I Cant Take This - Blog Posts

I'm (not) fine

I've waited for a whole week, biting on my nails and anxiously gripping my seat to properly read chapter 298 -because just from the spoilers I already knew my heart couldn't take it- so I could pair it up with 299 and see if I have to find gasoline for my nagireo shrine catching fire or not.

And you know what I've got???

There's no friggin chapter!

It's scheduled for the 15th! Another whole ass week of ripping my hair out and for what? For Reo to realise he's always been good enough on his own and he just liked Nagi bc he was the first one not to pretend to be nice around him and decided to pull him along so he wouldn't be alone? And kicking Nagi to the curb bc boy I love you but you fucked up. Or Reo to actually try and comfort him but Nagi, who's not used to deal with this kind of emotions, tries to detach himself from the situation and pulls away? And either he quits or they end up as rivals? And my heart that once was white and purple to dye itself black with dread?

I still see a tiny, itty bitty sliver of hope feebly flickering by the end of the tunnel but now I have to wait another week.

Another week of pain and mental instability.

Dude I have exams this week! I can't deal with this kind of emotional suffering rn!

Another long week and for what? For the laugh? You like watching the timer go slowly down before our hearts all collectively break, Kaneshiro?

Oh, Kaneshiro, when I catch you...

Anyway, sorry for the rant. Idk, tell me what u think in the comments or smt i guess.

I think we as a society moved on from karkat’s pesterquest route too quickly

THAT WAS YOU?

THIS IS ME RIGHT NOW BUT WITHOUT THE YAOI ENERGY

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NO WAY NO WAYYYYYYYYYY

I truly do love the romantic slice of life stuff you've been drawing with Ash's mom and jessie, I do however remember you saying you also really liked Jessie and James together since they got married in the early manga(i think)

Will you ever switch between going back to Jessie and James stuff too?

oh i adore rocketshipping! so much so i made it canon in the show i work on LOL

i'll maybe draw more of them at some point in my personal work, but i already dedicated like 10 years of my life to drawing them. just trying something new for now~

Im mentally hurting myself looking thru the finbin tag

The reason the phone call was so emotional and why Finney asked Gwen to find Robin in her dreams even though he knows that's not how it works is because Finney had just confessed to Robin earlier that day.

They had just confessed and held hands and now Robin was gone.

😭