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this month has been really hard but i know it'll be okay. it takes time to get better.
december was rough because i had a funeral to go to but hey and also went through a massive sexuality crisis
octobers a really hard month every year but I made it through. trauma shit sucks. most of this past month has either been at work or in my bed just rotting away. I hope it gets better. I also slept in like 4 binders one night and really fucked my ribs. don't bind like that
on the bus, listening to alesana and I'm super fucking happy cause it's a double decker and my audhd loves sitting at the top of these things
WE'RE HERE and yes this was taken in a toilet... who cares?
SCREECHING. got unknown pleasures by joy division but also really wanted all the plushies in HMV that I couldn't get :( they were all so fucking expensive :(
scran. also had a cig while I was at it... so, super fun. also the lentil chips STUNK. SO BAD. I mean I know it says cheddar cheese on the front but god damn
read itgo for a while on my tablet, got to chapter 15 so will be updating the 'rereading itgo' posts on @zaachknight
grabbed some more scran after walking around the works and waterstones... and maybe HMV again.
got the 6pm bus back and got back to my town around half 7 so goals.
then got the bus back home and literally just went to sleep I was so tired :/
rawr xD-ing my way thru life
a pic that I don't feel confident enough to post to insta x3
been a hot minute since I posted a photo dump //_0
I wanted to draw a lil' portrait of myself imagining how i would look like on hrt and after top surgery, finally being able to rock crop tops i want. It gave me so much gender euphoria, i can't even >< I can't wait to get further into transitioning medically, im trying to transition socially for now and .... its a struggle sometimes, but it's oh so worth it. In the end it became my new awatar, hope you like it :>
Also - i'm cooking some more arts in the back, i just have to somehow finish them and not start another milion new projects :"") Wish me luck with my chaotic mind...