Ihatemyself - Blog Posts

ACTUALLY being stuck and having NO solution but suicide is so unbearably cruel

I think I hit beans today.........(woo-hoo?)

(ALSO WHY TF ARE ALMIST ALL OF MY POSTS GETTING T WORDED U FUCK)

I NOT SCARED >:<

(Please tell me u got the reference PLEASSSSE)

IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY

VERY unpopular opinion : it's so easy to restrict or too fast when you're busy

I for one was doing math and history/geography stuff for I don't know how long and literally forgot to eat for 3 DAYS 3 FUCKING DAYS

Uhhuhm anyway I lost liek 7 FUCKING POUNDS IN 3 FUCKING DAYS

*Keeps composure cuz she's a lady* uhum

I started seeing titty bone is ghat even a thing like the cell in which the organs are in prisoned (it legit looks like prison bars ) (don't ask how I know)

AND AND GUESS WHAT. I DIDNT LOOSE TITTY FAT WOOOHOOOOOOOO

I HAVE TITTY AND IM SKINNY

YO BITCH IS SLIM THICK AHAHAH

Again I stopped caring about food like 3 months ago and lost approximately 12kg so

in conclusion :keep yo ahh busy ho

I'm laughing so hard GUYS there's a music band called STIFF LITTLE FINGERS 😭😭

Unpopular opinion: I would rather have a belly and no waist than a flat stomach and wide ribcage

Hehe that one nirvana song

I WANNA HIT BEANSS SO BAD

beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans

The best way to put it is that trying to be clean is like constantly feeling thirsty and not being able to do anything abt it

Do u ever starve to the point u feel low-key high?

I try to manipulate myself too

I HATTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE THE FEELING OF FAT UNDER MY SKIN

72h fast begins now

Oh to go back to the first day i self hsrmed

My heart hurts

Does amybody else have school on saturdays??

I JUST REALIZED IVE BEEN SAED WHEN I WAS A CHILD

THE MEMORY JUST LIKE APPEARED OUT OF THIN AIR OMFG WHERE WAS THIS?!

I swear when i move out i am COVERING my body in cuts from head to toe