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I really want to cvt, how many should i do, I'm interested in how many everyone else is like doing on a normal day
Can someone give me advice of where to get blades,I live with my parents and can't buy anything, sooo you know just items that have blades
i cut myself with a dr pepper can
i cut myself with a doctor pepper can/ so funny
hhahahaahheehehheehahhahahahaa dr pepper ahhaha
Emily started cvtting at a young age. She can’t really remember when but it’s been apart of her life for a while. It stated off small, stuff that could oass off as from a let of going outside and doing random shit until she went way to deep and she didn’t know why but she wanted that feeling forever and ever. It felt so fucking good so she started doing it more and more until she didn’t like the feel of where she did it from all the scars (does that make sense?) her parents tried to stop her but overtime they realised that it’ll probably never stop, so they just let her do it
I swear to god smoking helps me reduce the amount i Sh, something about these cheeky cancer sticks make me go 😋😋
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Fucking hell taking plasters off HURTS LIKE HELL. Not to mention how fucked up my arm is from the side effects they give me. Although I'm going out tomorrow so hopefully i can buy alternatives to plasters there!! No more experiencing hell from trying not to itch new cuts.
Advice?
TW: SH (no pictures)
Hey! I recently used plasters (band-aids) on styros, but I've come out in a small rash and the area is swollen? It's done it once before but it's suddenly worse now? This was my first time using the new brand so i think that may be the issue. Any advice on what to do, how am i meant to heal them without? Thanks!
I have the same thing on my forearms and this picture illustrates it well
(´･ω･)
Help this is TOO real
moving house soon, I'll finally have my own room and I can cut as much as I like at night, what are my parents gonna do? watch me sleep? nu-uh.
im never opening up to my mum fully, because how am I meant to to tell the woman who gave me life, that I don't want it anymore
TW VENT
So basically, I'm js gonna start from the beginning. this Wednesday that js went I came home from school put the kettle on to make tea blah blah blah, but then I look round and fucking see MY SCISSORS AND PLASTER BOX. so then I'm panicking, feeling violently sick and i go up stairs, cry little, wash my face. my mum tells me to do my hw and just sits in front of me the whole time and then I go to put everything away and leave but she fucking tells me to stay and talks to me abt how my sister burst into tears the other day in class because I told her my intrusive thought abt cutting my neck (I'm an idiot ik) but I even told her it was an INTRUSIVE THOUGHT. so yeah. and then she was asking if I want to die, I lied obviously. then she started guilt tripping me, so basically my friend had cancer (she's not anymore) and my mum asked me if my friend knew, I said yes and she was like, "imagine how she feels, she's been fighting for her life, and you've been damaging yours!". I mean, fair enough, but GOD. yeah. I'm gonna kms, oh wait no I can't. they've taken everything from me and apparently have been looking in my "secret" place for *months* now.
hahahaha, I'm doing great 👍
love how I post this and then instantly the next day relapse
my scars fading<<<<
having more space to cut>>>>
why cant ppl js leave me alone
Vent
oh yeah, today's been great, definitely didn't relapse. definitely didn't nearly have a panic attack because I thought blood was dripping down my arm in lesson. definitely didn't keep walking into the guy who made s*x jokes about me for half a year last year. definitely not getting angry and overwhelmed by everything and getting yelled at by my parnsst to sort my attitude out.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
tired
wish I could be happy all the time and not just when I'm with my gf or something is genuinely funny
need to have an excuse
one like = one cut
whats wrong with me cutting myself? like I know its bad and people don't like it when I do. but seriously, I don't see the problem
ever just zone out and start questioning everything??? keeps happening recently, stressing me out slightly.
me looking round the classroom, hoping no one saw me flinch when the teacher started shouting
the urge to cut is so strong but my parents are always coming into my room after I've been up there for like 10 minutes since I gave them a letter explaining everything. I'm such a hypocrite but still