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does everyone remember that one scene where there's an argument about good cop/bad cop parenting and buck and eddie are just sort of standing off to the side. and when someone is like "can't you just both be the good cop" to the parents who were arguing, buck and eddie are (in unison) like Noooo and everyone literally stops saving some guy's life to turn and stare at them. and they don't appear to realize they've said anything strange. okay. so i am rotating that in my mind and i am thinking about how easy it is to assume that buck would be the Good Cop parent in chris's life because it would be easier for him to be the fun dad especially at first when he doesn't have as much of an established role yet. and this is largely true (ie that time eddie has to give buck the You'd Better Back Me Up look when chris is grounded from playing video games or whatever; and btw the implications of that in the sense of like....... eddie expecting buck to back him up. and the idea of buck being empowered to Not back him up if he wanted to. and chris instinctively knowing this enough to do the "one parent said no so i'm going to ask the other parent" thing that kids do. anyway.) Anyway. i think it is largely true that buck is the fun dad but i also think he is sometimes the serious dad. like he is the one who half the time has the Big Talks with chris when something is going on in their family. and also he is definitely the one who made chris eat his vegetables when he was a kid. because eddie is much quicker to say okay :) let's order pizza. when he doesn't feel like cooking. and buck gives him a Look and eddie is like UGH fine. we'll order a salad with the pizza and chris you'll eat some of it. or else. and then proceed to not actually make him eat it. idk. they're a family. yay.
abc hire me instead of that man no watermarks and no bubbles version only on patreon
let me go full buckgirl for a second. but if bobby truly is gone (he’s not) then buck is never gonna be the same like this loss is gonna change him down to the bone. it’s gonna be like pre and post hell dean winchester and it’s kinda breaking my heart
the way every fandom on twitter is uniting over bobby’s death and buckt*mmy
the way every fandom on twitter is uniting over bobby’s death and buckt*mmy
KILLING myself jesus (bobby) christ
The 118 - Leave the horror here (8x15)
Oh no i fear she ate😦🫣
she spilled the tea whether you like it or not
everything about this is so crazy like i have never experienced anything like this. funeral streamed live on tiktok -> buried alive script on jlh's insta but it's essentially illegible then clearer on ostark's insta but he quickly deletes it but also it's april fool's day -> ostark says he lied for promo in a brief q&a -> ostark (always at the scene of the crime) replies to comments about bobby's possible death with 😄😁😃 ALL OF THIS BTW BEFORE THE EPISODE. then, bobby dies -> crucially we don't see a body in fact the episode ends fairly abruptly with a body bag -> interviews drop and bald cunt tim minear stresses that bobby is really truly dead trust me -> also says they did not anticipate bobby's funeral being filmed in broad daylight dtla to be leaked because it's just a little firefighter show (one of THE highest rated shows on abc btw) -> peter posts a goodbye letter -> cast start posting frankly very odd goodbyes on instagram -> ryan guzman shares an rip edit of bobby with a pink bow set to louis armstrong's what a wonderful world -> kenny posts a video edit of peter set to spongebob music -> kenny seemingly cries through an interview -> kenny (another one always that the scene of the crime) replies to people saying they won't watch the show again with essentially, understandable me too -> aisha posts a heartfelt goodbye then deletes it and posts a different more vague version -> also it is discovered that bobby's funeral is taking place at somewhere literally named The Hall of Crucifixion-Ressurection. like does anyone else feel like they're on lsd or
If so, I take it all back. The queerbaiting was better.
is this our price for getting buddie :(
No cuz those were my EXACT thoughts on Athena and Bobby when I first watched too!!!
911 thoughts from a newbie watcher:
spoilers for 1x06 - 1x10
(excuse name errors/spelling mistakes i am not good at remembering shit hence why i want to make this post cause i think it’s fun to do & people might enjoy reading my brain pluckings as i fight to catch up with you all)
- yayayaya chimney is back i missed him! the way he was helping bobby these episodes was melting my heart, i love their friendship so much. also his banter with buck was hilarious i love them so much!
- buck choking on his date with Abby gave me second hand embarrassment lmfao. he’s such a silly goose.
- I am loving athena and hens friendship and gossip sessions though hehe.
- abby and buck doing the deed? while hen and her no good ex are at it too? no comment. i appreciate abby and buck being there for one another’s comfort but i don’t like them as a situationship, no thank you. im not sad she’s going to travel, it’s cute she’s gonna live her life and do things to make herself happy.
- athena almost got chopped up?? leave my girl alone the fuck?? her goodbye to her husband hurt my heart, she deserves all good things in life and i wanna keep her safe. ALSO her getting cuffed doing the nasty with that hot guy was hilarious, hen is a real one for saving her ass bahahaha
- Bobby talking about reaching 148 and then leaving…. this man keeps making me so sad. I want him to be happy let this man be happy for fks sake :(( im glad he’s getting himself out there and going on dates though hehe he deserves the best! chimney giving him a little pep talk was too sweet, i love their friendship so much. BOBBY THROWING AWAY HIS LIST??
- that motorcycle call… that was the first scene to make me cry. that hurt, especially bobby and athena’s reaction to it.
- ATHENA AND BOBBY??? I DIDNT SEE THAT COMING BUT IM SO HERE FOR IT
i have no future predictions tbh, but i hope athena and bobby last cause they could be so cute together and i hope abby stays away for a long time :))
Oh boy I love this already🤭🤭 keep giving predictions its super fun to see your thoughts!!! lol
911 thoughts from a newbie watcher:
spoilers for 1x01 - 1x05
(excuse name errors/spelling mistakes i am not good at remembering shit hence why i want to make this post cause i think it’s fun to do & people might enjoy reading my brain pluckings as i fight to catch up with you all)
- buck?? he’s so dopey but cute. his birthmark is so adorable and his personality is charming. it’s interesting that they made him a sex addict, im sensing possible trauma? we shall see on that.
- bobby is my favourite character at the moment. the backstory with his wife and children broke my heart and i wanna put him in a jar and keep him safe forever!! also his relationship with buck is cute i love their father/son bond. he’s literally doing his best and i believe in him, i have faith.
- hen is an icon and im loving her so far, stubborn and smart. we love a powerful woman! i do not trust her ex, idc if she’s changed im not buying it. she looks hella suspicious to me and im not trusting this chick at all.
- chimney my sweet boy. the car crash was definitely unexpected also the fucking metal pipe lodging into his brain??? yikes. also idk why he’s lying to this girl to be loved, he’s handsome he could pull a much better woman who would actually give him the love he deserves, anyways im praying he returns soon cause i miss his face.
- abbey i am indifferent about. i can see she’s going through a lot but thirsting over a man half your age isn’t the best way to go about things. im happy she told buck to go home after they found her mum though but still, find a new man and stop calling him at work, it’s unprofessional! that includes your naughty freaky phone call >:((
- man my girl athena is fucking going through it. gay husband, her daughter tried to od and then she got in trouble at work for making the little bitch pay for hurting her child? excuse me, fuck off and leave this baddie alone. she’s just doing her job and protecting people. i am demanding some peace for athena please :((
- THE PLANE EPISODE??? what the actual fuck was that?? the phone call mark? left for his wife made my heart hurt. also the scene when bobby was helping the mother ruined me, i was on the edge of my seat pleading he would save her and not live with that guilt, and ofc that he wouldn’t die because they had me worried for a second.
my predictions for episode 1x06 - 1x10
- abbeys mother will die. don’t ask why but she’s declining so much already and i just sense it.
- abbey and buck are going to do the nasty and im going to bleach my eyes out.
- bobby is gonna either go to rehab for his drinking or he will tell his team so they can be more help to him when he needs it.
- athenas husband will move the fuck out and go be with his new man which fun fact, is an actor who was also in empire!
- chimney will wake up and return (im manifesting this because i miss him already!)
anyways, bobby is currently my #1 and i adore him so very much. athena is right behind him and than id say buck is my third spot!
my favourite hugs on the show are chimbuck hugs I love the way chim just snuggles in there
Evan Buckley & Bobby Nash in 9-1-1 | 1.01 // 8.15
right so my friend just finished the 9-1-1 episode and she insisted that no one is actually dead because 'it's easter weekend' and that 'he's coming back', i then kindly pointed out how the actor wrote a goodbye letter and she argued that Jesus hosted the last supper 😭
Scrolling through the 911 tag like a dumbass as if anything I see is gonna make me feel better about this.
me in the gc yesterday joking about bobby being buried alive after being presumed dead and i accidentally have a moment of omniscience
Bobby knew the whole time he was infected and took care of literally everyone and didn't say anything until everyone was safely out, I need this man to COME BACK so I can KILL HIM AGAIN you goddamn fucking CAPTAIN
bobby’s boybestie and co-dad michael won’t even be at the funeral. btw. which is not only sickening for the sanctity of male friendship which everyone seems to worry about but is so mean to athena bc michael would never leave her and the kids alone at a time like this. tv sucks.
oscillating and ruminating and changing my mind about bobbyalive theory every two seconds
9-1-1 3.01 | Kids Today 8.15 | Lab Rats
finally got a hozier needle drop BUT AT WHAT COST
CAPCULA🧛♂️
CAP DRACULA 🧛♂️
Peter Krause as Bobby Nash in 8x05
has this been done yet?
Peter Krause’s goodbye letter to fans.
Eddie isn't sure what he's expecting when Buck meets him at the airport. Red-rimmed eyes, splotchy face, hunched shoulders probably. Not this. Distant eyes, blank face, straight-backed. He'd been braced to catch Buck as soon as he landed, had spent his whole flight locking every bit of his own grief away to be thought about at a later date, let the guilt pool in his chest instead.
I should've been there, I could've -
He'd been ready to catch Buck, but it's Eddie who falls into Buck's waiting arms. Eddie who tears up. Eddie who clutches at the back of Buck's shirt like a scared child. And it's Buck sweeping his hands up and down Eddie's back, holding him together, murmuring:
"It's okay. I've got you. It's not your fault."
Eddie doesn't cry in LAX. His grief is a private thing. Always has been. He locks it into his bedroom and lets it out behind closed doors. But Buck is the safest space he's ever had, so he lets himself break a little. Lets himself shake apart under Buck's hands until he can ground himself with a deep breath at the junction of Buck's neck and shoulder. Until he can stand on his own.
Buck looks at him, eyes searching, deepest of furrows between his brows, so devastatingly gentle. And Eddie kind of wants to fucking scream at him for being okay. He'd needed to take care of Buck. He'd needed to have something to do. But now Buck is looking at him like he can fix him, and Eddie wants him to. So badly. But Buck knows Eddie's grief is for South Bedford Street, not LAX, so all he does is lead Eddie out to the parking lot.
It's a silent drive. Buck tells him the details of the funeral. Clinical. Sparing. And Eddie watches Buck's knuckles turn white on the steering wheel. Listens to the creak of leather under an unyielding grip. And he sees it then. The countdown over Buck's head, ticking away steadily. He's grateful in a way.
They pull up to the house silently. The engine falls quiet. And they stare at the door. The door Bobby had appeared on the other side of just a few months ago for a goodbye dinner. At the house. The house Bobby made coffee in when Eddie couldn't stomach being alone. At the home. The home Bobby helped him build in every way.
Buck gets out of the car. Eddie follows. Buck unlocks the door. Eddie locks it behind them. Buck disappears into the kitchen. Eddie pauses.
Can't quite separate Bobby from kitchens in his mind. And it's not like Bobby ever cooked anything in Eddie's kitchen, but there's some stupid grief-crazed part of his brain that thinks he'll find Bobby at the stove for a last supper. A parting gift to Eddie. Because Bobby was always too good. Too generous. Too understanding. When it came to Eddie.
When he finally makes it in there, Buck is stood staring into the fridge. Vacant. Eddie joins him, presses their shoulders together as hard as he can without knocking Buck away, and looks at Buck's fingers curled loosely around two beer bottles. Eddie knows it's not the early hour staying his hand.
It feels wrong. To find comfort in alcohol at Bobby's expense.
Carefully, Eddie unpicks Buck's fingers from the bottles and watches as Buck's arm falls limp to his side with such weight it bounces off his hip. Swings once, twice, stops suddenly. Eddie grabs the water filter. Closes the fridge.
"Sit down," he whispers. Sure, steady.
Buck sits down.
Eddie grabs two glasses. Fills them with water. Leaves the filter on the side. Who cares? Who fucking cares? Takes the glasses over to the table in shaking hands. Spills only a little. Sits opposite Buck. Stares into his cup.
"I didn't say it back," Buck rasps eventually.
Eddie picks his head up with great effort. Ony manages it because he wants to see what hurt he's caused. Their missing medic. Absent in their hour of need.
"What?"
"B-he-he told me he loved me." Buck's eyes go wide. Horrified. Haunted. Hollow. "He t-told me he l-loved me, and I could-couldn't say it back be-because that would mean..." Buck chokes a sob into his hand. "I thought we'd fix it. I-I-I thought we'd find a way. We-we always do. I couldn't say it-it. I didn't want t-to let him go. And now, he's..." Buck's face crumples first. Then, the rest of his body follows, folding in on itself in the chair until he looks almost as small as Christopher had the first time he'd ever sat at this table. "He's d-gone, and he doesn't know I love him."
"He knows, Buck." Eddie's hand curls into a fist on the tabletop. Doesn't know what to do. For all he'd been ready to hold Buck together, he's not sure how. "He knows you love him, Buck. You told him every single day."
"But I never said the words!" he snaps. Pure rage. Pure guilt. He looks up at Eddie. Blue eyes wet and red and wild. The rage and the guilt seeps away, leaves only pure grief. "I never said the words."
He sobs then. Doesn't choke it down. Lets it out. Eddie reacts like it's instinct even though he's never done this before. Just somehow knows in his bones what to do when it comes to Buck.
He stands, rounds the table, slides a hand into Buck's hair, one on his shoulder, pulls Buck's face into his stomach and holds him there, holds him together. Buck's fingers tangle themselves in Eddie's belt loops. A lifeline. And Eddie holds him tight as he can.
"All the times you cooked for him. All the times he cooked for you. The two of you cooking together. You had your own language, Buck. He knows you love him."
And all Eddie hears is: you're gonna stand there with a hundred-something bodies on you and tell me I'm not fit for duty. Did Bobby know Eddie loved him too?
Squeezing his eyes shut tight, Eddie drops his cheek to the top of Buck's head. Stops holding Buck together and starts holding on. Buck's hands grasp at his hips, twist into the back of his shirt just like Eddie's had at the airport.
And all Eddie hears is: I just want to make sure you don't think you have to lose everything before you can allow yourself to feel anything.
Coping HARD rn
“You’re not God” no but he is Jesus. See him rise next episode im so serious
EDDIE & BOBBY → 5.18 'Starting Over'
911 characters as supernatural characters but in terms of how they’re handled on the show
bobby = dean (killing the suicidal character)
eddie = cas (important moments happen off screen and he’s also just NOT there)
buck = sam (hasn’t let him had any proper growth and doesn’t address deeper more interesting issues within the character)
hen = meg (making them suffer over and over again for. No reason)
karen = mary (such an interesting character that the show fails to fully realise/utilize)
gerard = john (show keeps trying to redeem him for some fucking reason)
blaze = miracle (random ass dog)