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SPOILERS!!! (for both MHA and Alice in Borderland)

I’m not one for crossovers BUT i desperately wanna write a oneshot where BKDK dies how Heiya (Akane) and Aguni do in Alice in Borderland. Except in a romantic way instead of it being a friendship.

Heiya, a teenage girl who was a complete bitch and acknowledged it and DIDN’T change.

Katsuki, a teenage boy who was a complete bitch and acknowledged it and DIDN’T change (until later on obviously).

She got thrown into Borderland and had to survive hell physically.

He was suffering with a quiet inferiority complex - surviving hell mentally.

She knew she was a bad person and thought she was paying for her mistakes in boiling death.

Katsuki believed he was a bad person in UA, in my opinion. He knew he’d never be as good as Izuku and would never be able to catch up. His admiration turned into jealousy and rage in middle school. I think him throwing himself into Izuku so Shigaraki would stab him instead was him attempting to start atoning for his mistakes and for bullying Izuku and starting to show he does care for him, yet even after he still didn’t believe he was worthy of Izuku’s forgiveness because of his overgrown inferiority complex. He also blamed himself for All Might’s death because he was insecure.

Heiya lost her leg, barely escaping death.

Katsuki sacrificed himself twice to prove himself, still thinking he wasn’t good enough after.

Her leg became infected and needed medical attention - a doctor promised her it in exchange for her body. She didn’t want to die and accepted.

This one is not a comparison to Heiya getting raped. It is a comparison to needing medical attention and im making that clear now. They were ‘in dire need’ of Katsuki’s firepower on the battlefield, Best Jeanist had said. Upon seeing Katsuki crying on the battle field, injured, Best Jeanist came up to him and told him “let me stitch you up” and “we can handle the rest ourselves”. Katsuki ignored it and was muttering Shigaraki’s patterns/ how to attack even while injured. Best Jeanist was shocked at how he was still fighting. Before Katsuki attacked he said, “use your first aid on the others” as if it would BE WASTED ON HIM and attacked shigaraki while bleeding out. 💔💔💔💔

Just like Heiya, he did what he had to do to achieve what he wanted. Their resilience is unmatchable.

Heiya had been shot all along her spine and in multiple other places. Yet she still, in the end, dragged herself to be by Aguni’s side. I think it really portrayed their amazing bond. In the similar way when Katsuki sacrificed himself, his final thoughts and memories were of Izuku and wanting to catch up to him.

Heiya bringing herself to Aguni when she, in reality, should have been dead, showed her extreme will to live. And despite the fact that Katsuki sacrificed himself to save people and win, him saying that he’d “break” himself shows his ambition and perseverance in the same manner i think.

Heiya and Aguni worked together (with the others obviously) to stop the King of Spades and alone in the forest in the same way Katsuki and Izuku work together (with the rest of the heroes obviously) to stop Shigaraki and AFO. Katsuki and Izuku also have a good fighting dynamic (e.g. the Heroes Rising Movie AND SO MUCH MORE.) and so do Aguni and Heiya (they survived the woods together).

I only have one kind of parallel for Izuku and Aguni as they are very different.

Aguni cared so much about his best friend he executed hundreds of people. He hated how corrupted the beach made Takeru (The Hatter) and blamed everyone there; it was wrong to kill all those people yet he did it anyway. He felt guilty for it, of course, but he still operated it.

IMO, Izuku is feral over Katsuki. He saw Katsuki’s dead body and blackwhip basically started choking himself from how much emotion he was feeling. He lost control when he saw Katsuki hurt in the same way Aguni lost his sense of self when he was pushed to/ felt guilt for killing Takeru. I feel like Izuku would definitely kill for Katsuki; going against his own morals. I don’t believe anything would’ve pushed Aguni to murder someone if it wasn’t for the fact it changed or hurt someone he loved, he was a caring person on the inside. This one isn’t talking about how Aguni and Heiya’s friendship but it’s a good comparison between Izuku and Aguni. Even with their opposite personalities.

There are definitely more severe differences than similarities. A lot of the parallels i made were definitely a reach but honestly idc i just think it’d be good angst and would probably write it even if Heiya and Aguni had killed each other (which they wouldn’t but still - it’s a really good death scene is my point).

Anyway a lot of these parallels are really lame, make no sense, probably shouldn’t have been made because one definitely outweighs the other. but idc but it’s fun!!!

Teen Wolf Thoughts

I don't normally post my musings, but I can't stop thinking about last nights teen wolf and the ending. Obviously spoilers.

Because I think they may be going with a redo on the kanima story/legend with her? The shapshifter who has something holding them back from being a wolf, usually resembling a panther, etc?  It would explain her odd coloring and would make sense with the legend as previously mentioned, but does this also mean she has a master? Although I'm still confused about how she got out of the coffin. Like did someone take her out before the coffin was closed, or is this another mystery to be lost to poor planing....Anyways....Just a thought/question.

Wha?

.....So I just got 3 new followers basically over night, so I want to address and thank all my followers.

Thank you all very much for following me, I'm confused, and flattered that you all follow me, and appreciate that you all have taken the time to look at my art....as that's pretty much all that I post, and at random even then.

I'm mainly posting Sterek art right now, but I will be going back to Spork/Spirk and Destiel again in what I hope to be the near future, so you have been warned....but again, it's not that often in the first place...I don't think anyways.

I'll stop rambling, and say 'Thank You' again. Because this is helping to keep me drawing. ♥

*squee*

Yeah, right now I'm totally fangirling that my 'pack' decided to all use the icons I drew for us....so now I get to see moelalahime as Scott, hunterpup13 as Isaac, marmarthehatter as Stiles and myself as Derek on my dash...its actually kinda interesting to see us all post around each other now.

Next Week

...By which I mean 'sketch week', that starts tomorrow...I plan to have the daily sketches turn to madness and crack. With crossdressing, OOCness, and possibly mpreg....If you have thoughts on who you want to see in what, send me a prompt and couple. Or I can just try to draw a lot of odd things....

Lastly, I'm about to start todays sketch...should be up within the hour.

September = Daily Sketch?

I seem to have just realized that Yesterday was the 5th, and I also sketched and posted the 5th "daily sketch" I've done....even though a couple of them were done past midnight, (the first 2) it was still the 1st and 2nd of September if you asked my brain....which I did, and it laughed and told me that If I had not slept yet, in this case it is still the same "day".....there is a fair chance a couple more daily sketches may end up being past midnight as I never know what my schedule and artistic motivation/inspiration are like till they happen....not really.....

Also, Please feel free to suggest Couples/Ships for me to draw. I'm sure I'll be needing them...I'll redraw people if it's been more then a week, or I run out of suggestions and feel like drawing someone again.

Yeah, so I noticed a couple days ago that the numbers don't add up....does this happen often on Tumblr? Are there many invisible followers? Am I being followed by an invisible blog? Point of this post = I was wondering if this happens often, and If the invisible follower of mine meant to be an anonymous follower or what happened?

I need to draw something decent...

...and I really want to draw something that looks good, but my hands are so not cooperating with me right now...and it's just down right sad. I was hoping that making this pointless post may help some part of my brain and get my hands working again, as stuff like this has worked for me before. So my apologies for the pointless post, but hopefully you'll get some art from me sooner now...maybe just some digital sketches, but even that would make me feel better.......Now I'm off to try drawing again.

To My Followers.

First off, thank you finding my blog worth following...I'm not sure what you saw, but I'm quite flattered that there are people out there who think my tumblr is worth seeing updates of. 

But I thought it only fair to warn you, I'm a sporadic person. I have no idea what I'm doing here. I simply thought it would be nice to have a place to post my BoyLove fanart and maybe just let myself fangirl a bit outside my head. I'll admit I'm super excited that people are actually looking at my art, and I apologize I'm unlikely to thank you much personally.....I'm a little unintentionally shy and socially awkward. I'll talk to pretty much anyone who talks to me, but I'm irrationally freaked of talking first...although I'm likely to type up these wall's of text from time to time when I'm feeling impulsive and want to "talk".

Also, just in case you wanted to know, my main fandoms are Start Trek TOS/Reboot and Supernatural. I may find myself investing energy into other fandoms, but I can't say it will be much.

I am often at a loss for what I want to draw. I'm open to suggestions for ideas and/or requests, but I can't guarantee I'll ever manage to finish it.....but I do love being tossed ideas. So feel free to send me ideas/requests.