I’m Gonna Throw Up - Blog Posts

Very latish happy new year everyone! But it is never too late for kisses under mistletoe

What a bittersweet, heart wrenching moment it must have been when Galadriel first met Aragorn and saw he wore the ring that Finrod had given to Barahir so many thousands of years ago. That her brother's love was still being carried as such a treasured symbol of hope.

I think about this a lot.

this is TOO CUTE

The next order of business is sprucing up Billy’s pasture. The cow and horse alternate fields because otherwise they’d be living in a mud pit, so while they are elsewhere, Steve, Robin, and the original Billy patch up the grass with seed, protective straw, and start the labor of digging a ditch around the field’s fencing.

“It’s for rain runoff,” Steve countered to Robin’s complaints.

“Whatever. I was promised wildflowers. This is not wildflowers,” she huffed, slamming a shovel down and her boot following suit.

“You’ll get your frigging wildflowers. First dig, then flower seeds.”

I just binged. fvcking two bread pieces with Nutella, a piece of cake, and juice. Oh my gosh. I’m gonna kms. (It’s like 2k+ calories all together btw.)

one piece saved my life man

y’all i got cocky and somehow got myself into drawing 45 bust shots 😀

It WILL COME BACK IS BACK! And its still absolutely feral.

OH MY GOD 😀

Trod crumbs pls? If you can?

bits and pieces from my rough drafts, taken out of order, from different chapter drafts (some of these I may or may not use or may be changed in the finished chapters)

GUYS IM GOING FERAL LOOK AT THEM

Look what i found when scrolling Ao3

These two were on the same fanfic, What the heck?

and look at this Alabama shit

And speaking of Endeavour

I had to click on it to make sure i'm not hallucinating

(Just Imagine being Shoto, Discovering Ao3 and find out that about 216 people ship your best friend with other your shitty dad, Yeah, That's how i felt)

Also these

About 504 of these, Are you kidding me?

(Now imagine being Shoto, again, And find out about 504 ship your other best friend with your murderous older long-lost-believed to be dead brother who tried to kill you twice)

and this

(Now imagine being Izuku, And finds out because of Mina that you're being shipped with your mentor and father figure, and your mortal enemy)

(You know the drill, Imagine being Present Mic, And finds out that, Two people, Ship you with the invisible girl in your class that you probably never talked with)

(Imagine Eraserhead finding out this shit)

And holy

This...Look at this, All of this in one, goddamn, Fanfic, I'm gonna throw up-

They're shipping Dabi with his literal brother Natsuo, They're shipping Aizawa with his student, They're Shipping Bakugou with Endevour, They're shipping Bakugou's MOM with Endeavor, They're shipping Bakugou with Natsuo, They're shipping Bakugou with Dabi, They're shipping Tooru with Present Mic, They're Shipping IZUKU with ALL MIGHT, They're shipping Bakugou's DAD with KATSUKI!

And I found this all, While trying to find a Vigilant Bakugou fanfic

>:(

Do you think we are together in every universe?

No…… no, just the one.

The most disgusting fanfic I've ever read in my fucking life 💀 help

Breaking Bad (2008-2013) + Mitski's "I'm Your Man" from The Land is Inhospitable and So Are We (2023)

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everything about this family photo makes me want to throw up oh mygod bunny ears the expressions VANDERS TATTOO RAAGAGHHRHGRG

also they hold eachother like an old married couple im going to kill myself the hand on silcos shoulder was bad enoufh what do you mean silco returned it by gently and firmly grasping vanders arm with a soft expression on his face can i die? can die right now ?

AU vander and silco go 1(one) scene without caressing eachother challenge(IMPOSSIBLE)

the diner [herbert west x reader x dan cain]

pairings: herbert west x reader x dan cain [romantic or platonic]

characters: herbert west, dan cain, you, random diner lady

synopsis: you and your two roommates can't sleep and decide to head out to the diner to get something to eat.

a/n: woohoo !! diner fic !! i love diner fics they're so warm and cozy and hopefully i was able 2 capture that vibe here !!

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you rubbed your eyes tiredly as you glanced at the bottom of the door. the bright fluorescent green glow of your roommates' infamous reagent partially lit up the crack between the door and the floor and you rolled your eyes in annoyance.

from beside you, dan knocked on the door, causing the commotion in the basement to pause before a long, dramatic sigh was heard.

you and dan exchanged a look and snickered as footsteps made their way up to the main floor.

a tired and disheveled herbert west greeted you, a scowl prominent on his face as he glared at the two of you.

you held back a grin as he crossed his arms in frustration, "i'm working."

"and we're unable to sleep which is why we're gonna head out to the diner in town, if you can we'd like you to come with us," dan replied.

herbert looked between the two of you as you both looked at him expectantly. he glanced back into the basement, mumbled something under his breath, and turned back around to face you.

"alright. you caught me at a good time. i'll go."

you excitedly clasped your hands together and jumped, "yippee !! go get your coat, it's freezing out there !"

herbert rolled his eyes at your enthusiasm but you could see the small smile tugging at the corner of his lips, "fine. wait for me in the car."

you and dan both turned to each other and exchanged a quick high five before excitedly walking out to the car.

herbert leaned against the doorframe and shook his head before turning back to the basement and descending down the steps to grab his coat.

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dan settled into the driver's seat as you clambered into the back, reserving the passenger seat for herbert.

"dude, i can't believe he actually wants to go with us," you commented as you leaned forward between the two front seats.

he shrugged, "me neither. christmas miracle, i suppose."

you laughed, "yeah, i guess so."

not long after initially getting in the car, herbert made his way from your front porch and into the passenger seat.

he shot you a confused look, "why are you in the back ?"

you smiled, "it's a special occasion ! it's not everyday herbert west wants to hangout with us without us pleading on our hands and knees first."

he scoffed, "i'm sorry i'm busy trying to have a scientific breakthrough."

you laughed in response, causing him to glare at you.

dan snickered as he started up the car, "alright you two, settle down. buckle up and let's get going."

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you stared down at your cup of hot chocolate and smiled, your hands wrapping around the mug in an effort to warm them up.

from beside you in your booth seat, herbert was peeling back the lids of creamer cups and pouring them into his mug of black coffee. you watched as he poured them in and stirred with his spoon before opting to steal his empty cups.

he raised an eyebrow at you as he watched you proceed to try and stack them in a tower. "what are you doing ?"

you smiled at him, "what does it look like i'm doing ? i'm making a coffee creamer tower."

he shook his head, smiling slightly as he watched you work, only for you to knock it all down and begin rearranging them in a different pattern.

dan tapped his fingers against the table as he stared out the window.

satisfied with your creation of a small creamer cup pyramid, you, too, glanced out the window to see if what he was looking at was any more interesting than what you were doing.

the sky was nearly pitch black if not for the stars scattered against it. bright colorful lights illuminated the town's various lamp posts as snow slowly floated down from the sky, creating a white blanket on the ground. there wasn't a soul in sight.

"y'all ready to order ?"

you turned your attention from the window to the source of the voice. an older woman stood at the end of your booth, notepad in hand. she smiled at the three of you warmly, and you couldn't help but smile back.

dan turned towards her and nodded, "mhm, i would like the pancakes, please."

she scribbled something on her notepad, "would you like bacon or sausage with that and how do you want your eggs ?"

dan pressed his index finger to his chin in thought, "bacon and.... sunny side up, please."

she nodded, "sure thing. and for you ?"

she pointed her pen at herbert, snapping him out of his daze, "oh- um... french toast will be fine."

she hummed, scribbling his order down as well, "it comes with mixed berries consisting of blackberries, blueberries, and raspberries, is that alright ?"

he nodded, "that's fine."

"you got it. and for you ?" she asked you.

"hmm... i'll have the [favorite diner food], please."

she nodded, jotting it down before putting the notepad in her apron, "sure thing. i'll be back with your food shortly."

and with that she left the three of you to soak up the atmosphere once more.

dan sipped his diet coke through the white and red striped bendy straw before leaning back in the booth, "so how's your studies in [major] going, [name] ?"

you huffed, propping your arm up on the table to lean your face on your palm, "it's going. nothing too exciting happening but i can't complain. it could be worse. what about you guys ? make any new frankenstein's monsters to hide from halsey ?"

herbert narrowed his eyes at you, "we're in public."

you rolled your eyes, "like anyone knows what we're even talking about.... a matter of fact..." you did a quick glance around the diner, "there's no one here aside from us. loosen up, herb." you nudged his side with your elbow, causing him to swat you away, scrunching up his nose at the horrid nickname.

"don't call me that... and if you must know... we are now preparing to receive more parts for our next creation. we have to have everything ready and perfect beforehand." he finished his sentence with a sip of his coffee, sighing through closed lips.

dan placed his head on his palm, "we went to the morgue a few days ago and found some parts that may be useful. we'll see, though."

you nodded along, "cool."

dan stared down at his diet coke, watching the bubbles float to the top, "mhm."

a silence fell between the three of you, dan pushing his ice around with his straw, herbert leaning back in the booth seat with his eyes closed and you staring out the window. it was a comfortable silence as you enjoyed their company.

you could never admit it to herbert due to the way he'd jab at you about it (maybe you could admit it to dan, as he was better with feelings) but you enjoyed the moments of peace between the three of you. you enjoyed sitting with them in silence and feeling their warm presence. you enjoyed casually talking in quiet whispers with them. you enjoyed seeing them in a rare state of peace and relaxation, a sight that was rare when they were constantly trying to bring back the dead. you enjoyed being roommates with them.

Gojo x reader; A nightmare that couldn’t hope to exist again

So I uh saw the newest leaks on jjk, and I wanted to be heavily comforted as I don’t know how to feel about it. Don’t worry this doesn’t contain the leaks, this is a what if scenario (info down below)

Here’s just some comfort as a what if, what if maybe after everything they somehow revive Gojo? I mean this Gojo right? He’s not a regular sorcerer…right? This is honestly to comfort me, don’t come at me if he’s truly truly gone.

Tw: Nightmares, fluff, Au of post canon where everything is saved and all, because I don’t know how the ending will go yet, ptsd, SPOILERS LIKE HUUUGE-

Poke poke

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poke poke poke

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poke poke poke po-

“ALRIGHT, I’m up I’m yawn, up, wha- OW!” His waist was still sensitive as heck, no wonder, he was slash- no, SPLIT, literally. Gojo groans as he blears out from his sleepiness due to the insistent poking, the poking who he assumes is coming from you, “listen I know you want me up but could you turn on the lamp? It would be easier to se- yelp agh…shoulda warned me, gosh my eyes… rub rub I hope it’s not to early, otherwise I won’t be able to sleep” he continues to ramble out of sleep for a bit and turns to you, or more surprisingly, your back.

Now that he thinks about it you haven’t done or said anything, minus the poking of course. “Hello…? Uh your awakened husband is here, seriously you can’t just poke me awake as I’m recovering from, well I dunno…MY BODY SPLITTING IN HALF and just remain in the edge all quiet and everything.” He tried to sound playful but you didn’t move, it was almost like you didn’t hear him, and suddenly he felt chills.

What if maybe…he was still out there, rotting in half? What if he left you behind..? What if what if what if-

He didn’t realise he reached out for you unconsciously until he felt the warmth of your skin and you turned your head slowly, not enough for him to see your face but well…enough for him to know you acknowledged his presence, he runs his fingers up and down your back “hey, uh, you okay? You woke me up and yet you seem so…distant and odd, love you know I’m here right?” He hesitated before holding your shoulder, where he felt the trembling and realised why you weren’t facing him, why you were so quiet. You turned around facing him which confirmed it, you were crying. With this knowledge he wasted no time in sitting up at the headboard despite his waist screaming otherwise and trying to situate you in his lap, which came along with your protests;

“Satorou! No I can’t…it’s still healing!”

“It’s fine, it’s fine, I’m alive and it’s not like it’s gonna fall off.”

“It’s still healing, what if it gets infected due to a blood clot or something! Satorou I can’t, even if you claim it’s okay I won’t be okay…so please..”

The fear and helplessness is your voice is what got him to stop, so, rather than you sitting on his lap he had you both lie down and cuddle up to each other, making sure you were comfy while also proving he was comfortable aswell. He kept kissing your face, wherever his lips could touch as a gesture of comfort, he wanted you to feel, to know he was here, and he also wanted to know that he was here. He kept you against him while running his fingers up and down like earlier in a comforting manner, hoping to soothe you.

“…so, my scrumptious little dollop of happiness, love a-“ “Satorou don't you dare,” you interrupted with a giggle, both cringing and giggling at the super long phrase he tried to give you “haha! Just wanted to make you laugh, or atleast a it happier darling. Seeing that you giggled I had done an amazing job, right sweetheart?” He said as he kissed your cheeks, to which you giggled.

“Seeing that my first job is done, we are moving to the second job!” He said as his voice toned down slightly, “and that is finding out why you were crying when I woke up, my lovely spouse here shouldn’t be crying as I was sleeping, oh do tell me if it was the snoring, wait that explains as to why you were poking me aggressively!” He said dramatically to which you chuckled “no no Satorou, I’m sorry I woke you up, I just…I had a horrible nightmare about…about you and I thought you were…let’s just say I needed you, I needed you talking to me, touching me, I mean the warmth is enough but you sleeping, considering how your body has been…I just needed to see you alive” You mumbled the last part out quieter but he caught it. He didn’t know that his sleeping was THAT bad, he was told by Shoko that he slept like a dead man, but to make his one and only think that too? It broke his heart seeing you crying because of him, because he looked dead, and while you trailed off he had a good idea as to what you might have dreamed about, sure you weren’t out there but you knew the contents of his…death. Hmm…

”Is that so darling? Hm…what to do, this is rather a pickle isn’t it? Well as much as I would love to say that everything will be okay…I can’t confirm it considering the situation is still unknown,” he murmured while stroking your hair, you tensed against him as you knew this, but didn’t want to hear it. “However, Yuji and Shoko both are on my case, they refuse to leave me alone, and are basically forcing me into temporary leave, heck maybe considering my condition they will force me to retire all together,” he said with a joking tone which made you smirk. “I don’t know what will happen, for despite my amazing capabilities I cannot tell the future, if I could I wouldn’t have been split in half now would I? Hey…no I meant is as a joke, no I’m sorry I didn’t mean to dampen the mood..” he said upon realising you were tensing, fretting over his words,”damn it…I really suck with comforting don-“ “yes,”you deadpanned.

“…haha, did you really need to call me out?” He said awkwardly, when he got no reply he just continued running his hand up and down your back, the atmosphere eventually got comforting. The night was quiet, minus the ticking of the clock, and the wind outside, it was cozy and warm, safety was guaranteed, yet your trembling had yet to cease, he was about to speak up again when you interrupted him,

“I always hated your cockiness you know?” He looked down at you, “I hated how you always assumed you would win due to your abilities, it was because of that, that you became reckless and lazy, and even when fighting against a formidable enemy you still remained confident no? How do you think I felt in regards to that?” Gojo wasn’t stupid or deaf, you would always complain about his recklessness and how he could die, to which he would always brush off, one day it even lead in a fully fledged argument between you both, which lasted for days on end until you both broke the silence, realising that it wasn’t healthy for either of you to continue with this silence since you both had issues taking care of yourselves. That’s not to say your worries ceased, nor his cockiness, but he promised to be more careful, and well…he was cut in half. “I knew you know? I knew that the jobs were dnagerous and I knew you weren’t guaranteed a happy ending or anything, especially with your cockiness and all,” happy ending? Damn you had unique phrases didn’t you.

“I hate you so much, I hate you for making me worry! I hate you for dying! I hate you for making me grieve and mourn!” You kept crying over and over and letting your resentment be known until “I hate myself for being weak, for being unable to protect you…” Gojo froze at that, while he was aware of your worries, he wasn’t aware of how it affected the image you projected onto yourself, the fact that you couldn’t help him on the field, the fact that he surpassed you miles ahead, and the fact that he basically died. He thought about it for a moment before finally speaking up:

“I won’t lie to you, I haven’t necessarily been thinking about your needs on the field, or in general despite the fact that I love you. Getting stronger, teaching my students and defeating curses were mainly on my mind. For that, I am really sorry…but that doesn’t mean I loved you any less. If anything I’m at fault for not taking you into consideration, because the last thing I want to do is break my dearest spouses heart. Now that everything has changed, if there are curses they are most likely not strong, something I could take out within minutes, seconds even…hey dont give me that look, I’m not being cocky.” He trembled under your glare..

“Okay, maybe I’m being a little cocky, but that isn’t my point. The point is, the curses are weakened drastically and if that’s not the case then they are gone for good. Regardless of the outcome we don’t have to worry about danger, for we both are capable enough to defend ourselves, you with your self defence and me with my abilities. Don’t you see what this means?” He wiped the stains off your cheeks. “Just because everything is over doesn’t mean the pain and suffering will go away immediately, heck maybe never, I know Yuji will be unstable for a while, but that isn’t all there is. I’m not young, but I’m not old either, same with you. We still have a life to lead you know?” He pulled you against his chest while smiling, a soft smile reserved for his closest ones, like you. “So let’s live with happiness moving forward. Whenever you suffer I’ll be there to support you, just as I expect you to do the same. Let us live our lives to the fullest, like a normal married couple, it is my job as your husband to make you the happiest person alive no?” He murmured softly. You listened intently while resting against his chest, and then you spoke up:

“Can you at least promise me that you will remain safe moving forward? That you will take care of yourself?” You asked, looking at him expectantly, to which he hesitated a bit, to which you spoke up once again, “you said it yourself, there are no more major threats with the curses, so you shouldn’t be out there fighting and returning home all banged up, so it’s impossible for you to be able to break said promise…unless you plan to pull something?” You eyed him suspiciously to which he spoke up quickly,” NO! I uh…I mean no, I wouldn’t dare, and your right about the curses…so yes, I promise that I won’t ever put myself in danger recklessly ever again, and that I will make sure I return to you, in one piece, not two- OW!” He winced at your smack, however you were satisfied, and with that you snuggled up to him. A comfortable silence ensued again, until you asked one last question:

“Satorou…you said we would have a future of happiness earlier…what future do you envision when thinking of that? I mean I can’t expect life to be simple for you after everything that’s occurred…” He was silent for a long time, until he replied, “honestly I don’t know, I just tend to dream about your happy face, and me being by your side, touching you, kissing you, loving you, and living a happy life with each other, heck maybe even with a child,” he smiled at the thought.

“…then let’s make it come true.” You finalised, to which he looked down raising an eyebrow. “Let’s make your dream come true, for that is now my dream as-well! A dream like that…is a thousand times better than the nightmares.” You said with sparkling eyes, the first genuine emotion of happiness you showed that night.

He smiled, but didn’t say anything, he didn’t need to, for all his words could be felt with his eyes, hands and body. He wanted nothing more then to secure that future, and so he squeezed you a bit tighter, to which you reciprocated, and just like that, both you and him dreamed.

He dreamed of you, your smiling face, your laughter, your iconic glaring face, you scolding him, and just living a happy life.

You dreamed of him, his smiling, his laughter, his face when he is trying to hide from your scolding. A happy life with a happy man, and even a glimpse of a child, a child you desired to have with him.

You both didn’t know if the world would even be safe, and knew that a “happily ever after” was near impossible for sorcerers or those within the circle, especially with someone like Gojo who had been different from the other sorcerers. However the world had changed for the better, you both knew that, so maybe, just maybe, his ending that intertwined with yours, and continues intertwining, could change too. However all you could do was dream in the meantime.

Nightmares became less common after that night.

*Credits to the amazing manga of JJK, also GOJO PLEASE COMEBACK ALIVE* *I hope you enjoyed! Mind you I’m not into JJK as a whole so I don’t understand the lore, please correct me if I do get things wrong!Also IM ALMOST DONE WITH SCHOOL AND FINALS AAAAA*

eating dry cereal with a fork and feeling like a prey animal rn

bro WTF

i'm crashing out i can't do this.. GUYS WHAT SO I DO

bet on losing dogs