Sandray - Blog Posts

I seriously think RaySand Switch. They do to much pushing and pulling in their normal relationship not to do so.

Why isn’t the fandom screaming about Sand’s legs???

The shot where he gets the party notif in ep 8 and he’s there with his legs up in his T-shirt and boxers???

He has better legs than me. Like if Ray saw that then he would go feral. Sand has such great legs. I’m so jealous.

(Can someone gif that for me? Pretty please?)

Would you like to take a walk and listen to music with me? First Kanaphan as Sand and Khaotung Thanawat as Ray (Only Friends, 2023)

I need gmmtv to release something gay and dramatic STAT cuz im having a withdrawal rn please please give me some new gays

does that mean that troubled alcoholics with a lot of money are my type??

let’s be honest, everyone’s favorite ship dynamic is just a character they can project on or relate to, and a character who’s their type

A lot of people in the fandom were mad at Sand for not drawing the line right away and sorta slumbering through Boeing's entire slut agenda but folks

As someone who identifies so strongly with Sand as a character I was happy to see Ray step up and claim him so shamelessly, so confidently. Because saviors also need saving sometimes, and this was the reassurance Sand needed. This was Ray proving he was all in and not only for his own sake. Sure Sand should have established boundaries right away but damn it give him a break. It was meh morally but it was okay, it was understandable. He's got issues of his own, he is not there just to serve Ray's arc

Ray is like "Oh yeah my boyfriend is still in love with his ex" after watching Sand go into complete autopilot and giving the most dead fish kiss to Boeing

Like bro he kissed you right after that and it was like he was deprived of oxygen and you were his oxygen mask

I'm so normal about them☺️☺️ *starts vibrating at a frequency only bats can hear*

i love this ship so much (they bring me immense emotional pain)

Dude this is straight up poetry

Sand is so me fr

Makes me wanna poke my eye out with a freshly sharpened pencil

actually sick thinking about sand, the icarus. sand, who has probably been watching ray for so long, has seen how broken he is but could see how bright he shined underneath it all. sand, whose first words to ray were "are you okay?" and has followed through on the promise of those words every day since. sand, who let himself get close and told himself it would only be once but knew it was a failing mission. sand, who walked into the fire knowing he would get burned, but wanting so desperately to feel that warmth. sand, who keeps walking into the fire thinking maybe this time the warmth won't come with third degree burns.

Many people in the fandom are convinced that SandRay won't get a happy ending because it's 'not a bl' and it's 'realistic'. First of all, even I, the resident hopeless romantic, understand that realism is not the same as pessimism. Second of all, it's P'Jojo we're talking about. He loves giving people happy endings after a couple of tragic twists and time jumps. Just think about Bad Buddy or Never Let Me Go and their endings. I am a SandRay-is-endgame truther, because of the reasons listed above and because I will bawl my eyes out in the case they don't end up together.

That's why I'm so sensitive about Sand. I relate to him so much it hurts. He's a person who has learned that there's no point in expecting anything from people. He doesn't see himself as anyone special, as someone who can be "the one". He takes responsibility for his feelings and doesn't blame anyone for being hurt. But he feels so,so much. He cares more than he can take and more than others can appreciate. He's doomed to get hurt and I am too.

And that is absolutely tragic

You know what absolutely kills me about this? Sand doesn't even look surprised. He isn't teary or wide-eyed. It's a look of pure disappointment. The kind that says he knew this would happen from the start, and he's utterly powerless to stop it.

While seeing Sand breaking down in tears would have been devastating, there's something very achy about this reaction. It's hard to put into words.