March11 - Blog Posts

March is a busy month. My work, Tax return, volunteer, and Chibi ’s hospital visit. Since I do not have time to draw a picture, I decided to post an old pictures. The other day I had the opportunity to look back on the picture of Gonta that I drew in a while few year ago. It was Just March 11.. My drawing changed. I did not think to draw the background at this time. About 3 years starting drawing based on Gonta,  anything is my best that I can drawing at that time. Time passed and Gonta who was the reason for drawing my picture, died. Still I’m  continuing to drawing. and There is something unchanged. It is a feeling when drawing a picture. The feeling that I want to drawing about them does not change.I think that I will never forget it. And if I continue, Though lost things will not come back, Someday I feel like it change something and return.. And it is surely evolving.

3月は皆さんそうだと思いますが忙しい^^; 仕事も年度末、個人の確定申告、ボランティア、そしてちびの通院と経過観察、、いろいろあってこのところ絵を描く時間が無い。。先日古い絵を見る機会があって掲載することにした。折しも3月11日。。 私の絵は変わったと思う。この頃は背景を描こうなんて夢にも思わなかった。ゴンタを元に描き始めせいぜい三年、変化はしても成長もしてませんがその時その時のベストです。 その後、私の絵を描く理由だったかけがえのないゴンタが居なくなっても描くことを継続して、今も変わらないものがある。それは絵を描く時の気持ち…小さな彼らのことを描いてあげたいという最初の気持ちは決して忘れないと思う。そうして継続すれば失ったものが何か形を変えて戻るような、そしてそれは必ず進化していくと信じます。

Do not forget. And, Continue to act.