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stupid tips for coping with relapse urges!!
this mayyyy become a series, depending on how much attention this gets. anyhow
"wet floral foam" is the stuff you want here. you can probably get your paws on some at dollerama. its that stuff ppl squish in yt shorts brainrot, it looks like a green foam brick and it usually has water in it in those videos.
now, whenever you wanna relapse, drag your nail all over it. make it look like you've cut it up. or use something else, whatever works. this tip works really well for me, and i hope it can help someone else
stupid tips for coping with relapse urges!!
this mayyyy become a series, depending on how much attention this gets. anyhow
"wet floral foam" is the stuff you want here. you can probably get your paws on some at dollerama. its that stuff ppl squish in yt shorts brainrot, it looks like a green foam brick and it usually has water in it in those videos.
now, whenever you wanna relapse, drag your nail all over it. make it look like you've cut it up. or use something else, whatever works. this tip works really well for me, and i hope it can help someone else
tw: sh
Fucking hell taking plasters off HURTS LIKE HELL. Not to mention how fucked up my arm is from the side effects they give me. Although I'm going out tomorrow so hopefully i can buy alternatives to plasters there!! No more experiencing hell from trying not to itch new cuts.
Advice?
TW: SH (no pictures)
Hey! I recently used plasters (band-aids) on styros, but I've come out in a small rash and the area is swollen? It's done it once before but it's suddenly worse now? This was my first time using the new brand so i think that may be the issue. Any advice on what to do, how am i meant to heal them without? Thanks!
The anxiety I get when I remember I might not have hid my blades properly
I THINK I FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHY I SWITCH UP ON PEOPLE SO QUICKLY NOW !!!
(this applies more for people I know irl rather than online)
So yk how sometimes you have fake arguments in your head ? I do that but have full conversations. But it can be very specific.
For example, I always think about what will happen in my therapy sessions, and since I hype myself up about what it's going to be like, I get disappointed and upset when my therapist seems to be going off my script
It happened today with my teacher. I built up the courage to go up to him and ask about the test and if I could do it earlier (since I was leaving school, before the time of the test) and the second I asked, he looked uninterested and plainly said I had to do it tmrw. It wasn't the reaction I had thought he would have (nor was it the one I wanted, I think he's a bitch for being uninterested, there was like 4 kids in the class and he was doing nothing, so it's not like I inturputed him or anything)
Anyways, I think that's the best way I can explain this XP
talking to people who don't cvt or just aren't really mentally fucked is such a jump scare sometimes
(especially if you jokingly say 'imma kms' and they take it seriously + get concerned π)
UHMMM ???? I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS BAD TO CUT WITH RUSTY BLADES LMAAOOO
(I've never had a tetanus shot, am I fucked ??)
Yes looking at pictures of peoples self h4rm makes me feel better
Yes it also makes me feel like shit because I know I don't have enough courage or supplies to actually cut as deep as them
Being so depressed you canβt even cut yourself <<<
When scars and marks start to form >>>>>
"No M, you can't carve the name of all your mutuals and friends onto your body !"
God forbid a boy has hobbies π
Intro :P
-> β Name: M (or anything, give me a name and I'll use it :3)
-> β Age: In between 14-17
-> β Pronouns, sexuality: He/him/ + neopronouns that I'm too scared to share >.<). Bisexual, possibly demi-romantic
-> β Likes: Bungo Stray Dogs, Needy Streamer Overload, Suicide Boy, Sanrio, Sonic, Death Note, Flowers, The rain, cutting
-> β Dislikes: Most people, yelling, animals, eating, when my blades are dull
DNI: I don't think I mind to much who interacts, as long as people don't dm me :P I'm very paranoid about getting weird stuff οΌοΈΏοΌ I think anyone under 12 shouldn't be on Tumblr or social media. So, no DNI, I'll just block if I want :P
I'll post things about self h4rm, 3ating disorders, su!cide, or just any of my depressing thoughts or opinions. I'm also a Jirai >:3 So if I act different sometimes, I should be back to normal soon enough :]
I haven't been diagnosed with anything, but I'm semi in the process of getting diagnosed with Autism and SAD (social anxiety disorder). I have asked my therapist if I could have BPD, and he said my symptoms can eventually evolve into BPD :P Trynna get help for it, but idk if its working :/
ANYWAY
Enjoy this blog ^^