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I wish there was more proshippers in the th0mas and fri3nds Fandom

(Don't add tags related to the media i mentioned cause im not trying to risk you getting hunted by antis)

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I hate having feelings because it means I can cry at any moment, I hate it. I hate my trust in others, I hate my hypocrisy, I hate talking, I hate my class, I hate me living. And I honestly hate the one I called my "best friend" about a week ago.

Who acts like just because they suffered something and got over it, people should do the same, they don't care if they had gone through worse than they had, they don't care that it left a psychological and emotional scar in them, they just... I don't want them close to me anymore, I do not trust them anymore. They think I should look in their point of view, but their point of view is delusional, and fake, they thinks people can easily go over their trauma, just because she did, she says that it doesn't matters of what other think about their traumas, only about what her think, so what is different about it? Do they really care for anything?

Ever since they began to act more sassy, I didn't care, but now, I see I should care. They acted like just because they can go over some sh★t, everyone can, is not everyone who is like that, not everyone can just act like it never happened, because it still follows them, everywhere they go, they can show signs that they don't care about it anymore, but we shouldn't judge on just that, we don't know what they went through, we shouldn't be acting like it wasn't a big deal, everyone has their own way to deal with trauma, but we shouldn't just disrespect someone's reason, just because it doesn't seem like a big deal.

And no, this is not some trauma of mine, but from a story I'm writing, I talked about one my characters trauma to my friends and that one friend I was talking in the start said they deserved it, but, they did no sh☆t, why would they deserve it...? I don't know, but rn I'm really mad at them rn...

If you read until here, I apologize for it being so long, and if some of you disagree with me. I just thought it wasn't fair. They were talking as if everyone should go over their trauma quick and fast, I'm not saying people shouldn't get over their trauma, I'm saying they should do it in their own time, I would hate myself if- (that's where it ended)

So.. I just found this whole ahh essay of me hating on someone, but I don't remember who it is, because, well, I'm Dory 🐟

And I don't remember what it was about either. Maybe I was just having a terrible day and the person reminded me of something that triggered trauma.

I'm sorry, this is too fuckin cute

El being wholesome with Steve. El being wholesome with Steve. The weird sibling duo we didn’t know we needed. I need more of it. I might do it….no I’ve done enough of them…

Okay, okay. But just picture this:

The kids trying to embarrass Steve all the time with photos and stories to Eddie, but El ruins it every.single.time. because she is so unbelievably wholesome when it comes to Steve.

Here is everyone pulling out scoops photos (which Eddie actually loves thank you very much) and sharing stories about his failed dates. Dustin tells Eddie specifically about the time he was teaching Lucas basketball and Lucas threw the ball too hard at the backboard and hit Steve in the face.

So they are all poking fun at Steve in his and Robin’s apartment (because in every universe these platonic soulmates live together) and there is just El who randomly chimes in:

“Steve took me to this thing called a ren faire once. It was very fun. We both looked really pretty.”

Eddie absolutely melts at the story and gushes over the photos she has.

And everyone gets quiet every time, because no one wants to criticize El, but one time Max gently goes, “You know that’s like….nice right? We’re making fun of him.”

Everyone one expects her to being embarrassed or confused but instead she simple says.

“I know. I don’t like it. Steve’s nice.”

And she embarrasses everyone, except Robin and Eddie who are the only ones Steve never gets upset with when they make fun of him. They all mumble out apologies, and Steve turns to Dustin and goes:

“This is why she gets a special section in the freezer. All different flavors of eggos.”

El’s eyes get wide. “Even the blueberry ones?”

Steve gives her hair a tousle, “Especially the blueberry ones.”