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Warning: lots of Yapping
Part 1/??
edit: this was originally from march 9th before i editted it in -checks watch- APRIL SIXTEENTH. uuh soooo yeah :>>
no literally i spent like 20 minutes tryna figure out how to make a post and then I went onto a guide that said "First click the pencil icon:D" and I'm looking like- *"Where the fucks the pencil icon??"* Cause I'm used to doing this on the laptop and then I look down and I see the bright blue button that says 'Create' with a pencil icon..
What the fu-
ANYWAYS sooo I got more drawings I wish to share, My Hero Academia drawings that is. MUAHAHAHAHAHA- ok anyways
Ths is for my Cacophony Cacophony series! Which is comprised of five rebellious Teenagers in a rock band. Which comprises of Juro Mizushima, Shikanai Ekusenshi, Ranma Jiyu, Reza Usagi, and Tsuyoshi Tsunemi.
Usually play these characters in c.ai rps (because I have no life) and even then I use mainly Ranma, Shikanai and Juro. soo I've gotten so much more lore on em. Considering they're all parentless. Reza and Tsuyoshi are the only normal kids here (for now >:>)
I WILL tell you. These og drawings I don't NECESSARILY like since they were kinda my first depictions of them but rn I'm too lazy to get off my bed to find their better photos so these'll have to do.
FOR NOW!! I'm going to do two characters since there's alot of Yapping and talking, so we'll be focusing on Ranma and Shikanai this post!!
(plot twist, I finally but off my ass and took their pictures, I'll let you know you which ones are Ogs and redraws.)
FIRST DRAWING (Og) !! One of my favorite guys, Ranma Jiyu!
(redraw of Ranma, I like this one better, my art style kinda changed)
TW: few mentions of childhood abuse, but it's not in detail. and mention of a overdose but only for his mom
Ranma's a certified 'punk', and kind of like an 'evil' version of Hizashi?? He was definitely based off of Hizashi at some point, especially with his quirk, [HARMONIC], which allows him to 'manipulate sound waves to create sonic blasts' and also Hypnotize people. It's a combination of both his parents quirks and also pretty much The same as Hizashi's, but instead of his Quirk always being on, he has to CONCENTRATE to scream. Not concentrate to NOT scream, y'know?
and a lil backstory- his dad was a small time villain (Quirk; SIREN SCREAM) who had Ranma with his partner (Quirk; SIREN) for the purpose of creating another villain to mentor and take on the quote on quote "Family business" (when there wasn't really a family to begin with). Like this man was teaching his six-year-old son how to hijack cars and steal from grocery stores on a daily basis.
At the same time he wasn't really a good dad since he was abusive and neglectful of Ranma. Same with the mom too, she was SSOO neglectful! and he still loved them even as a small child who didn't realize that his parents weren't really good.
Ranma was also taught to hate heros since they 'Made his dad's "job" Harder'?? He was basically groomed into becoming a villain like his dad.
His DAD in question got arrested while Ranma was around 6-7, which fueled the kids hatred for Heroes. He was then put into foster home after foster home but he kept running away and like- hating everyone. How did Dad got arrested is kinda a crazy story.
BACKSTORY: so what happens is that Ranma is you, right? I wanna say 7 or 6, and His Dad basically leaves to go steal cars and resell them, and his Mom watches over him. she tells young Ranma that she's gonna take a nap and to not wake her up, but the thing is that she took a whole bunch of pills (either sleeping or illegal substance) and literally overdoses in her sleep. Little Ranma doesn't understand what happened so he tries waking her up before deciding to call the police (even though he was taught that the Police were 'bad people'). the Police came at the same time as Ranmas Dad and they arrest him before taking Ranma to the Fostering agency because he doesn't have any parents anymore. I totally didn't make this story up in a bot in C.ai, whaaaaaaat, that's crazy! anyways-
He ALSO had another au version where he embraces his father's villain's side and becomes a little villain himself named 'Soundweaver' who's just like.. this teenage delinquent who constantly gets caught by the police and is on a first name basis with like 30 different officers.
Like it'll literally be like-
Rookie officer: *holding a struggling Ranma* I caught this kid smashing mailboxes with his guitar!
Veteran Officer: oh, that's just Ranma
Rookie Officer: what?
Veteran Officer: hello Ranma.
Ranma: *sighs* hello officer Tanaka..
The Kid's kinda famous. Even in his non-villain arc he's still pretty famous around the police stations, just not as much since he plays guitar and sings in the band 'Cacophony Cacophony'. Little fun facts; he speaks English and likes English rock bands, and has a lip and eyebrows piercing which was done by his Bio parents. He's also Cupiosexual, Gender fluid and Bisexual! He's very open about his identity and sexulality and even dyed his hair to match the colourd of the Genderfluid flag! he's also very expressive with his clothing, and likes crossdressing.
In some rps he wears Hearing aids, but I don't know if that's canonical
He was also originally named Kyoka (mainly because I used ai to come up with names at the time and I didn't realize that it was a girl's name) because his parents were expecting a girl, so when the kid was born a boy they decided to just keep the name instead of coming up with another name. Also Kyoka Jiro?? I didn't know her name was KYOKA????
Alright that's enough Ranma,
onto my next favorite boi! Shikanai Ekusenshi! (Og)
this is Shikanai , and uh.. *this is a really bad photo of him.* Reza too, she's got better photos I swear-
(Redraw 2 from 1)
(Redraw 1, the first redraw)
So Shikanai has kinda changed over the months, but basically he's a kid who has extremely bad social issues, DID, and just a heck ton of problems.
His Quirk is called [BATTERY]! He can take the energy out of both humans (life force) and electronics (Electricity) and either store it or transfer it to either himself or other people/electronics. His Quirk was originally called Life force Absorption and he could only take the energy from humans, but I edited his quirk a bit. Basically how his quirk works is that Energy (for him) in all things is a 100% digit battery. Meanwhile he, Shikanai, has TWO 100% batteries. (His second battery is basically a extra storage unit).
He can take a certain percentage of someone/somethings battery and add it to his own battery IF he has the room. For example, say he has 50% battery in himself and he takes 100% battery from something else. That first battery (which is HIS personal battery) fills up to 100% and his second battery gets the excess. This does mean he has a limit of how much he can absorb, but as long as he has the room, he can take it.
*(Thing is that Electric Battery and Life force are completely different things, and he can only use Life force on himself and others (who are alive). So he can use Electrical stuff on other electronics, but they can be stored the same battery unit)*
another thing he can do is USE the energy in his batteries for himself. So, for example, if he himself has 40% battery and his storage battery has 10%, he can use that energy to fill up his first battery and gain more Energy. Fun fact! He can also use this to kill people by taking away 100% of their energy! (Which he may ot may not have done before, but it's not like he'd TELL.) but if his personal battery goes below 10% then he gets super sick (like throwing up and fever type of sick). and if it gets to zero he either dies, goes into a comatose state, or literally starts acting like he stayed up 5 days in a row (like a zombie basically). I wanna say I like Zombie Shikanai better but I ain't too sure which'll be canon
Also, another thing, Shikanai has DID! (Dissociative Identity Disorder; a mental health condition that involves the presence of two or more distinct identities, or "alters". -Wikipedia),
NOTE; (I Do not have DID so i am not a expert at it. I do have 1+ friends who have it though so I have a good understanding of it. I also did a whole bunch of research while making Shikanai's alters/experiences. Please don't like.... Kill me, or something-)
ShIkanai has 7 Alters, Hikiagenshi, Jousuke, YÅ«koku, MukÅ/Hinata (technically counts as two but nobody really knows), Yachiyo, Dempei and Ren. Each of his alters has their own distinct personality AND Quirk, which leads to my usually pondering question of what DID Alters would look like in the MHA world. Like- would hey have their own quirks? Would they have similar quirks or have like something completely opposite? I know it's one of those "It's not that deep bro" questions but its something I lile thinking about. Soooo i guess Shikanai could be sort of my own take on it??
ANYWAYS. Shikanai is like- such a traumatized, anxious mess. Like this guy has depression, GAD (generalized anxiety disorder), Insomina, ARFID (Avoidant/restrictive food intake disorder) and on top fo that DID-, Like one at a time, jeez! (Im joking, but he has alot of problems). not to mention he has stuttering problems
So Shikanai, as you can probally guess, has no parents. where are they? not here! They might've abandoned him when he first got his quirk at like.. 3?? 4? I dunno, But i DO know that he doesn't have any. he currently live in either a group home or Foster home (Ain't too sure yet) and Plays guitar in the band.
(I'll probably do a post with Shikanai's alters. I got actual designs for them and personalities!)
And Lil fun fact, He had a Canonical death! like if he WAS to die, then he has a canon way he dies. actually all of Cacophony Cacophony does, except for Ranma who survives (lone survivor frfr). It's kinda depressing to think about, but It's more like an interesting "what if AU"
Alright thats enoughh Yapping, mainly because I legit forget if I wanted to show any more information... uuuhh anywhoo- So that's 2 out of 5ish of Cacophony Cacophony! I'll show up with more of my guys in the future but for now, enjoy!
ahh so much writing.
my entire personality stems from watching daria as a kid and trent being my first fictional crush
Daria Sick Sad World
First digital Art in a while!
I had a lot of fun drawing this besides the background
How do u make friends in communities?
I know this is a heavily asked question & I know making friends takes time & effort but like- any tips even?
I've been on the internet for a while & only have made 1 friend ovr the whole time, I understand no one owes me friendship or anything, but it's hard not to feel lonely. I love my friend(/p) with all my heart. & I've tried so many ways 2 make new friends but my efforts never work :c Is there something I can b doing better? I want friends like me ig? (alterhumans, xenogender users, alternative ppl & j-fashion enjoyers ect ect) But like- how??? .Ā·Ā°Õ(ĀÆā”ĀÆ)ÕĀ°Ā·.
and hereās Bug Black with their album āSongs About Buzzingā
cant be an outfit repeater if you have like 2 outfits i guess
maybe a bit controversial, probably not but lace code is alive and well and i find it weird that some people throw a fit over that.
(please keep in mind this blog is written by a German from a German perspective and with German lace code in mind, red =/= Nazi here)
the only people I've ever really seen throwing a fit over lace code still being taken seriously is Nazis trying to signal their allegiances without having to live in fear which is absolutely fucking stupid because Nazis aren't safe and shouldn't feel safe. especially not in a community that is literally built on leftist politics. and the other people is people who for some reason feel like they cant just wear for example red laces without being a communist or anarchist, like that's fine. antifascists wear them too!!
lace code is alive and well and is getting used daily by many people, whenever I've asked people if their shoelaces have meanings if they have different coloured laces in their boots it was rather "yeah its my favorite colour" or "yeah its lace code" and both is totally valid especially since in Germany or at least were i am the only suspicious colour is white, or white paired with literally anything else.
i personally wear a pink and a red pair of shoelaces and i used to wear red and blue or pink and blue, I'm currently looking to extend my shoe lace collection but its extremely difficult to find coloured shoelaces IRL so i might just dye a few at this point
oh yeah and here's a little cutout from my reworked lace code blog from my banned spacehey acc (rip) I'm probably gonna republish this and then also throw it onto here it has a bit of history and stuff
It's always the generic bros that are bullies. But I guess cargo shorts and a too small tank top don't make an as interesting visual.
why do they always showcase ābulliesā in cartoons as being some punk with a mohawk like
when was the last time you saw a cool guy in a leather jacket not minding his own business itās usually some basic asshole in a graphic tee that has something to say
Sid & Nancy
My spider sonsš·ļøšøļø
Yes I know that one is super messy aka the one where Iām a civilian, but overall I t looks like me and I like how it turned out.
Ok so, am I delusional or was Hobie dismantling the tech in Miguelās lair in order to build Gwenās new portal watch thingy? Like , he even told miles to build his own watch if he really wanted one , and itās been stated that heās super smart so I wouldnāt be surprised if he could figure out how to build one of those watches. Pleas I need someone to negate or clarify my thoughtsšš
( also it took me watching the movie 3 times to get this )
Idk I came back from being away for like 4 days and i see that i have a bunch of like on the Ben Drowned artwork. So i have decided that i m gonna do small doodle commissions for fun. Dm me to request somthingĀ
little things that i try to do to get more out of my clothes
tooth fairyĀ š
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- This is my new oc Fern!
- They're non-binary and have a mysterious scar on their eye...
A painting for my friend over on Instagram šš¤š
I URGE ALL OF MY FOLLOWERS AND WATCHERS TO CHECK OUT MY BOYFRIEND'S DEMO EP!!
the whole EP adds up to just 12 minutes, if you've got 12 minutes PLEAAASE take a look!! each song has been stuck in my head at SOME point so I guarantee that for every listener there's something to repeat over and over xDDD it's all SOO good
if you end the demo EP and you find you like his style, follow him on Spotify or subscribe to his YouTube channel! on the YouTube channel specifically u might find some extras for the EP with descriptions on every song detailing what inspired him to write each one (ā āā ā½ā āā ) if you don't wanna commit to a follow, show him some love with a comment on your favorite of his songs, he LUUUVS that
he's such an inspiring musician, If you're looking for a truly expressive alt creator you've got the RIGHT guy
If you wanna hear a new take on punk, indie rock, n alternative music in general check out my lil ep :)
Trans Punk musicians you have my whole heart
Iām working on commissions so hereās a quick class doodle
Punk Anakin inspired by @letoscrawls ā punk Maul and @cranity ās Punk Ahsokaš„š„
First Franky of 2025!! I been meaning to post this one since last month, but Iāve been busy being depressed and lonely and playing marvel rivals.
UPDATE: PRINTS NOW AVAILABLE!! ā¤ļøāØ
Punk is whatever the state fucking hates so I'm sorry to announce to the functionally conservative but contemporary punk isn't leather jackets and punk rock from the 2000s, it's hyperfemininity, it's transsexualism, it's kinky leather harnesses, it's polyamory, it's Black female rappers, it's reading books from the library, it's pirating media, it's sharing your Netflix and Prime and Spotify passwords, it's patching up your thrifted clothes with cute embroidery until they're in tatters, it's "borrowing" groceries from corporations that make up inflation that doesn't exist, it's supporting small weird freaky artists on Etsy instead of buying the newest Officialā¢ļø boring low effort promotional image enamel pins, it's drawing and writing the raunchiest most disgusting and freaky porn you could possibly fathom, it's showing off your tits or top surgery scars in public, it's cis women packing and cis men tucking, it's dykefags and fagdykes and boylesbians and girlgays, it's paying for OnlyFans of trans people fisting themselves, it's making up new genders and sexualities and romantic orientations and editing whole new flags for them, it's refusing to label yourself for the gratification of a government that wants to know under what misspelled drafty legislation they should legally kill you
Punk is being/supporting whatever the state currently fucking despises and wants to burn off the face of the earth, not whatever you think is Punk Aesthetic. If you wanna be punk just to look like you were born in the 80s instead of actually BEING PUNK by supporting the degenerates and the freaks and the sex workers and the BIPOC and the transsexuals and the faggots and the dykes, burn your fucking $800 corp bought leather jacket because you're not Hobie Brown you're just a fucking poser.
Punk is fighting the system beside the ones the system is fighting against, Punk isn't a Pinterest moodboard.
I don't want a romantic partner I want friends who will go dumpster diving with me, I want neighbors who will knock on my door and ask for butter because they forgot to buy some and it's sunday. I want book shelves in public spaces, food banks and shared tool sheds and community gardens. I want to trade home grown tomatoes for a couple of eggs with my neighbor and I want to bring food over to my friends house when I've cooked too much. I want bicycle only streets and I want people to go on spontaneous walks with. I want people to ask me for help when they need it and I want to be able to ask for help in return. I want community as a safety net. I want people to stop focusing on the vague concept of the one, who will Cure All Isolation and Loneliness. I want every single person to be able to find support and comfort around them, regardless of their relationship status.
Actually @samhvin the way this choker turned out after cleaning off all the dayquil I think it would make a great accessory for your off-white goth look
Or if you don't need it maybe I could use it and make a matching outfit <3
I want it with dayquil on it š§”