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He was supposed to be working.
Head down, glasses sliding low on his nose, fingers tapping against the keyboard with focused precision. The glow from his laptop screen bathed him in blue light, casting shadows over the sharp line of his jaw, the furrow of his brow. His hair was slightly tousled from running his hands through it, tension in his shoulders from hours of sitting still. He hadn't said a word in over an hour, only the steady clack of his keys filling the quiet room.
And you couldnât stop staring.
Youâd tried to behave. Really, you had. But every time he shifted in his seat or exhaled through his nose in that sharp, focused way, it made heat curl low in your belly. You watched the way the muscles in his arms flexed with every movement, how his thigh bounced occasionally under the desk, thick and strong where it stretched the fabric of his joggers.
He was so close. So focused. So completely unaware of how much you were squirming on the couch across from him.
You padded over quietly, slipping behind him with a slow smile.
âBaby,â you whispered, hands gently landing on his shoulders.
He didnât look away from the screen. âWorking, sweetheart.â
You hummed, bending down to press a soft, lingering kiss to the side of his neck. âThought I could help you relax.â
âYou relaxing usually ends with me not getting anything done,â he muttered, though his voice had already dipped a little lower.
âThen you better finish fast,â you teased, sliding your hands down his chest.
Before he could argue, you climbed into his lap, straddling one of his thighs. You didnât straddle him fullyâjust perched on the broad muscle of one leg, your arms wrapping loosely around his neck. His fingers paused above the keyboard as your weight settled over him.
âYou're distracting,â he said flatly, but his hands found your waist anyway.
You leaned in and kissed himâsoft and slow at first, lips brushing his with teasing patience until he tilted his head and deepened it. His tongue slid along yours, slow and claiming. You whined into the kiss, rocking your hips forward just slightly, testing.
The pressure was perfect.
Your thin shorts did nothing to hide how wet you already were. You could feel the fabric of his joggers rough against you in the best way, feel the strength in his leg as it tensed under your movement.
You rolled your hips again. His hands tightened on your waist.
âThat needy, huh?â he murmured, breath hot against your lips.
You nodded, eyes glassy. âPlease, Shugo.â
He exhaled slowly through his nose, jaw clenching. Thenâ
âRide it. Go ahead. Take what you need.â
Your breath caught.
You started moving, slow at first, dragging your core along the firm curve of his thigh. The pressure, the heat, the drag of your slick fabric against the muscle he kept deliberately flexingâit sent shivers shooting up your spine. Meian tensed his thigh even harder, locking it in place, and you nearly cried out.
âThere you go,â he muttered, voice like gravel. âYou feel that? All for you, baby.â
Your nails dug into his shoulders as you rocked harder, faster, the friction building with every shift of your hips. You couldn't stop the sounds leaving your throatâlittle whimpers and gasps, punctuated by desperate moans every time he tensed his leg and gave you just a little more.
âFuck,â you gasped, forehead pressing against his. âIâm gonnaâShugo, IâmâŚâ
âThen do it,â he growled. âMake a mess on my thigh. Let me feel how much you want it.â
It snapped something in you.
You came with a high, breathy cry, body seizing up as pleasure exploded through your nerves. You rode it out, grinding helplessly through the aftershocks, fingers clutching at his shirt like you were afraid to let go.
He held you there, solid and unmoving, breathing heavy as he watched you fall apart.
But even as your body sagged against him, spent and shaking, you felt the tension still coiled in his muscles.
You felt the hard line of him pressing into your hip.
And then his hands were gripping your ass, pulling you against him with a growl.
âYou think weâre done?â he muttered, low and dark.
He stood, lifting you effortlessly into his arms as your legs wrapped weakly around his waist.
âI let you come once. That was me being patient,â he said, mouth brushing your ear. âNow it's my turn.â
The stadium lights burned like stars overhead, casting long shadows across the polished court. The roar of the crowd swelled in waves, a living, breathing force that surged and broke against the walls of the arena. Bokuto Koutarou stood still in the center of it all, his heartbeat syncing with the rhythmic beat of the game.
This was home. It always had been.
He bounced on his heels, palms slapping softly against his thighs, golden eyes flicking up and over the rows of fans packed into the stands. He always did this before a gameâscanning. Searching.
Hoping.
You came to one of my games in college once. Said you wanted to support me even if you didnât know all the rules. You sat in the front row with snacks and one of those handmade signs, grinning like it was the best thing youâd ever done. You were so proud of me. I couldn't stop staring.
It wasn't until the second set that he saw you.
Not in the front row this time. A little higher up, tucked into a row of seats that caught the golden light just right. You looked the same. Soft expression. That familiar warmth that never failed to center him, no matter how chaotic the world got.
But this time, you werenât alone.
Your fingers were laced with someone else'sâa man with kind eyes, a relaxed smile, and a wedding band that mirrored the one glinting faintly on your hand.
Something in Bokuto's chest twisted. An old, familiar ache he had kept buried deep down beneath years of laughter, late-night texts, and every moment you sat beside him without ever realizing what he wanted to say.
But his body knew what to do. The ball was set, high and perfect, and he soared to meet it. Muscles coiled, arms arched, and thenâthe strike. The ball slammed to the floor on the opposing side like thunder cracking through silence. The crowd erupted.
He didn't hear any of it.
We used to sit on the school rooftop and eat lunch together. Iâd talk about volleyball like it was a religion. Youâd talk about music, books, strange little thoughts that made no sense but always made me laugh. I think I fell for you the first time you passed me a rice ball and told me to stop overthinking my spikes.
He never told you.
Not once.
There had been chancesâso many chances. Late-night calls that lasted too long. Moments when your eyes lingered. When your laughter felt like something he wanted to wrap both hands around and never let go.
But the words never made it past his throat.
He told himself he had time. That he didnât want to ruin the beautiful, easy thing you had. That being near you was enough.
And now, watching you from across the arena, smiling at someone else the way he used to dream youâd smile at him, Bokuto felt the weight of every second heâd spent silent.
As long as youâre watching, Iâm happy.
Thatâs what he told himself. And maybe, on some level, it was still true. Because you were watching. Eyes bright, expression soft, hands clapping politely after every point. You were here.
You came.
Just not for him.
Even so, he glanced up again, caught one more glimpse of you laughing at something your husband whispered in your ear. His chest ached, but his lips pulled into a quiet smile.
Because even if your heart belonged to someone else, even if he was just a fond memory in a long list of friendshipsâ
He would still play his heart out.
Because if youâre watching, then that means some part of you still remembers. Still cares.
And maybe that was enough.
He wiped sweat from his brow, steadied his breath, and returned to the service line.
Eyes on the ball.
But just for a second longer, heart still caught in the standsâ
Watching you.
The celebratory buzz of victory still lingered heavy in the air, blending seamlessly with the steady hum of the dimly lit bar. Neon lights glowed softly overhead, reflecting off half-empty glasses and illuminating faces flushed from laughter and excitement. The MSBY Jackals had just secured another victory, and the night was youngâfilled with endless possibilities for celebration.
You excused yourself briefly, slipping away to the bathroom to freshen up, confident Atsumu would manage fine for a few minutes without you. After all, he was your boyfriend, and everyone on the team knew it.
But apparently, not everyone in the bar did.
Returning a few moments later, your eyes instantly zeroed in on your boyfriend, who was leaning against the bar, drink in hand, politely nodding at something a pretty brunette was enthusiastically telling him. Her gestures were exaggerated, her smile bright and flirtatious, eyes gleaming with undisguised interest.
Atsumu, ever the people-pleaser, was wearing his usual easy smirk, clearly indulging the conversation while keeping it just polite enough to not be rude. He wasnât uncomfortableâjust looking for the right opportunity to leave without making a scene. You, however, were not nearly as patient.
The sharp twinge of jealousy that shot through your chest was unexpected, hot, and immediate, intensifying further when the girl boldly reached out, her delicate fingers lingering on his bicep as she laughed at something he said. Your eyes narrowed sharply, irritation prickling beneath your skin, making your pulse quicken.
You moved forward before you fully processed it, steps deliberate, chin held high. Without hesitation, you reached Atsumuâs side, sliding your arm firmly through his and pressing yourself close, your chest intentionally brushing against him. You felt him tense slightly in surprise before relaxing instantly when he recognized your touch.
"Hey, babe," you purred softly, voice dripping honey as you leaned up, pressing a slow, deliberate kiss just beneath his jawline, lips grazing the warm skin of his neck. Atsumu stiffened again, but this time it was from something entirely different, a shiver rippling down his spine as you let your lips linger just a bit longer than necessary.
Pulling back with a possessive little smile, you turned your attention to the woman whose hand had fallen awkwardly away, eyes wide in stunned silence.
"Oh," you said innocently, tilting your head just slightly. "Who's your new friend, 'Tsumu?"
Atsumu cleared his throat, clearly biting back an amused grin. "Honestly, I didn't catch her name."
The woman laughed awkwardly, cheeks flushing pink as she waved a hand in embarrassment. "Oh, sorry, I didnât realize you were... together."
"Oh, no worries," you smiled sweetly, your eyes glittering with playful sharpness. "Heâs a pretty polite guy, isnât he? Almost too nice for his own good sometimes." You chuckled lightly, your fingers tracing gentle circles along his arm. Then, as if remembering something, you turned to Atsumu, voice light and casual, "I think Iâm done for the night. Wanna head out?"
Atsumu barely hesitated before flashing you a lazy grin. "Yeah, sounds good."
You turned back to the woman, still smiling as she swallowed thickly, her face now a shade darker. "Are you a fan? It's always lovely to meet his fans."
The woman opened her mouthâthen closed it, nodding mutely.
"Well, weâre heading out. Hope ya have a great night!" you chirped before steering Atsumu toward the exit, satisfied with how quickly the situation had turned in your favor.
The second she was out of sight, Atsumu glanced down at you, eyebrows raised, a mischievous grin slowly spreading across his lips. "Ya okay there, sweetheart?"
You sighed, lips pursed in annoyance. "Iâm fine."
His grin widened knowingly. "Ya sure? Seemed a little territorial back there."
"I was not territorial," you huffed defensively, fingers tightening unconsciously around his arm.
Atsumu chuckled warmly, leaning in until his lips brushed teasingly against your ear, breath warm as he whispered, "Sure felt like it."
Heat spread across your cheeks as you shoved at his shoulder lightly, embarrassment mixing with lingering irritation. "Shut up. You werenât exactly doing a good job of making her leave."
He laughed, the rich sound rumbling through his chest as he wrapped an arm securely around your waist, guiding you gently toward the exit. "Yeah, yeah. Whatever helps ya sleep at night."
Rolling your eyes fondly, you leaned into him, smiling despite yourself. "You're impossible."
"Mhm," he hummed, pressing a teasing kiss to the top of your head, his voice dropping to a low, amused murmur. "But ya love it."
Then, in a lower, rougher tone, he added, "And, not gonna lie, kinda turned me on."
You blinked, heat spreading to your ears now as you gave him a side glance. "Are you serious?"
Atsumu smirked, tugging you just a bit closer as his lips barely grazed the shell of your ear. "Wanna head home and find out?"
The weight of his words settled between you, thick and charged. You exhaled softly, your fingers brushing along the hem of his jacket. "Youâre really impossible."
"Mhm," Atsumu hummed, mischief dancing in his golden eyes as he leaned down, lips hovering just over yours. "But Iâm yours."
The camera clicks, the flash reflecting off the sheen of sweat on Sakusa Kiyoomiâs face as he stares down at you from behind his mask. Even in victory, thereâs a sharpness to him, a quiet tension crackling beneath his cool exterior, and itâs aimed directly at you.
âYour defense wasnât as sharp as usual tonight. Were you struggling to keep up, or was there another reason for the misreads?â you begin, voice steady as your pen glides across your notepad.
The press conference room is thick with anticipation, the air charged with a static-like tension. Reporters lean forward in their seats, pens poised, some shifting uncomfortably while others exchange intrigued glances. The bright overhead lights cast stark shadows on the players, emphasizing the sharpness of Sakusaâs features as he stares you down. They know what youâre doing. More importantly, he knows what youâre doing.
Sakusaâs gaze narrows slightly. Sakusaâs gaze doesnât waver. "I adjusted to their offense. If that looked like struggling to you, maybe you should take another look at the final score."
You donât relent. âI'm aware of your team's victory, Sakusa-san. Are you relying too much on your teammates?â
The silence stretches longer this time. You know youâre poking the bear. Sakusa is known for his perfectionism, for his unshakable self-discipline, and youâre prodding at the cracks just to see if theyâre there.
A muscle in his jaw ticks, but his voice stays even. "If trusting my teammates to do their jobs is a problem, then maybe you donât understand how a team sport works."
The room seemed to inhale at once, a murmur rippling through the crowd. Some reporters exchanged knowing glances, while others scribbled frantically in their notebooks, sensing that this was the kind of soundbite that would be making headlines by morning. Cameras clicked in rapid succession, the bright flashes punctuating the thick tension in the air. A few journalists whispered to each other, gauging the reaction of the MSBY players, but none of them spoke up to break the moment.
Atsumu let out a low whistle, leaning back in his chair. Bokuto, who had been grinning just moments before, straightened slightly, his golden eyes flicking between you and Sakusa like he had just caught wind of something interesting. Even Meian, typically unfazed by media antics, raised an eyebrow at the way Sakusaâs fingers curled slightly against the table, his entire frame wound tight as if forcing himself to stay still.
You? You simply smirked, tapping your pen against your notebook before lifting your chin slightly. "No further questions."
That pisses him off more than anything. Because he knowsâhe knowsâyou got exactly what you wanted.
Sakusa clenched his jaw, his nostrils flaring just slightly beneath his mask. It wasnât just the question that irritated himâit was the way you delivered it, the way you smirked, the way you dismissed him like you had already gotten what you needed and he was no longer worth your time. The fact that you didnât even look at him again as other reporters jumped in with their far more standard, predictable questions made something coil tight in his chest.
Sakusa forced himself to focus on the next question, but his grip on the microphone was just a little too firm, and the only thing he could hear was the sound of your pen scratching against paper as you took notes from the other players, like he wasnât even worth your time anymore.
From then he knew who you were.
Knows your name, your face, the way your voice always cuts straight through to him no matter how many journalists crowd these post-match briefings. Youâre a nuisance, an irritant, and yetâhe never ignores your questions. Never brushes them off with the indifference he grants others.
You challenge him. And deep down, you both know he likes it.
~~
The first time you wrote about Sakusa Kiyoomi, your article had been direct and biting, dissecting his play with ruthless precision. Where others hailed his natural talent, you highlighted the flawsâthe inconsistency in his service pressure, the occasional lapse in his blocking reads. Not to degrade him, but because you saw the potential for more. And apparently, so did he.
Since then, every time you covered an MSBY match, there was an unspoken expectationâhe knew you'd be watching, and you knew he'd be playing to prove you wrong. But it wasnât just that.
Sakusa remembers the very first time he noticed you. The first time you called him out in a press conference, your voice cutting through the noise like a blade, sharp and deliberate. He remembers how his fingers clenched under the table, how the irritation simmered low in his chestânot because of what you said, but because it made him feel something. It shouldâve been just another question, just another reporter, but it wasnât.
And it never has been since.âhe knew you'd be watching, and you knew he'd be playing to prove you wrong. Over time, the rivalry evolved into something else, lingering in the way his gaze would flicker toward you during games or how his answers in press conferences were always a little sharper when you were the one asking the questions. Something neither of you had acknowledged.
The away game had been intense, but MSBY had emerged victorious. The final set had been a test of endurance, forcing the team to dig deep against an opponent determined to push them to their limits. The last point had come from a perfectly executed blockâSakusa reading the setter and shutting down the cross-court spike with a decisive palm. The crowd erupted, the whistle blew, and the scoreboard solidified their win.
Post-game adrenaline still ran through Sakusaâs veins as he walked into the media room alongside his teammates, their jerseys still damp with sweat. The moment they sat down at the press table, cameras flashed, and the room filled with a cacophony of voices as reporters fired off questions left and right.
âYour blocks were key in the third set! How did you adjust so quickly?â
âWhat do you think made the biggest difference against the opposing teamâs hitters?â
âYour receives looked more inconsistent compared to last game. Do you think fatigue played a factor?â
Meian, as captain, answered first, offering the usual post-match reflections on team effort and strategy. Bokuto, beaming from ear to ear, leaned into the microphone and laughed about how âevery game should be that intense!â Hinata, still buzzing, nodded along, interjecting whenever he got the chance.
Sakusa answered each question he was asked with measured precision, keeping his responses brief but informative. He had done enough press to know how to maneuver through them without revealing much.
Then, a voice cut through the chaos.
âShinohara was dominating the net in the second set, and you looked like you were scrambling to keep up. Would you say he got the better of you?â
Sakusaâs eyes snapped to the crowd of reporters, and there you wereâstanding among them, notebook in hand, your expression composed but sharp. The same way it had been earlier, when you had watched him from the sidelines and smirked before scribbling something down.
âOr was it frustration? Because from where I was sitting, it looked like you were second-guessing your reads more than usual. Did he force you to change your approach?â
The room held its breath, the shift in atmosphere nearly tangible. A few reporters traded quick looks, some leaning forward slightly, eager to see how Sakusa would respond. The usual rustling of notepads and scribbling of pens slowed, all eyes trained on the exchange.
His jaw tightened, fingers pressing into the table with restrained force. "Is that what you saw?" His voice was cool, but there was something simmering beneath it, like a rope pulled too tight. The question wasnât dismissiveâit was a challenge. He adjusted his mask, fingers pressing into the fabric before exhaling slowly. âI was focused. Not frustrated.â
You smiled, slow and deliberate, the kind that said you knew exactly what you were doing. That you had dragged him into this, and he had walked right into it. Without another word, you lowered your pen and let the other reporters take over, shifting their questions toward Meian and Bokuto instead.
At the table, Atsumu and Bokuto shared a look.
âDidja see that?â Atsumu muttered under his breath.
Bokuto grinned. âOh yeah.â
Sakusa ignored them, but he could feel their eyes on him, burning with interest.
The banquet hall is grand, an opulent display of polished marble floors and cascading chandeliers that bathe the room in warm, golden light. The scent of decadent dishesâslow-roasted meats, rich pastas, fresh seafoodâintertwines with the subtle notes of fine wine and aged whiskey. Servers weave gracefully through the throngs of athletes, journalists, and executives, their trays balancing crystal goblets and plates laden with gourmet delicacies. The atmosphere is both relaxed and electric, the hum of voices, bursts of laughter, and the occasional clink of silverware against porcelain blending into an effortless symphony of post-match revelry. It was a post-match tradition for away gamesâa chance for players, staff, and members of the media to unwind.
At the MSBY table, Sakusa swirled his drink lazily in his glass, only half-listening to the conversation between his teammates.
âYou got grilled again,â Bokuto laughed, nudging him. âMan, sheâs relentless.â
âPretty sure she enjoys making your life difficult,â Meian added, smirking over the rim of his beer.
Hinata grins. âShe really goes for you in those press conferences. Think sheâs got a thing for you?â
Sakusa scoffs, setting his drink down. âDoubtful.â
Atsumu, who has been watching the exchange with growing amusement, leans in, eyes glinting with mischief. âNah, I think you got a thing for her.â
Sakusa tenses, shooting him a glare. âShut up.â
âOooh, he didnât deny it,â Bokuto teases, laughing as he throws an arm around Hinataâs shoulders. âKiyo, you like the attention, donât you?â
Meian shakes his head. âIâd believe that if he wasnât always so pissy after talking to her.â
Sakusa exhales sharply, pinching the bridge of his nose. âSheâs just doing her job.â
Atsumu grins. âSo are you, but ya sure get all riled up when sheâs around.â
He doesnât have a response to that. Not one he wants to say out loud, anyway.
His teammates exchange looks, sensing that the teasing has gotten under his skin more than usual. But before any of them can make another comment, Sakusa stands abruptly.
âWhere are you going?â Hinata asks, blinking up at him.
Sakusa doesnât answer. Instead, his gaze flickers across the roomâto the bar, where youâre seated, nursing a drink while scrolling through your phone. His fingers tighten around his glass.
Atsumu follows his line of sight and grins. âAh. Interesting.â
Sakusa ignores him and walks off.
You notice him before he even reaches the bar, that unmistakable presence making your pulse pick up just slightly.
He slides onto the stool beside you, his mask now tucked under his chin. You glance at him, raising an eyebrow. "Youâre hovering."
He mirrors your words from earlier, tone dry. "I havenât said anything yet."
"Youâre about to."
Sakusa exhales through his nose, gaze flickering briefly toward the drink in your hand before settling back on you. The air between you is thick, the usual sharpness in his stare now laced with something elseâsomething unreadable.
You tilt your head slightly, letting the silence stretch just a little longer before speaking again. "You seemed irritated earlier."
"I wonder why."
You smirk. "Iâd say itâs part of my job, but you already know that."
Sakusa doesnât respond immediately. Instead, he leans back against the bar, fingers tapping idly against his glass. "You enjoy it, donât you? Getting under my skin."
"If it gets me the truth, then yeah."
His jaw tightens slightly at that, and for a second, you think he might say something else. But instead, he just watches you, eyes dark, expression unreadable.
You swirl the last of your drink in your glass, tilting your head as you watch him. Then, with a half-smirk, you say itâmostly as a joke. "You know, if youâre that desperate to defend yourself, I could offer you a private interview."
You donât expect anything to come of it. In fact, youâre already preparing for him to scoff and dismiss the idea entirely.
But instead, Sakusa blinks, his fingers pausing on his glass. "When?"
That one word nearly makes you choke on your own drink. You open your mouth, close it, then recover with a casual shrug. "My recorderâs upstairs."
His gaze sharpens. "Youâre still looking for an angle."
You shrug. "Iâm looking for an answer."
Sakusa exhales, slow and measured, before finally nodding. "Fine. Letâs go." Neither of you move for a second. Then, as if pulled by an invisible thread, you both stand at the same time. The air between you tightens with something unspoken, something neither of you are willing to name yet.
Across the room, Meian lets out a low whistle. "Well, would you look at that."
Atsumu elbows Bokuto, barely able to contain his excitement. "Oh my god, Kiyoomi is getting some."
You werenât expecting him to agree so easily, but you mask your surprise, finishing your drink before sliding off the stool. The walk out of the banquet hall is silent, the tension between you threading tighter with every step. You donât look at him as you press the elevator button, and he doesnât look at you when the doors slide open.
But the weight of his presence lingers, undeniable and electric.
The two of you walk toward the elevators in silence, but it isnât awkward. Itâs charged, simmering beneath the surface. Neither of you say a word, but every step forward feels deliberate, like a move in a game neither of you are willing to lose. The walk is silent, tension threading between you, thick with something unspoken.
The moment the door to your hotel room clicks shut behind you, the atmosphere shiftsâbecomes something heavier, charged. The soft glow of the bedside lamp casts elongated shadows along the sleek, modern furnishings, bathing the space in an intimate warmth. The distant murmur of the city beyond the window seems inconsequential compared to the weight of the silence stretching taut between you and Sakusa. Sakusa doesnât move immediately. He lingers near the entrance, his hand still resting lightly on the door handle, as if debating whether he should turn around and walk away. A flicker of hesitation ghosts across his faceâso brief that most wouldnât catch it, but you do.
Why is he here?
The easy answer is the interview. But deep down, he knows thatâs not the truth. It hasnât been for a while. You get under his skin in ways no one else does, and despite how much it infuriates him, heâs still here, standing in your hotel room, waiting for a reason not to be.
But you donât give him one. Sakusa doesnât move immediately, just lingers near the entrance, as if deciding whether he regrets agreeing to this. You, on the other hand, are already setting your recorder on the desk, flipping open your notebook with practiced ease. Thereâs no hesitation in your movements, no indication that youâd been thinking about the way he reacted back in the press conference.
But he knows you have.
He watches as you click your pen once, twice, before finally meeting his gaze. "Take a seat, Sakusa-san."
His jaw flexes, but he steps further into the room, pulling out the chair across from you with just a little more force than necessary. The scrape of the wood against the floor is sharp, punctuating the air between you. He doesnât slouch, doesnât let himself sink into the seatâno, he sits with his back straight, arms crossed, like heâs bracing for impact.
You hit record.
"So, letâs start with the game," you begin, voice even, measured. "Despite your win, Shinoharaâs attack percentage was noticeably higher than yours. Do you think his presence on the court pushed you to your limits?"
Sakusa exhales slowly through his nose, jaw tensing. "Heâs a strong player, but I wouldnât say he âpushed me to my limits.â I adjusted accordingly."
"You adjusted, but his success rate didnât drop. So was the issue with your defense, or was he just the better player tonight?"
A pause. A sharp inhale from Sakusa. The muscle in his jaw twitches again.
"I donât recall losing."
You tilt your head slightly. "That doesnât answer my question."
Sakusaâs fingers curl against his arms, his nails pressing into the fabric of his sleeves. His eyes narrow, but thereâs something else there tooâsomething almost like intrigue beneath the irritation.
"If youâre looking for a soundbite, youâre not getting one."
You smirk, tapping your pen against your notebook. "Oh, I already got one."
His eyes flicker over your face, scanning, analyzing, before his irritation shifts into something else. Something darker. More intent.
The recorder sits between you, capturing every word, but neither of you are really thinking about the interview anymore. The weight of the tension settles thick in the air, lingering in the space between your crossed arms and his unwavering stare.
Sakusa exhales through his nose. "Next question."
You hesitate.
Itâs barely a secondâjust long enough for your fingers to falter on your notepad, for your breath to catch as you take in the weight of his stare. And he sees it.
That single moment of doubt.
It fuels him more than anything else.
But you both knowâthis interview isnât ending the way it was supposed to. He leans against the edge of the bed, arms crossed, watching you like heâs waiting for you to make the first move.
âSo,â you start, keeping your voice even. âHow do you think the game went?â
He exhales sharply through his nose. âYou saw it.â
âI want to hear it from you.â
Sakusa leans forward slightly. âYou always want to hear it from me.â
You smile. The room feels smaller now, the air heavier. âThatâs my job.â
âIs it?â
You hesitate, fingers tightening slightly around your notepad. Thereâs something in his tone that makes your pulse jump. âYou tell me.â
For the first time, his mask is completely goneânot just the physical one, but the carefully measured distance he keeps between himself and the world. His gaze dips to your lips for half a second before snapping back up, something sharp and intent in his expression.
And then, heâs moving.
That night, nothing else matters. Not the rivalry, not the press, not the game. Just Sakusa Kiyoomi and the way he finally lets goâjust for you.
You had worked your ass off for this promotion.
Late nights, impossible deadlines, last-minute rewritesâyouâd done it all. You had sacrificed weekends, spent too many nights hunched over your desk, and powered through mind-numbing meetings, all in the hopes that your work would finally be recognized. And now, with the senior editor position finally up for grabs, it was down to you and Akaashi Keiji.
Akaashiâthe picture-perfect editor. Calm, meticulous, frustratingly good at everything. The kind of guy who never looked frazzled, never rushed, never flinched under pressure. It was like stress simply did not affect him.
And somehow, despite working just as hard as you, he always seemed one step ahead.
You wanted to win this. Not just for the raise or the title, but to finally beat him at something. To prove that you were just as goodâbetter, even.
So when your boss called you both into the office, hands folded with a pleased smirk, you thought, Maybe, just maybe, Iâve got this.
Then the words left their mouth.
âAkaashi landed an exclusive with the MSBY Jackals.â
Your stomach dropped.
âWhat?â
Your boss nodded. âFull-length feature. First-hand accounts. Exclusive team coverage. Bokuto introduced him to the players himselfâan incredible opportunity. The kind of coverage that puts our magazine on the map.â
You snapped your head toward Akaashi, who sat calmly beside you, hands folded neatly, expression unreadable.
That smug bastard.
This was his play? Getting his old volleyball captain to pull strings for him?
Your blood boiled.
âOh, come on,â you said, barely keeping the irritation out of your voice. âThatâs not exactly fair.â
Akaashi finally turned to you, blinking in that cool, composed way that made you want to shake him. âHow so?â
You scoffed. âYou used connections to land the interview. It wasnât based on merit.â
Akaashi tilted his head, looking entirely unbothered. âI leveraged resources available to me. Thatâs part of the job, isnât it?â
Your jaw clenched.
The worst part? He wasnât wrong.
Your boss leaned back in their chair, watching the exchange with thinly veiled amusement before raising a hand to cut off the argument. âEnough. If you both want this promotion, youâre both going to prove you deserve it.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
Akaashi didnât react, but you saw the faintest flicker of curiosity in his sharp blue eyes.
âYouâre both going to work on the feature together,â the boss continued, tapping a finger against their desk. âI want the best piece possible. If you canât put aside your rivalry long enough to get this done, neither of you will get the promotion. Understood?â
Your fingers tightened around your notepad. This was not what you wanted. The whole point was to beat him, not work with him.
But you couldnât back down now. Not when the stakes were this high.
ââŚUnderstood,â you muttered through gritted teeth.
Akaashi nodded smoothly. âUnderstood.â
âGood.â Your boss glanced at the clock. âGet started. I expect a solid first draft by the end of the week. And with the deadline, I imagine youâll be staying late to work on it together.â
You bit back a sigh, already feeling the impending headache.
The moment the meeting ended, you stormed past Akaashi, but before you could make it out the door, his voice followed, low and amused.
âTry not to let your frustration get in the way of our work,â he said smoothly, adjusting his glasses. âItâd be a shame if I had to carry you through this project.â
You turned on your heel, eyes narrowed. âOh, donât worry, Akaashi. If anyoneâs carrying this project, itâll be me.â
His lips twitched, just slightly. âI look forward to seeing that.â
You hated how much fun he was having.
But most of all?
You hated that he always found a way to stay one step ahead.
The office was silent, save for the rhythmic tapping of keyboards and the occasional irritated sigh escaping your lips.
You had been here for hours, stuck in the same damn room with Akaashi, going back and forth on revisions, disagreeing on everything.
âThat transition is too abrupt,â Akaashi said, his tone calm as he skimmed over your section. âIt needs more context.â
âItâs concise,â you shot back, stretching in your chair. âWe donât need extra fluff.â
He exhaled softly, as if reigning in patience. âItâs not fluff. Itâs clarity.â
You groaned, leaning back. âYouâre impossible.â
Akaashi didnât look up from his screen. âAnd yet, youâre still here.â
You wanted to throw something at him.
After another hour of back-and-forth edits, your eyes started to sting from staring at the screen for too long. You rubbed at them, sighing deeply as you slumped in your chair.
âThis is ridiculous,â you muttered. âWeâre never going to finish at this rate.â
Akaashi glanced at the clock. âThen we should stop arguing and be efficient.â
You shot him a glare. âOh, so now youâre suddenly a team player?â
His lips quirked. âI always was. You just refuse to acknowledge it.â
You groaned again, running a hand through your hair. This was going to be a long night.
Akaashi sighed, leaning back in his chair as well, adjusting his glasses. âWeâre making progress. Whether you want to admit it or not.â
You didnât want to admit it, but he was right. The article was shaping up, the writing crisp, the interviews well-structured. And despite your deep frustration, working with Akaashi wasnât as horrible as you wanted it to be.
Still, you werenât going to let him think he had the upper hand.
âWeâll see,â you muttered, turning back to your screen.
Akaashi hummed, watching you for a moment before returning to his own work.
The night stretched on, both of you determined to outdo the other, neither of you willing to be the first to give in.
And just like that, the rivalry continued.
Until Akaashi broke the silence.
"I have extra tickets to the MSBY game this weekend. You should come."
Your fingers froze over your keyboard. Slowly, you turned your head to look at him, brows furrowed in confusion. "What?"
Akaashi didnât even glance up, still focused on his screen as if he hadnât just said something completely out of character. "The game. It would be beneficial to see the team in action if weâre writing about them."
You narrowed your eyes. "You could just send me the game footage."
His fingers tapped lightly against his desk before he finally looked at you, gaze unreadable. "Thatâs not the same."
You leaned back in your chair, arms crossed. "Why are you being nice to me?"
"Iâm not. Iâm being practical."
You scoffed. "Uh-huh. Sure."
Akaashi tilted his head slightly, amusement flickering in his eyes. "You donât have to come. I just thought youâd appreciate an exclusive firsthand look. But if youâd rather rely on secondhand reports, be my guest."
Your jaw tightened. You hated how effortlessly he manipulated situations in his favor.
"Fine. Iâll go."
Akaashi nodded, returning to his work as if nothing had happened. "Good. Iâll send you the details."
You stared at him for a second longer before shaking your head, muttering under your breath.
This was getting too weird.
Meian and jealousyâźď¸âźď¸âźď¸ I just love this man so much
oooh good pick hehe... Your wish is my command :p
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Meian walked through the door, casually tossing his bag onto the couch before holding up a glossy calendar with an amused smirk.
âGuess what I brought home?â
You barely looked up from your spot on the couch, lounging in one of his oversized hoodies. âGroceries?â
He huffed a laugh. âTry again.â
When you finally glanced over, your eyes landed on the calendar in his handsâMSBY Jackals 12-Month Exclusive Athlete Calendar. The cover alone was pure chaos: Bokuto flexing dramatically, Hinata grinning mid-spike, Sakusa looking entirely unamused while still managing to look good, and Meian himself, standing dead center with his usual captainâs stanceâshirtless.
Your brows shot up.
âOh, this is amazing.â
Meian chuckled, flipping it open. âDidnât even know they were makinâ this until they asked me to pose for it.â He turned the pages, showing you a yearâs worth of ridiculously chiseled volleyball players. âThought you might get a kick out of it.â
You grabbed the calendar, flipping through the months with increasing delight.
âOh my god, look at Bokutoâs armsâwait, they oiled him up for this.â You laughed, tapping the glossy image. âI mean, I get it. If I had muscles like that, Iâd want them to shine, too.â
Meian hummed, crossing his arms. âUh-huh.â
You kept going, completely unaware of the way his jaw was starting to tense.
âSakusa actually looks incredible here, wowâhe must have hated this photoshoot.â You turned another page, eyes widening. âDamn, even Hinataâs looking ripped.â
Meian arched a brow. â...That right?â
âOh, absolutely,â you grinned. âSeriously, whoever planned this deserves a raise. They captured perfection.â
Meian let out a slow, deliberate exhale through his nose.
â...Captured perfection, huh?â
You nodded, still obliviously flipping pages. âI mean, look at these guys, Shugo. Theyâre built likeââ
You yelped as suddenly, the entire world flipped.
Before you could even react, Meian had hauled you up over his shoulder, calendar completely forgotten as he marched toward the bedroom with zero warning.
âShugoâwhat theâPUT ME DOWN.â
âNope.â
âYou are not seriouslyââ
âOh, I am.â
His grip was firm, his tone too smug, and you finally realized.
ââŚYouâre jealous.â
He snorted. âNot jealous. Just provinâ a point.â
âA point about what?!â
Meian kicked the bedroom door shut behind him, tossing you onto the mattress effortlessly before climbing over you, his hands braced on either side of your head.
âSince ya like praisinâ the team so much,â he murmured, voice dipping lower, rougher, âI figured Iâd remind ya which one of us ya like the most.â
Your breath caught.
For someone who claimed not to be jealous, the heat in his gaze said otherwise.
âStill think they captured perfection?â he asked, his smirk dangerous.
You swallowed, the calendar long forgotten on the floor.
ââŚI might need a closer look to compare.â
His chuckle was low, pleased.
âGood answer.â