Your gateway to endless inspiration
Sperm - Blog Posts
Alfa Males cum. That's what I crave. Always.
When first time as a young girl I sucked cock and was forced to swallow and clean the sperm, I hated it. I could feel the taste for the rest of the evening. It was like nothing else. Unforgettable.
Today I love it. It's like a drug to me. Just a memory of the taste makes me wet.
Q&A 9
What is something (a fantasy) that really turns you on, but you would be afraid to do/happen in real life?
There is one... I sometimes dream of bukake session. Let's say 50 Males and me. Not ordinary Males - ONLY high testosterone Alfas with really huge cocks and balls covering me with liters of sperm. Some fucking me, some emptying Their balls in my mouth, others just masturbating over my tiny body. Very intensive session for as long, as They are ALL satisfied. Tempting.
But, in real life, it could happen only in making some porn scene (logistics, finding the proper Males, testing all of Them for STD, etc.) and I will never be a porn actress for obvious reasons.
First ultimate test for beta boyfriend aspiring to be your husband. Second one is much more difficult.
I finally got it today. Quick lunch and and drive to Brad's hotel room. Then I am on my knees and suck His huge Cock (I almost forgot how thick He is). After about five minutes he shot so much, that I couldn't swallow everything. I cleaned it all of my face and His Cock. Brad just said, He stays in the hotel till tommorow and wants me to come in the evening. It seems my husband spends the night alone and I will feel Brad's magnificent Cock in me many times...
Now it's all I can think of...
After six days (very rare for me to wait so long) I will eventually get it!!! In a few hours I will be on lunch and later on my knees for an Alfa Male. He is heavy cummer and I will get lots of "vitamin S." I can't think of anything else. My husband said, he is happy for me, because he could sense for the last few days my irritation and swinging moods.
Have some FUN with these cuties on Onlyfans
I would do anything to be on my knees before Alfa Male and suck His huge cock. ANYTHING!
Simple...
That's how we found a Man who gave my husband (then boyfriend) the first Cock to suck.
@myheartinherhands
YES!
weeping willow 🌳
(via bullish-sapio, bullish-sapio)
His sperm. Ultimate prize.
I am always ready to kneel before an Alfa Male and suck His cock. Of course, I love to be fucked... but there is something special about dominant, selfish Man who just want to empty His balls into my mouth and nothing more. He uses my mouth and after cumming ignores me completely or dismiss me. No thank you, no praise. He just go to His activities or friends like I am not even worth His attention. The more He uses and ignores me, the more I am ready to do anything to feel His cock inside me.
I remember first time a beta boy licked me after sex with my Alfa Lover. My Lover wanted a qiucky short before a dinner with one of my SIMPs. I had no time to clean, only dried myself with a towel. There was so much inside and it had flowed out into my panties in the restaurant. After the dinner we got to my apartment and I let the beta boy to eat my pussy. He was in heaven, he really thought I was so wet for him. After two orgasm from his licking, I told him I was tired and didn't even let him take out his penis, althought ussually I had given him short handjob. It was so slutty and selfish...
His BALLS!!!
Q&A 4
I've read your blog and of course I accept your reasons for being here. But I am curious. Is there a part of your sexual fantasies that involves being the real life captive of a sexual sadist that will keep you.
Against your will. Never free of restrictions. A caged and bound female sexual lab rat. Where you are never allowed to switch modes. Whipped, beaten and sexually tortured into submission. By whatever means necessary. Every day. No exit. ?
When I was younger I had many such fantasies. Sometimes still have, but not so often. One of them:
I am a virgin Princess travelling with other young girls on a ship and pirates raid the ship during cruise. We are all captured with intention to be sold in some Arab state. The other girls are kept in crates and every day taught obedience - they will be sold as sex slaves to some rich Men. The girls are forced to fuck and suck, they are punished until they are broken into total submission. The customers would pay proper price for obedient girls.
But I am very special - as a virgin and Princess I will be sold to some Arab Sheikh to become His special sex toy, maybe even wife. Nobody rapes me as my virginity is worth fortune, but I am forced to look at the other girls being trained and I get to service cocks orally - fluff them, clean them from cum and other girls fluids, suck them, swallow gallons of sperm. I am trained to worship cock whenever presented to me. After two weeks I am trained to be top class virgin cocksucker.
Then we arrive to a port and I am sold to some Sheikh (I don't even see what he looks like). I am sold like animal. Other girls are also sold to different customers. Then I am taken to some property in the middle of nowhere. There is dessert all around. No way to run.
I am bathed and prepared by other beautiful woman to be presented to my Owner. I meet Him. He sits on a luxury sofa with to beautiful woman on both sides. He is huge, muscular Male with beard and hair all over the body. He looks so strong and charismatic. I am so tiny and weak compared to Him. I am so afraid of Him.
He says: "I paid a lot of money for you, so you are my property, my toy. Your life is mine now and I will do whatever I want with you. You are here on probationary period of 3 months. If I am happy with you, you'll become my wife and give birth to many children. If I am not happy, I will sell you to a brothel and you'll be whore for thousands of men. There is no other option in your life. Everything depends on your behaviour. Now greet me properly."
Then He pulls back the tunic flaps and I see His huge, veiny cock with big head and gigantic hairy balls. Thanks to the training on the boat I know what to do...
Then the fantasy goes... I used to masturbate to this vision many times. There were two scenarioes. In one he was happy, in the other not so. In every further scenario I was just a property with no option to change anything...
------------
Well. Thats only fantasy. I would never want to be in this situation for real.
But in real life I was in relationship with sadistic Alfa Male and for over 9 months living in His house. I submitted to Him and He trained me step by step to His expectations. Our relationship fell apart and NOT because of the harsh sexual treatment. I loved Him and wanted to become His wife, whatever the price was. But REAL ALFA MALE is not a good material for marriage. That was my lesson from this adventure. Alfas are good for sex, but married life is much better with submissive betas. At least for me.
Beta boys, if you find your girlfriend like that - covered with another mans sperm all over Her face and mouth, do not hesitate to kiss Her and lick the cum. She will know how dedicated you are.
This scene reminds me of the times when, as an escort girls, my friend and I spent evenings with a client who visited our city about once a month. Always fancy hotel, good wine, Him and two of us. This guy was insatiable, had really huge cock and balls, cum gallons of sperm and was able to worn out both of us. Money was great, sometimes fine gifts, but first of all I loved the sex.
Stairway To Heaven
I managed to do it with my husband and I am sure I could do it with any other beta boy.
Beta boy, if you love ypur Princess, you will do it for Her. No matter how hard it is for you.
@myheartinherhands
