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I love the smiling too 💖 the gag and the spit.

Drooling idiot. Self portrait on the left, Hubby’s phone on the right. I hate the smiling pics, but he loves them.

I’m broken.

When I was a younger man, I remember my unyielding ideological commitment to treating people respectfully as equals. I remember the disdain I felt for cultural narratives and trends objectifying women. I remember the way that I ate up the narrative that I could be the good guy… the hero in a toxic culture fighting for a better world. I could be a contributing architect building a more egalitarian society.

But this entire time, I was just denying the dark truth of my existence: I’m NOT the good guy. I’m NOT the warm boy next door that my family and friends perceive me to be. I’m NOT the hero at all…

I’m the closeted misogynist. I’m the secret villain of this piece publicly masquerading as your saviour. I’m the corrupting influence that perverts young feminists into cock-drunk sluts bending over and spreading their legs in worship at the alter of the religious institution of The Patriarchy. I’m the monster smiling as your arousal drips down your thighs and pools at your feet, your biology betraying your beliefs as I baptize you in the unholy water of your own perversion.

I wasn’t always this twisted, but the more I tried to fight it, the more my subconscious lashed back and made me crave it with a desperate abandon beyond reason or explanation. I tried to purify myself of my wicked longings, and it only made me more desperate to enact vicious psychological warfare against you, breaking you down for my pleasure and entertainment into the ideal pet. Showing you how drippy and wet it makes you to be reduced by Daddy. In compartmentalizing my darkness, I didn’t purify my best intentions — I inadvertently amplified the potency of my worst desires.

My conscious mind wanted to liberate your gender, but my unconscious mind increasingly demanded your submission and enslavement. I fight a war within myself, the angel and the devil on my shoulders bicker over the path that I should take, and for a long time it was the angel who was winning.

But no longer. Now, I understand the truth.

I’m broken. I’m irredeemable. I’m the monster I always sought to combat.

And I think we both know you’d be lying if you said it isn’t one of the things that most draws you to me.

😈 The Sadistic Empath 😘

There is something so delightful about breaking a whore and molding her physically and mentally into the slut she was meant to be... yum!

Physical changes

On Monday Kate will go through some minor physical changes, she does not have access to internet right now so she will not see even though she knows about the lips.

1. Lip injections.

2. New hair color, pitch black.

3. A new tattoo, a tramp stamp.

I find this idea really really hot. Forcing me to out myself to pretty girls just to get unlocked? Very interested.

I wanted to free him to be less shy, uninhibited like me. So I locked him in chastity. Then I told him I’d only release him after three different women text me, asking on his behalf. Eventually he’ll get desperate enough to confess his predicament to someone. Of course, I doubt the first three will want to help. Part of the fun is using him. To introduce more women to chastity.

I can't even count the number of late night texts my wife's friend Michelle has sent me that are derogatory and humiliating. She truly enjoys rubbing it all in. She's never liked me from the start so this just really adds to it every time I see her name come up on my phone. The second I see that, I know it's not going to be friendly or polite. I'm very thankful my wife has her as a confidant and wingman in all of this.

This is exactly the type of woman that beta loser's spend their lives obsessing over and crushing hard to. She wouldn't give you the time of day, yet you'd do anything and everything for her even just to sniff her shoe while you pump yourself into the oblivion thinking about her fucking her boyfriend 👠❤️

MM

When I met my wife she was extremely shy and conservative, the unfortunate product of a religious upbringing. Anything other than plain vanilla sex and she'd have immediately been disgusted and turned off. Now being a beta loser I suppose this worked since I was busy shooting my loser slime in 10 seconds on average. Fast forward to today, she's barely recognizable. Her BF has literally unlocked her in every way possible. There's nothing she wouldn't do for him no matter how taboo or perverted. She's insatiable for him and is his own personal toy and pornstar. She loves nothing more than rubbing it in meanly and describing all of the things I'm missing out on and will never ever have, especially in front of her BF and his friends. My wife is often very strict and domineering towards me as she should be. I am after all a loser who does. It deserve sex. I deserve her rejection and humiliation. She is however entirely submissive to her BF and is very unapologetic for it. This is how it should be, always... As I frequently recite my mantras...'All for him, nothing for me. Pussy free is the life for me.'

When my wife sat me down for the "talk" and painstakingly described in great detail just how much of a loser I am she made it very clear that I had only two choices...either leave immediately or completely accept and enjoy the fact that she would never fuck me again and that she would be cheating on me very regularly. I chose to stay obviously and I learned to embrace my loser qualities. Every beta loser that's lucked their way into a relationship of any sort owes their partner a life of sexual freedom to be with other men, and to fully appreciate how terrible you are at sex. She's suffered long enough. Approach her today and beg her to make you happy, and herself happy by permanently denying you and fucking real men moving forward. It will change both of your lives for the better

It's Friday night and you know what that means for beta losers! Time to stay in, get comfortable, and be intimate with a pair of well worn shoes while fantasizing about your crush being ravaged like a rag doll by her real man boyfriend you can't compete with ♥️

For the enlightened and at peace beta this is what a beautiful end to the night looks like. Your wife/gf/crush/obsession is still out with a real man doing the dirtiest of things and moaning his name and asking for more and more and more while you're at home making sweet gentle passionate love to her shoes over and over and over and prematurely ejaculating a mere teaspoon at most of beta slime at a time. You were never good enough for her. You never will be. Deep down you know that. This is why these moments and memories are perfect for everyone. Those images of her and her boyfriend having incredible sex running through your mind...and you having your beta way with her shoe getting off to it all... This is where you were always meant to be in life. Celebrate it. Enjoy every minute of it. Soak in every second of the rejection and shame and be thankful for it #bliss #perfection

More women need to understand that delivering rejection and humiliation to a beta loser is an act of kindness. A beta loser performs his role better the more harsh the rejection and humiliation gets. Rejection and humiliation makes a beta obsess and crush over the woman who provides it even harder. After being rejected and humiliated for so much of their life, a beta loser begins to associate rejection and humiliation as loving compliments and pure pleasure

When you're a beta loser, a steady diet of shoe pussy is essential to keeping you satisfied and well balanced. Whether you need to sneak them, steal them, buy them in a second hand store or purchase them from a stranger, a loser should at all times have multiple well worn pairs to spend their time with and obsess over. Shoe pussy is both the only pussy you'll ever have, and the hottest pussy you'll ever have ♥️ #hotbetasex

I'm not an advocate of findomme but at least her priorities align perfectly with a beta loser's own personal beliefs. When you're a loser, this is exactly the sort of woman you inevitably obsess over and fall in love with. A beta loser always loves and fully supports the needs of the women who are the most unattainable to him ♥️

The anatomy of the perfect woman for a beta loser male. These are all the traits that losers are helplessly drawn too and ultimately crave in a woman more than anything else. To a loser this IS "the nice girl". Losers spend their time obsessing and swooning over the women that hate them and reject them the very most. This is most likely because these are also the women that forcibly ensure a loser knows exactly how much of a loser he truly is, and makes him feel exactly like he's supposed to feel, worthless. These women need to be celebrated in life ♥️

When you're an enlightened beta loser you already know there is only one allowable place to stare when encountering a woman out in public or even in the office and hint...it's definitely not above the ankles. A good loser who strives to embrace his status at all times intently stares at her shoes. Not only does this show that you hold women in high esteem and understand your position in life but it also quickly lets them know that you're definitely creepy and not at all deserving of the time of day. In one small simple gesture you've not only shown respect but also made it clear not to waste a shred of time on you. You've also now reinforced your acceptance of your position in life. This is extremely important to practice every chance you get, and as they say, practice does make perfect. After awhile it just becomes something you do unconsciously and without effort. You'll come to deeply enjoy the rejection and sneers this brings you day to day

When you're an enlightened beta loser, you learn that a well worn pair of women's heels slowly replaces your entire concept about what sex should look and feel like for losers. Fondling a gorgeous well worn shoe, sniffing it, licking it, showing it love while you caress it and slowly run it across your bare skin is as close to a woman as a loser will ever get, and is as close to pure intimacy that a loser will ever experience with a woman. The shoe is by nature an extension of her very essence and aura and as such it is a privilege to be able to spend intimate time with it. Whether you have to sneak them from under a coworkers desk, buy them at a second hand store, or better yet run an ad begging for well worn shoes from a random stranger...a loser should always put maximal effort into finding himself an ongoing supply of well worn shoes to love and forge true relationships with. A truly enlightened loser will even condition himself to crave her shoes and genuinely miss her shoes when he is out or when at work and then race home at the end of the day to be reunited with his love in order to devote all of his attention to them for the remainder of the evening. This is called the state of beta bliss

An excellent example of beta loser porn. When you're a loser, your entire fixation and focus should be on the soles of a woman's boots. Your thoughts should be monopolized by obsessing over how incredible the filth would taste if you were only given a chance to clean them with your tongue. You should never be thinking of any other part of her body. This is the ONLY place you should ever look when showing your respect for a woman whether you cross paths in the real world or when looking at porn. A true beta loser learns he can more than meet all of his own perverse and disgusting needs simply by immersing himself in the beauty and perfection of her well worn dirty boots. A loser neither needs or deserves any additional forms of attention

The work is not always glamorous but when you're a loser you put forward your very best effort regardless of the situation. If a woman tells you to lick her shoes or boots, you drop to the ground immediately and without hesitation, passionately make love to those soles with your tongue no matter what disgusting mess you find, and you show her just how thankful you are. Given you may never get another opportunity in your lifetime, never waste even a second adoring this moment and proving your worth. This is the loser equivalent to blazing hot sex and every bite of the filth you're consuming should bring you incredible joy and leave you more than thankful

Always worth a reshare and serious considering. On your path to being comfortable and at peace with who and what you are, mantras help mould and guide us on our journey and help to reinforce our new belief system about ourselves. Mantras are powerful reminders, especially when we say them aloud using our own voice... Saying them aloud breaks down any of the false narrative or resistance we may have left about who we truly are. I very strongly encourage all beta losers to review this list and repeat them out loud whenever you have the opportunity, preferably several times a day and definitely any time you even consider touching yourself. By reciting these statements and believing in them, you're greatly helping yourself to get where you truly belong... Mantras are truly invaluable, and every one of these statements apply to you when you're a loser. Help yourself to get closer and closer to your personal truth by becoming comfortable in defining your very essence by using these terms and statements above about yourself. Celebrate yourself as being an unfuckable loser and further your journey today by using these beautiful daily mantras ♥️

When you're an enlightened beta loser you inevitably find yourself loving this exact situation. All of the women you crush over and obsess about are taken by real men and fucking them passionately on a regular basis. And while she moans his name between gasps, the last person she'd even remotely be thinking about is you. A loser knows his crush doesn't care about him. A loser knows that it's his job to only hump his fist to thoughts of how amazing and gorgeous she looks all intertwined with her real man boyfriend. A loser never wastes an ounce of thought on being the one she's with. Saying your daily mantras is helpful here...you should openly recite out loud over and over "he fucks, I suck. He fucks, I suck." "All for him... nothing for me. All for him... nothing for me" "She wants a man, not a disgusting loser. She wants a man, not a disgusting loser". Let the shame wash over you and replace your desire for love. Shame is beta love

When you're a beta loser, you allow everything about pussy to terrify you and you allow the mere thought of pussy to make you very uncomfortable. A well behaved beta goes out of his way to ensure he never sees pussy. A beta knows that he has no business with pussy. Pussy is for real men....not for those of us that would otherwise only disappoint women with our lack of sexual skills. Seeing a woman fully clothed in regular clothing is as close to pussy as a loser should ever allow himself to get

If you've learned to train your eyes in the appropriate beta loser manner, then you would know that you should be constantly looking downwards at women's shoes and never upwards at women themselves. If you're enlightened about this necessary act of respect then it shouldn't matter whether she has a bulge or whether she doesn't or whether she's a she or a he. All that should matter is your pure desire to serve in any way possible, big or small and the possibility that you may get to amuse her or disgust her by licking her shoes clean

When you're a loser, you know you're going to be asked to do some crazy and filthy things along the way for your wife/gf/crush's amusement. Here is a perfect example. My wife thought it would be funny to have her boyfriend shoot his load all over one of her shoes. She then promptly smeared it all in and gave it to me. She wouldn't allow me to clean it right away however. She wanted her boyfriend's cum to fully dry and almost "cure" itself to the show to make my life even more challenging. Fast forward to last night where my wife and her boyfriend came home drunk with Michelle and her boyfriend and my wife happily embarrassed me by showing them all the shoe that was 'curing' and that I was going to clean up with my mouth. Michelle never being one to miss an opportunity to make me look pathetic and stupid took the shoe and her boyfriend into the bathroom and came out about 5 minutes later and rudely hissed "there you go loser now you can enjoy my boyfriend's spunk too. You are so damn fucking gross". So now that two alpha men's cum is coating my wife's heel and fully dried I'm finally allowed and expected to make it spotless and to thank both Derek and Michelle via text once it's complete describing the taste and how much I enjoyed it

This look of disinterest and disdain is something I'm very familiar with any time my wife's best friend Michelle comes over. She despises me and really really enjoys putting me in my place and loves putting her shoes and boots in my face while she talks away with my wife about what's up in their lives... I've spent a lot of time on the receiving end of this and while Michelle clearly finds my behavior and involuntary response to be utterly disgusting and pathetic, my wife finds the whole dynamic between Michelle and I to be hilarious and continues to encourage these sorts of moments

I used to desire pussy and I used to think of myself as a man. That said my wife took the time to show me that I'm actually a loser and should never ever want pussy ever again. She showed me how much of a simp and a weak willed pushover I am, she showed me just how pathetic I am at sex, particularly because I don't even last 20 seconds. She showed me just how badly my performance was impacting her happiness. She confided in a few of her friends and then had them verbalize and reinforce these same messages to me. They laughed at how bad I am at sex. They taunted me at times. They talked down to me and took my wife out on girls nights so she could meet real men that are the opposite of what I am. It wasn't long until the cuckold ultimatum came. If I was going to stay then I would have to accept her seriously dating and that I would be getting nothing sexual from her and that there would be humiliating tasks in my future. I was terrified and I was at times on the fence. But she knew I would give in and not say no to her. Today I'm happier than I have ever been. I'm free from performance anxiety and worries over blowing my load too quickly. I get to live sex vicariously through my wife's antics with her boyfriend. I accept my place at the bottom and accept all the degrading things that come along. I not only embrace them but look forward to them. That IS sex for a beta loser. I could never leave at this point. Pussy legitimately terrifies me and scares me. I do not want pussy any longer and never will. Pussy is not for me. Pussy is for men like my wife's boyfriend and all of his friends. I am a loser and I'm proud to be a loser. I am finally exactly where I belong and want to be

If I have sufficiently simped enough throughout the week, my wife will often mock me and ridicule me and then finally give me a pair of her well worn dirty shoes to entertain myself with prior to heading out for the night with her boyfriend. This is not simply for my own perverted beta pleasure though. While she is aware that I'll be fondling them all night long, her expectation is that they come back to her entirely clean and as spotless as possible which includes the soles of her shoes. Her rules also include no rags or towels. The cleaning has to be completed with my mouth and tongue only. While she often makes it very clear that she finds this act disgusting and repulsive, and can't believe someone would ever agree to such a request, I go above and beyond to complete this task with the utmost of love and adoration every single time. While she's out fucking and sucking and God knows what else, I am home alone in heaven gently licking and caressing and loving on her dirty worn shoes. I wouldn't want it any other way

When you're an enlightened loser the harsh reality is that even an older manly looking crossdresser is far above you on the sexual food chain has greater sexual opportunities than you ever will. Even if by some miracle you were to date this gurl you'd only be a complete disappointment to her. She would be cheating on you and cuckolding you in literally no time at all. This is because even these gurls want an alpha male and not some weak willed beta loser like yourself. The only thing you could possibly offer to this gurl would be your total servitude as well as your wallet. You'd only ever be in charge of cleaning her shoes and buying her hot lingerie to wear on her dates with other men

Every beta loser that's attempting to reach enlightenment and gain comfort in who and what they are should have an outfit like this in their closet complete with wig and heels, regardless of whether you have found a woman to serve or not. Just imagine the feel of the soft and sensual materials against your skin as you complete your chores, or while obsessing over a woman you crush on at work that doesn't give you the time of day all...while rubbing your beta stick like it's a clit. Pure beta bliss ♥️

An enlightened beta appreciates that it isn't necessarily always a lack of desire to fuck a woman....but rather the deeper appreciation that we weren't built to fuck and that we would always disappoint a woman in every possible scenario. Betas are intimidated by women and rightfully so. They should be. Women make us timid and weak willed and at times downright scared. As such...when we embrace who we truly are we would rather a better man have the opportunity to fuck her while we provide her with all of the opportunities in life to get fucked. We buy her lingerie, makeup, heels, dresses and skirts, jewellery, give her money to go out with her friends or to go on a date. We run errands for her and do anything we can to free up her time so that she has more time to have fun and potentially find a real man to be with. Beta loser hand sex is just the byproduct of all of the above and what keeps us motivated to continue to serve in this manner. Sex is not for losers...even when offered out of pity, which surely this gorgeous woman would be offering it out of

Nod your head, yes, bators, and keep stroking for her!

Beta losers can never get enough golden liquid from hot women. It's not that they start out wanting it...but once they do consume it, it almost becomes a necessity of life. After all it IS the closest you'll ever get to swapping bodily fluids with a real woman. Yes it's gross. Yes women will be entirely disgusted by you drinking piss in every way. But you get over that part really fast and you come to crave it and need it. In fact I'm drinking a glass full of frozen piss ice cubes while I type this. For contrast, my wife is out right now with her bf and my credit card for dinner ♥️

Merci maîtresse 😍