentially male. Transfems are being called "men" in all but name - and not just any "men", they are made into embodiments of the worst aspects of hegemonic manhood. Not just male socialized but continuing to benefit from male socialization. Not just engaging in abusive behaviors stemming from male socialization but being afforded the freedom to do so because they continue to be treated as men. (Suffice it to say that this does not align with reality)
This is unadulterated sex-essentialism and it's intentionally being used to delegitimize and devalue the standpoint of transfems in feminist discourses. It's clear that the author is projecting transmisogynist ideas onto transfems and simply assumes that these ideas must be correct without considering any alternative. (The fact that transfems do not internalize "male socialization" has been reiterated many times over and should not have to be continually reasserted. This is a baseline level of understanding that we should be able to expect and demand from members of our community.)
Misogyny is framed as being contained within the realms of sexed bodies and gendered socialization in such a way that it allows for the casting of transfems as people enacting misogyny without being primary targets themselves - like cis men.
The claim that the animosity some transfems exhibit towards men comes from wanting to "prove" their womanhood serves the double purpose of casting their womanhood as inauthentic and denying the misogyny they suffer at the hands of men. One would be hard pressed to find a more cruel mischaracterization of transfems' experiences than this.
The cynical misappropriation of the standpoint of the people this screed is directed at by the use of "we" despite making it abundantly clear that the behavior that is being criticized and its supposed causes exempt people such as the author from the possibility of engaging in it should also be noted as an attempt at weaponizing a compromised version of standpoint epistemology against transfems.
The only plausible target audience for this kind of rhetoric are those who carry extreme ressentiment towards transfems and are susceptible to softened formulations of TERF ideology. These are the same kinds of ideas that TERFs have tried to push into trans spaces numerous times, e.g. under names like "sex-conscious feminsim".
A formulaic "retreat" from this post consisting entirely of platitudes has been published after the author received backlash for it but nobody is under any obligation to accept it and they absolutely should not. A person who was very obviously attempting to promote TERF ideology in trans spaces and in the same stroke accused transfems of being uniquely prone to making false accusations is not trustworthy, even if that person backs down upon realizing that the reception is more uniformly negative than anticipated.
@genderqueerdykes @gateway-2000 is a transmisogynist, beyond a shadow of a doubt. Its entire worldview is permeated by transmisogynistic assumptions, ideas and biases at a fundamental level. It has straightforwardly expressed an understanding of transfems' interiorities, their experiences and their social positions that is so incorrect that one has to wonder how someone holding these views could have navigated trans communities for a considerable amount of time without encountering the many transfeminist rebuttals to all of its demagoguery. How could someone with even a passing level of familiarity with TERF ideology or "gender critical feminism" read and espouse these ideas without recognizing them? It's completely unthinkable. It's not unreasonable to assume that it simply misjudged the consensus within its audience as being sufficiently anti-transfeminist for ideas such as these to fall upon fertile ground and it is now going back to waiting until the time is ripe to reintroduce them and to expressing them in more subtle ways until then.
But you can't un-ring a bell.
We can and should assert boundaries against reactionaries engaging in obvious subversion such as this. Refusing to do so is a deleterious error in judgement. This is very far beyond the limits of what any trans community that wants to consider transfems a part of itself can be allowed to tolerate.
extra boost for the server. it's kindaaaaa dead rn. oops my bad
hi everyone!
so. my friends and i made a DISCORD SERVER! wow!
it's themed around the object show IT'S TIME FOR THE, and its endogenic-neutral (leaning positive) and good faith in nature! id love it if you guys joined, it took quite a bit of effort for me and my buddies to make it (due to most of us being beginners at this stuff)
theres already quite a few emotes, both queer flags and object show characters! quite a few roles, and a TON of channels. youre sure to have a great TIME here!
hah. Get it. Get It.
edit: by the way, radqueers and proship are NAWT welcome 🔥🔥 get Out thank youuuuu!!!!
cas i'm gonna PUNCH you. 👊 👊 👊
hello!
we're worldwide noises. we are a teenaged plural system of indeterminate number, and this is our blog. what's it about? nothing. just like seinfeld! click read more to find out more. warning, we overshare. a lot. read through the full thing to find the thin ice and dni lists respectively.
we (raz/lain, shi/hir pronouns) are white, mesosex, and collectively queer + oriented aroace & genderqueer. also seventeen years old, so mdni blogs please don't interact for your own sakes. however, we are turning eighteen in june (2025).
we are also taken, so please don't flirt with us romantically!!
we're medically diagnosed and/or recognized for: autism, adhd, anxiety, major depressive disorder, (c)ptsd, disruptive mood dysregulation disorder (a precursor to bipolar in most cases), unspecified dissociative disorder, and mild asthma. we also suspect to have idiopathic hypersomnia, dpdr, bpd, and some narcissistic traits — all with extensive research.
in short, we're fucked.
the part who will front the most & post the most is nec. i'm also the one writing this right now. although, i'm looking for different names for myself. i use shi/hir, vei/vein, and hy/hymn pronouns. i'm a gender non-conforming boygirl, as well as aroacespec and a bi-abro lesbian. and objectum and fictorose, just to add more to the fire.
i'm the one who has the out-system boyfriend... and the one who takes the brunt of our disorders. thanks chat
i'm very autistic about my interests! i love things such as: psychonauts (special interest of 3 years), dandy's world, vocaloid (including utsu-p, pinocchio-p, and the post-traumatic manifesto) (the latter being the theme of this account!), object shows, roblox, pokémon, and more! chances are if you've heard of something somewhat popular yet niche, i've been in the fandom or at least heard of it. share me your playlists! i love playlists, and have around 30+.
however, there are things i don't like. obviously. everyone has dislikes or even hate for things.
fans of vivziepop, dream smp, necrojimbo/analbonez, and hoyoverse content are on thin ice. all of these creators have absolutely been shown to be bad or at least questionable people in the past and present, and i'd rather fans of them remain wary.
and for people i don't want to interact at all,
i don't want these groups to interact with my posts or blog at all: zionists, darkshippers, pro contact for illegal paraphilias, radqueers, anti non-traumagenic systems, and anti-inclus. anti-inclus for me includes terfs (and by extension, radical feminists. y'all's ideology is full of bigotry whether you like it or not), and people who are against contradictory or "weird" labels. my blog is not for you! i will block you if i see you in my notifications. as someone who is queer, not fully traumagenic, a victim of countless horrible things, & more, i don't feel safe around you guys.
now uh. have fun don't die 🔥
Get normaler about introjects by the way. This isn't limited to fictives, either. Get normal about factives as well. When I say introjects in my posts, I always include factives. Some people seem to forget that factives are included in introjection.
"Introjects aren't their source" Applies to factives.
"Plurals don't always control who they introject" Applies to factives.
Factives are always included in my support. I love you factives. You aren't creepy for simply existing.
Thanks.
as a white system YEAH. by default systems online are associated with cringe, and cringe is associated with white autistic teens. and a lot of people are racist even if they don't notice it! we gotta unlearn that! we speak over people who have more insight. we automatically assume everyone is white, when that's definitely not the case — my boyfriend is a system, and he's blasian. even i gotta unlearn stuff, and that's okay. speak your truth op, same with everyone else that's been spoken over.
Racism in the plural community is a real problem. Racism in the medical community is a real, dangerous problem.
Pour one out for DID/OSDD systems of color that go undiagnosed or misdiagnosed because the psychiatric institution dismisses them.
Pour one out for all systems of color who feel isolated because the online community often conflates plurality with whiteness.
Pour one out for systems of color who get called racist or appropriative because their systems incorporate aspects of their own culture, but people automatically assume they must be white.
Pour one out for systems of color whose voices are silenced because of their ethnicity.
Uplift non-white systems. Talk to non-white systems, not over them.
urrrrg waiting for tattoo to heal so mama can fix it up. it's on the inside of my arm and this SUUUUCKS. well the tattoo doesn't suck. ok well kind of. barely? she messed up on the watercolor aspect because my skin decided to not take any more ink.
buuuuuuut i'll definitely post pics when it's done. spoiler, but i think the tptm fans (and weevildoing by proxy) will really like this... rubs hands like an evil little fly. towne i WILL ABSOLUTELY @ you when it's done. beware
hello!
we're worldwide noises. we are a teenaged plural system of indeterminate number, and this is our blog. what's it about? nothing. just like seinfeld! click read more to find out more. warning, we overshare. a lot. read through the full thing to find the thin ice and dni lists respectively. and do not send us donation asks, especially if you're anonymous. we don't know which ones are real, and which ones are not.
there is also a more in-depth post explaining our stances in a simple format.
we (raz/lain, shi/hir pronouns) are white, mesosex, and collectively queer + oriented aroace & genderqueer. also seventeen years old, so mdni blogs please don't interact for your own sakes. however, we are turning eighteen in june (2025).
we are also taken, so please don't flirt with us romantically!!
we're medically diagnosed and/or recognized for: autism, adhd, anxiety, major depressive disorder, (c)ptsd, disruptive mood dysregulation disorder (a precursor to bipolar in most cases), unspecified dissociative disorder, and mild asthma. we also suspect to have idiopathic hypersomnia, dpdr, bpd, hpd, and some narcissistic traits — all with extensive research.
in short, we're fucked.
the part who will front the most & post the most is nec. i'm also the one writing this right now. although, i'm looking for different names for myself. i use shi/hir, vei/vein, and hy/hymn pronouns. i'm a gender non-conforming boygirl, as well as aroacespec and a bi-abro lesbian. and objectum and fictorose, just to add more to the fire.
i'm the one who has the out-system boyfriend... and the one who takes the brunt of our disorders. thanks chat
i'm very autistic about my interests! i love things such as: psychonauts (special interest of 3 years), dandy's world, vocaloid (including utsu-p, pinocchio-p, and the post-traumatic manifesto) (the latter being the theme of this account!), object shows, roblox, pokémon, and more! chances are if you've heard of something somewhat popular yet niche, i've been in the fandom or at least heard of it. share me your playlists! i love playlists, and have around 30+.
however, there are things i don't like. obviously. everyone has dislikes or even hate for things.
fans of vivziepop, dream smp, necrojimbo/analbonez, true crime community, alfred's playhouse, the coffin of andy and leyley, and hoyoverse content are on thin ice. all of these creators have absolutely been shown to be bad or at least questionable people in the past and present, and i'd rather fans of them remain wary. and the true crime community is just weird. there are families of murder victims out there on the internet seeing that shit, come on now. it's just immature and sickening.
and for people i don't want to interact at all,
i don't want these groups to interact with my posts or blog at all: zionists, darkshippers, pro contact for illegal paraphilias, radqueers, anti non-traumagenic systems, and anti-inclus. anti-inclus for me includes terfs (and by extension, radical feminists. y'all's ideology is full of bigotry whether you like it or not), and people who are against contradictory or "weird" labels. my blog is not for you! i will block you if i see you in my notifications. as someone who is queer, not fully traumagenic, a victim of countless horrible things, & more, i don't feel safe around you guys.
now uh. have fun don't die 🔥 here is my umm. dni banner too
hi guys i'm redoing my blog format... just waitttt