Your gateway to endless inspiration
A HUMAN CONDITION CHAPTER 29 RAAHHHH
Dropping these fanart of these guys ! I’m gonna have to work on Fiddlestan this weekend maybe, since I can’t draw Fidds at all 😭 gonna figure out how to draw him today 😕
BUT HERE IS BILLFORD and holy shit 😭 I love how Bill expression came out, Billy looking quite happy 🥹 it’s totally going to be my new pfp me thinks !!!
I definitely recommend listening to Impacto for the candyland scene, geniuely so fitting they make me SCREAM 😭 Aside from that, I changed a little thing up about Billy 🥹 Those eyes are looking a little more cooler… Wish i could animate, it looked way cooler in my head LOL
Personally, I feel like if you let Bill play on the Sims, there’s two households and one Billy takes care of while Bill takes care of the other. One house is in flames and the anger and hate is being projected, the other is a normal home that totally isn’t mourning the home that died all those billion years ago chill 😦 totally… just a funny thought in mind 💀
P.S. I nearly forgot to go back my classroom after my break, I ended up showing up late because I wanted to finish rendering Ford 😭🙏 None of my coworkers were bothered tho !!!
@sapphosscribe fanart has been delivered 🙏 expect more 🥹🔥
I WAS GOING THROUGH SM BUT HERE THEY ARE !!! Took so long hope you all like them though !!!
This took me a while !!! And I can talk about the Bill vs Billy whole thing now 💀
Basically, how I read a Human Condition, it’s practically this whole dichotomy of Bill vs Billy and no one is aware of it. Believing Bill can change is an act of believing Billy is there, believing Bill can’t change means Billy is dead.
Billy is the root of Bill’s empathy and change, or what Bill would call, the root of his weakness. Bill considers Billy weak and deadweight, something worth forgetting. In the first lines, we ever read from Billy in A Human Condition is, “Just fit in”.
In the beginning of the Billy storyline, he himself in a major contradiction to Bill’s own beliefs and self-worth. Billy is what everyone hopes to achieve in the end, but Billy died the day Bill destroyed their dimension… right? Yes and no 🐺
The remnants live on and begin to crack through ways that Bill has taken notice of, especially when he’s with Mabel. It’s moments where he spends time with Mabel, I picture the hostile face shifting to a more softer and rounder face. Mabel brings out the best in him. Unknowingly the reason Billy returns. It isn’t just Mabel that brings the Billy side out. It could be objects of interest or of fear and even guilt. Objects of interest could be the silly straw or the spaghetti scene from the recent chapter. The fear and guilt of Billy is brought out by Ford when he chokes him out or when Bill wanders into the mind space Ford had locked up.
I have more to say about Billy, but man I gotta talk about Bill because I got so much to say about him.
Bill is a cheat, liar, and other say, a monster through and through. But Bill is simply a manifestation of survival and going against all of that he knew. The line in chapter 27, “Yes. I’m completely cured. My irregularity will not affect my ability to fit in, your excellence.” This is a lie that Bill said, this was an act of wanting to survive and protecting himself. This is also the point in the Billy storyline that Billy starts to identify himself with Bill and this is the same chapter where his mother and father starts to call him, Bill, as well.
This is the plantings seeds of Bill, that continue to thrive even after failing the very thing he was manifested for. He allowed not just himself but Billy to die. It’s only now they have another chance, but Bill believes he’s the sole reason why they had survived for so long before. Billy is weak and can only bring in danger. This pathetic, weak, piece of him is holding him back, and yet it is something worth protecting just to survive.
We see Bill truest form through lines like, “But Bill wasn’t weak. He was strong and he was smarter than all of them. They didn’t see it yet, but he could prove it! He only needed time. He wouldn’t be a burden, he would be a credit to all triangles, like his parents had said. He was different than other irregulars. He was better.”
But the next line is, “Because Bill was weak in the eyes of Euclydia. He was a freak, an irregular. He was made wrong. And yet. Bill wanted to live.”
Bill is a manifestation of wanting to survive and not letting anyone in. Even in this weak human form, that motivation drives home. He is protecting not himself but Billy as well.
I imagine if you were to enter Bill’s mind, it would be this split down the middle where Bill and Billy are seprated, but both of them have a piece of each other. Bill with a younger and triangle Billy, while good old human Billy is trapped with a more familiar triangle Bill.
Here’s pictures without the word 😼
That’s how read Bill and Billy’s storyline and interpreted it. The drawings showcase them and in their own spaces. I like to think Bill is in the darkest part and only he and Billy illuminate the space. I gave him crazy long hair that would be everywhere since he is everywhere and because having long hair is great, but such a pain to try and maintain and take care of.
Billy looks the most like Bill’s human form, since he practically accepted this and the only artical of clothing he’s wearing is the sweater Mabel has gifted them. He’s in the brighter and hopeful side since he holds all the good parts. He’s just trapped with a piece of Bill, still trying to guard him.
Can’t wait to see what A Human Condition has in store and I’ll probably continus on with this theory/headcanon 😭 I actually have some headcanons about Bill and Billy, but idk if anyone wants to hear allat 💀
@sapphosscribe AGAIN, you’re such a talented writer! Got me thinking and all 😭 can’t wait to see what you have been cooking up 😼
As I get closer and closer to completing the duology posters, I have to travel through each chapter to find a specific quote for the two posters (this Bill quote is from the newest chaoter teehee 🥹) A Human Condition is so beautifully written I have to control myself when skimming bc then I’m gonna start reading instead of drawing LOL
I’ll go into depth of why this Bill quote and the other quote I’m hoping to find are chosen instead of every other in the next post, but it very much has to do with the dichotomy of Bill vs Billy that I briefly touched upon in the last post
BUT ANYWAYS HERES A SUPER BLURRY SNEAK PEAK OF THE SECOMD POSTER!!! I’m sure if you seen the face model sheet, you can tell which one we’re seeing if you squint
I think it’ll be finished tonight and uploaded tomorrow in the morning !!! But for now, eat these crumbs that is leading to a box 😼
@sapphosscribe GET A SNEAK PEAK
God damn am i checking all my task off today 😭
Anyways !!! As I prepare the upcoming A Human Condition poster duology, I had to make face reference sheets for Bill because holy artwork, does these poster require some intricate choices, and oh my gosh, I gave him such a cunty face card 😭
Honestly, I can’t tell which face I like more 😭 I wanna lean more towards Billy because I swear I captured the look of hope so well, but then Bill is there and god damn do I love how threatening he looks (not sure if you can see the faint red in his iris LOL) Default is actually a little silly to me, I didn’t mean to give an arch brow, but now I can see this guy holding an arch brow as default 💀
Go check out A Human Condition genuinely such a amazingly written story 🙏
@sapphosscribe SEE YOU VERY SOON
Once again, click images for HIGHER QUALITY WOOHOO !!!
The newest chapter of A Human Condition DESTROYED ME 😭 they made Bill so happy and before hand, I was planning on making another grand poster drawing fanart for it again !!! But I had to draw these scenes AHHH
I can’t wait to get started on the next poster promo drawing. I thought that the long hair Bill's drawing took years, but I know this upcoming one is going to take a LONG time. Worth it though! I already came up with the title names for the duology (ITS A DUO ONE OH GOSH) nicely called “The Thriving Seeds of Bill” and “The Remnants of Billy”.
Guys I will go into crazy depths of explaining the war between Bill and Billy in the upcoming fanart, but I’ll be pretty short here me thinks. Throughout the story, Bill is shown hostility, but there’s glaring moments where he drops his anger and danger, a more softer and easygoing side. It’s in the scene in the silly straw, where it was very much written that his face had lit up. I’m basically saying, even though Billy is lowkey dead, he lives on in these moments of his safety with Mabel or when he’s brought back to the memories of his younger self. We’re watching a man slowly return to a more whimsical moment before watching it die all over again.
I could say more, but I’m already yapping enough is 🥹 Plus this means I need to draw two face models for A Human Condition Bill show casing the softer and lighten up Billy side and then the hostile and sharp Bill side. I will post those as it’s own separate thing 🫡 (also, dw, Everlasting Night upcoming chapter is almost done 🙏 STAY STRONG EVERYONE)
@sapphosscribe KEEP UP THE AMAZING WRITING WOOHOOO
Made the newest chapter for my fic, Everlasting Night, and posted made artwork to accompany it !!! I feel like I could have done a lot better, not to mention I lowkey got that artblock 😭 But I think it came out looking decent 😼
I been wanting to draw Stan for so long and I I once again, drew Bailey and Billie on the side because they’re so cute and make me cheer with joy, they make me holly jolly (Bailey and Billie, belongs to @kikithecorgi and if you haven’t seen their art, be prepared to be hit with PEAK)
This is my apology—artwork 💀 also, I mainly drew boat Stan, because chat, his fit goes so hard when he’s sailing the world, makes me crazy
Shout out to my king, I want to kill him lovingly 🥹
I finished reading the newest A Human Condition chapter, chat don’t let Bill watch The Last Unicorn i genuinely think that would destroy him LOL 💀
Currently continuing the piece of fanart for said fanfic, barely starting base colors and then I’ll script a short comic and then sleep 😭 I actually never drawn backgrounds before, but when you’re dedicated you’re dedicated
Click image for high quality!
Can you believe guys? A Human Condition! Just a day away! A Human Condition in a day! Woo hoo! I am so happy about this information!
Of course! In celebration of a new year and A Human Condition coning back, you know I had to to work overtime and make fanart 🥹 Finally drew the gang and I love how these two came out! (kept my promise from last post 🐺)
@sapphosscribe
As always, click the image for better quality 😼
40 hours later and I finished making A Human Condition fanart again 😭 Honestly, the scene is a mix between when Bill finds himself in the secret space Ford had locked away in his mind and another chapter where he finds what Ford wrote about him !!! I even included some pieces of the text 🥹 I was not playing about the exagerated long hair, although the long hair here is what I visualize when he’s in the dreamscape and not what is actually described in the fic (you could say the whole design is actually 💀)
The whole thing is inspired by of course a scene from arcane that is once again Jinx 🙏 genuinely, I feel like Jinx and Bill are alike (they are my two favorite characters ever…) Also I wanted it to feel like a opening to a webtoon too 🥹 like O:TL
If this post gets FIVE likes, I’ll draw him with a reasonable long amount of hair in the iconic ‘I’m a little Different shirt’ I just love that fanfic sm tho, so I’ll prolly just do it anyways 💀 GO READ A HUMAN CONDITION GUYS PLEASE WE’RE ALMOST OUT OF HIATUS YEAHHH
@sapphosscribe
Drawing fanart again, but this piece is so focus on the hair (i was not lying about drawing Bill with a freakish amount of hair) I haven’t even finish the sketch to actually start rendering it 😭
This what being fixated does i fear 💀 SNEAK PEAK I SUPPOSE
I went back to my roots because I love that fic so much 😭 Honestly, I was originally going to just draw Bill in his star suit fit, but after finishing rewatching Arcane, I took some creative liberty and drew him in that one Jinx scene from season one along with some blatant symbolisms (Im most proud of the chair 🥹)
THATS ALL MAYBE ILL DIGITALIZE IT WHEN I GET THE CHANCE
@sapphosscribe
I changed my Bill design sm, but he looks more like his first design i made mixed with a little bit of the second (I PROMISE TO DRAW BILLFORD WITH THIS DESIGN LATER TRUST MEEE)
My little Barbie doll, I dress him how I like 🙏
My ass is NOT writing 😭😭 More Final Judgment promo art BECAUSE I CANT GET THEM OUT OF MY HEAD
Wow! Been a minute since I last updated my Tumblr! I told myself I would post about my fic and each chaoter update, but I was NOT doin allat 💀 ANYWAYS GANG thats besides the point
THE FINAL JUDGMENT CHAPTER FOUR IS OUT 😼
Reposting my art again here, because I have yet to finish my newest Billford art piece !!! Anyways! Please show some support by reading my fic! Also, I’m open to asks! So, if you finished reading this and you want to asi questions about the stories and the little fellas that appeared, FIRE AWAY !!!
THEY MAKE ME SICK
Just playing gang, I love them trust 🙏 I had to stop writing chapter 2 so i can just go on and have a fun little break to draw these guys…
go read The Last Judgement guys…I posted a link to it recently…i should prolly pin that 💀
Pov you find out the priest in town is actually your demon ex that tried killing you and your family that one time 💀
I wanted to draw Ford for a while but I lowkey don’t like how he came out in my style 😭
Human Bil 😼
I took his fifth finger privileges away 💀🙏 i got a storyline in mine why but yeah 🧍
Currently redoing my human Bill, but I’m going to add in the whole priest thing from my last. I honestly didn’t like my initial human bill design, so now I’m working on a brand-new one with more references to use for him 😼
This is what bill looked like in my old drawing, which i will not be showing the full body 💀 i’ll for sure post his updated design later follow with some info on the au i had mentioned