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Independence Dilemma(Steven Universe: Alter Times)

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Don’t do drugs kids 🔥

Tanzanite: who do you have a deep connection with?

I’d have to say blue diamond. I was made to be her therapist after all. I see her as more than a dictator or ruler. I see her as a person too.

self discovery...

So, in response to the last ask, I said I would do some research, and I did.

I spoke to the diamonds and did some of my own personal research. And I discovered that blue Sunstone is another name they used for blue goldstone, similar to how pink diamond called pyrite fools gold. Yet there’s also orange goldstone, so that logic really doesn’t make any sense. They thought me thinking I was a sunstone wouldn’t matter in the long run... I’m upset with them.

And while making the discovery that I’m technically a blue goldstone, yet I look and act like a sunstone, was definitely a shock that I definitely still need to process. Both mentally and emotionally. Though it does explain why my gem doesn’t look like usual sunstone gems.

I’ve decided to still call myself blue Sunstone, despite being a blue goldstone, due to it being another name for it. I’ve only known that name, so I will stick to it, despite me now knowing what I truly am. 

I’m definitely going to need a nap after this post, still recovering from the shock after all. Can’t believe I was created think I was a sunstone... why?

And please, continue to call me blue Sunstone. Unless an ask has to do directly with my gem type, I prefer to be called blue Sunstone.

““oh, I was just on a walk.”

Blue Sunstone was walking when she noticed the old building. Being curious, and against her own inner judgment, she got closer. Right when she was at the door, she thought she heard someone inside. At first she was nervous, but then realized it sounded almost like an animal. She got curious, and slowly entered the building. “Ugh, why am I doing this? I know better! This is such a bad idea!” Even though she said that, she slowly kept going.

*they were in the flower room, their first friend's former office, tending to the flowers and cleaning off the furniture*

Blue Sunstone smiled.

““I can see why, they’re so pretty!”

Blue Sunstone was walking when she noticed the old building. Being curious, and against her own inner judgment, she got closer. Right when she was at the door, she thought she heard someone inside. At first she was nervous, but then realized it sounded almost like an animal. She got curious, and slowly entered the building. “Ugh, why am I doing this? I know better! This is such a bad idea!” Even though she said that, she slowly kept going.

*they were in the flower room, their first friend's former office, tending to the flowers and cleaning off the furniture*

“that doesn’t sound good. But don’t worry, you don’t have to tell me about it if you don’t want to, bud.”

She looked at the flowers curiously.

Blue Sunstone was walking when she noticed the old building. Being curious, and against her own inner judgment, she got closer. Right when she was at the door, she thought she heard someone inside. At first she was nervous, but then realized it sounded almost like an animal. She got curious, and slowly entered the building. “Ugh, why am I doing this? I know better! This is such a bad idea!” Even though she said that, she slowly kept going.

*they were in the flower room, their first friend's former office, tending to the flowers and cleaning off the furniture*

“o-oh, that’s nice of you!”

“oh god, there friend probably died! Now I feel bad!”

“So, do you have any other friends here?”

Blue Sunstone was walking when she noticed the old building. Being curious, and against her own inner judgment, she got closer. Right when she was at the door, she thought she heard someone inside. At first she was nervous, but then realized it sounded almost like an animal. She got curious, and slowly entered the building. “Ugh, why am I doing this? I know better! This is such a bad idea!” Even though she said that, she slowly kept going.

*they were in the flower room, their first friend's former office, tending to the flowers and cleaning off the furniture*

““oh! Ok then!” She slowly entered the room.

““these are some pretty flowers. Did you plant these?”

Blue Sunstone was walking when she noticed the old building. Being curious, and against her own inner judgment, she got closer. Right when she was at the door, she thought she heard someone inside. At first she was nervous, but then realized it sounded almost like an animal. She got curious, and slowly entered the building. “Ugh, why am I doing this? I know better! This is such a bad idea!” Even though she said that, she slowly kept going.

*they were in the flower room, their first friend's former office, tending to the flowers and cleaning off the furniture*

Blue Sunstone froze at they spotted her. She decided to try and stay calm. She kept her voice quiet for now.

“u-um, hi? I just thought I heard an animal in here. I got curious, so I decided to come in. I didn’t realize that someone lived here. So I’m sorry for intruding. I’ll leave if you want sir.”

Blue Sunstone was walking when she noticed the old building. Being curious, and against her own inner judgment, she got closer. Right when she was at the door, she thought she heard someone inside. At first she was nervous, but then realized it sounded almost like an animal. She got curious, and slowly entered the building. “Ugh, why am I doing this? I know better! This is such a bad idea!” Even though she said that, she slowly kept going.

*they were in the flower room, their first friend's former office, tending to the flowers and cleaning off the furniture*

Blue Sunstone continues to walk until she hears the sound of activity. She got more nervous, but decided to investigate. She slowly peeks into the room, pulling back when she noticed someone actually in there. She had no idea what they were. She peeked back in nervously. She thought the flowers looked nice, so whoever this was must have been taking good care of them. A thought suddenly popped into her head.

““wait, did I invade in on this persons house?”

Blue Sunstone was walking when she noticed the old building. Being curious, and against her own inner judgment, she got closer. Right when she was at the door, she thought she heard someone inside. At first she was nervous, but then realized it sounded almost like an animal. She got curious, and slowly entered the building. “Ugh, why am I doing this? I know better! This is such a bad idea!” Even though she said that, she slowly kept going.

*they were in the flower room, their first friend's former office, tending to the flowers and cleaning off the furniture*

When you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy~! Then, send to the last ten people in your notifications anonymously. You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity~! 🌼

Thank you!

1. Blue Diamond. She made have made mistakes in the past, but I’m close to her and no one is perfect.

2. The earth. It’s absolutely wonderful and pretty. It has so much to offer and experience!

3. My friends. They’re very nice and really fun. Some of them live on homeworld at the moment, but they visit sometimes, or I go visit them. As for my friends here on earth, they are very fun too! I love all my friends! And yes, I’m great friends with blue Pearl.

4. Helping people. It makes me happy when I can help others feel better and be happy.

5. My sweater. It’s very comfortable and I really like it. I’m really proud of the design too!

Strawberry battlefield!

One of the places I visited was a place called strawberry battlefield! It was really cool and pretty. There were so many weapons of different sizes scattered everywhere! Some were so big, they must have been wielded by a massive fusion!

I even tried some of the strawberries. Unfortunately, most of them, at least the ones I tried, tasted like metal and rust. But, some tasted good, so that was nice.

I got help from the crystal gem lapis with getting up on some of the floating platforms. They were cool and I wonder how they even float. I got a little nervous after a while, but that’s probably from me accidentally looking over the edge of a really high one.

Overall, that place was great and super pretty, and I definitely want to learn about the history of this place!

100 followers! (Technically 104 now)

Thank you everyone for 100 followers! (Though technically 104 now!)

I’m very flattered you all like my blog so much! I’m sorry I haven’t posted much lately, I’ve been busy trying new earth stuff and exploring places steven told me about! I’ll definitely make some posts, or one big one, talking about the places I visited and what I think of them.

I hope you all enjoy what I have to offer now, and to offer in the future! Stay safe!

challenge time!

I’ve decided to a have a fun/ silly challenge. Submit a voice or song that you think would be my voice, and I’ll make a post announcing the closest! Reminder that this is completely optional, so don’t feel pressured to enter. Sorry that there isn’t a prize, I’m just doing this for fun.

Human me!

https://picrew.me/image_maker/92646  ‘I found this picrew from this thread: https://sunnflower-clouds.tumblr.com/post/651712090694926336/make-your-funkiest-wildest-self-make-a-version-of

And it inspired me to try to make a human version of me! I think it turned out well! Feel free to make this a thread of your own version of your human selves, fellow gems. Or, if you know any gems, try to make a human version of them, with their permission, of course!

Edit: I decided to add this version too, since I wasn’t sure which one I thought fit me more! Though I’m personally leaning towards this new one!

blue Sunstone smiles as the aura fades.

““thanks! I can also make fire from my hands!”

She walked up curiously. She wasn’t sure who this person was, but they seemed nice. “Um, hi there. I’m Blue sunstone, who are you?”

*a young boy is working at something on a table, the object smoking. He can’t seem to here you over his music*

““well, it’s not that cool, but I have a slightly lavender scented calming aura. It can’t force people to calm down, it can only help them calm down and relax.”

Blue Sunstone reaches out her hands as her gem starts to glow. A soft, calming aura comes from her hands and slowly fills the area around her.

She walked up curiously. She wasn’t sure who this person was, but they seemed nice. “Um, hi there. I’m Blue sunstone, who are you?”

*a young boy is working at something on a table, the object smoking. He can’t seem to here you over his music*

““don’t worry, I bet you’ll get better with practice.”

She walked up curiously. She wasn’t sure who this person was, but they seemed nice. “Um, hi there. I’m Blue sunstone, who are you?”

*a young boy is working at something on a table, the object smoking. He can’t seem to here you over his music*

““any others?”

She walked up curiously. She wasn’t sure who this person was, but they seemed nice. “Um, hi there. I’m Blue sunstone, who are you?”

*a young boy is working at something on a table, the object smoking. He can’t seem to here you over his music*

““like what?”

She walked up curiously. She wasn’t sure who this person was, but they seemed nice. “Um, hi there. I’m Blue sunstone, who are you?”

*a young boy is working at something on a table, the object smoking. He can’t seem to here you over his music*

““cool! So, what do you like to do for fun?”

She walked up curiously. She wasn’t sure who this person was, but they seemed nice. “Um, hi there. I’m Blue sunstone, who are you?”

*a young boy is working at something on a table, the object smoking. He can’t seem to here you over his music*

““I thought you seemed cool and like you could be a potential friend. I’ve been trying to make more friends lately.”

She walked up curiously. She wasn’t sure who this person was, but they seemed nice. “Um, hi there. I’m Blue sunstone, who are you?”

*a young boy is working at something on a table, the object smoking. He can’t seem to here you over his music*

““yeah!”

She walked up curiously. She wasn’t sure who this person was, but they seemed nice. “Um, hi there. I’m Blue sunstone, who are you?”

*a young boy is working at something on a table, the object smoking. He can’t seem to here you over his music*

sunstone meet up! (+addressing my absence)

I’m sorry I haven’t said much lately, I got distracted by things and temporarily forgot about the blog. I’m sorry, and I’ll try to correct that for the future.

Now, for the reason I made this post. 

I finally got to meet the sunstone of the crystal gems! The fusion between steven and garnet! They aren’t around often, and hadn’t had any classes lately, so steven and garnet hadn’t fused for a while.

She was very excited to meet me, as it turns out, she were the only sunstone that she had ever known, and I was the first sunstone that she had ever met!

She showed me things she liked to do, we even ended up doing a few of those things together. 

Overall, she was very pleasant, gave great hugs, and I would love to hang out with her again!

Have you met any other sunstones?

Surprisingly, not many. I guess our type of gem isn’t common, or maybe it’s because the place I lived didn’t really have a use for sunstone gems. Now that I think about it, it’s definitely the second one. Anyway, I think I’ve only met about 3 so far, at separate times, and not including myself. A green Oregon sunstone, a red Oregon sunstone, and a purple-burgundy one. From what I’m told, it’s rare for the diamonds to make one of the last color, so that sunstone was pretty special. Overall, all three sunstones were very friendly, nice, and we got along well.

Blue Sunstone smiled.

““alright then, where to start.”

She thought for a moment.

““ok, so my job back on homeworld, before era 3, was that I was blue diamonds therapist. I was made for her to help her feel better after pink diamonds supposed shattering. I have a few abilities too. I can create a calming aura with a very mild lavender sent, which I can use to calm down either clients, or people trying to attack me. It’s not as effective if the person is extremely angry though. It’s important to note that it’s doesn’t force the person to be calm, it just helps them relax. I’m also pretty strong, and can run fast, but not to crazy levels.”

Blue Sunstone placed her right hand over her gem as it glowed. She lifted her hand. A screen similar to the one peridot had on her limb enhancers, except it’s blue, came out of her gem. 

““I also have this log I use for therapist notes and as my own personal journal.”

She puts the screen away.

““and of course, my fire abilities.” She holds out her hand and it bursts into flames, she quickly puts it out though.

““I can also store things in my gem and shapeshift, but I don’t really use those abilities. Actually, I use the storing ability sometimes, but don’t use the shapeshifting ability at all.”

ask-blue-sunstone

“sounds like it. If you don’t want to tell me anymore, steven, I won’t pry. You say what you’re comfortable with telling.”

She paused for a second.

“Um, do you want to know about me?”

“Oh!”  Thank goodness she asked. Steven really didn’t feel like diving deep into his own personal trauma. Transferring all his focus onto the blue sunstone before him, he offered a sweet smile.  “Yes! I-I mean, if you want to talk about yourself? No pressure, but… I’d love to get to know you better.”

It’s pretty good! It’s calming too.

Have you ever heard the song strawberry blonde by mitski?

"I haven't. Is it any good?"

Are you still close with blue diamond or the other diamonds now that your in era 3?

Of course! I still visit blue diamond when I decide to go visit homeworld. Even though I’m not her therapist anymore, we get along very well. As for the other diamonds, I get along with them too. While yellow diamond is fine, I don’t know that much about white diamond, so she spooks me a little. But we still get along.

ooc post (sunstone headcannons 2: crush edition)

(Feel free to comment any additional headcannons you think fit.)

-at first, she just thinks that what she’s feeling is platonic. She just thinks that she thinks they’re cool.

-over time the feelings get more intense, and she starts to realize what’s actually happening 

-she doesn’t get crushes easily, she keeps thinking it’s just admiration. So once she gets a definite crush, she falls hard.

-she ends up going into the mindscape to talk with Steven and garnet to make sure they’re ok with her perusing her crush.

-due to her not inheriting any of steven or garnet romance skills, she’s really shy and gets flustered easily 

-it would definitely take her a while to work up the courage to confess

-she would definitely try to make her confession smooth and cool, but ends up getting flustered halfway through and ends up a blushing mess.

-if her crush doesn’t feel the same way, she would be sad but understanding

-if she crush did feel the same way, she’d get super happy and excited 

-she’s definitely a little nervous at the beginning of the relationship, especially when it comes to asking about and figuring out her partners comfort zones and levels.

-as the relationship goes on, she gets more comfortable and turns into an absolute cuddle bug. She absolutely loves smothering her partner in physical affection, if they’re comfortable with that, of course.

-since she gets flustered easily, she blushed a lot. As the relationship goes on, she starts not blushing as much. She’ll still blush a bit during the more softer and intimate moments though.

-she always tries to do stuff for her partner, whether it’s helping them out or making them happy 

-she loves to gush about her partner to the other crystal gems. Even if they get sick of it, they let her keep going till she’s done cause they’re happy that she’s happy.

-despite being a pacifist, she will scold anyone who insults or makes fun of her partner 

-she’ll always make sure her partner feels good about themselves 

-she can get accidentally overprotective sometimes or keeps spouting safety advice about whatever her partners doing. She doesn’t mean to, she just wants her partner to be safe. She’ll do her best to stop if her partner gets angry or annoyed.

-if her partner doesn’t mind being carried, she’ll love to carry them around. Whether it’s bridal style, piggyback, or sitting on her arm, she’ll love it.

-loves cuddling and smooching her partner, if her partner is comfortable with that.

-doesn’t mind PDA and likes giving little pecks and holding hands.

-she doesn’t mind if her partner wants to use her chest as a pillow. She actually thinks it’s really cute.

-since she’s a huge Softie, she loves just being around her partner in general.

-if her partner is fine with it, she’ll give her safety seminars to them so she can practice and make sure it’s right.

-dates usually consist of places around beach city or going to safe places with the warp pad.

-she’ll always make sure to take into account any fears and allergies her partner  may have before choosing a date destination 

-despite the fact that she loves giving affection, she also absolutely loves being swept off her feet with cute and romantic surprises. She’ll always appreciate it.

-she makes sure to respect her partner, and makes sure her partner respects her back.

-if ever accidentally crosses any of her partners boundaries, she’ll apologize profusely and try to make up for it the best she can.

-despite being an absolute love bug, she doesn’t need super big romantic gestures to make her feel loved, but she definitely enjoys and appreciates it when they do happen.

-loves it when her partner gives her compliments. She’ll also loves giving compliments back.

-if her partner isn’t comfortable with large amounts of affection, sunstone will definitely tone it down. She’ll just stick to hand holding in public and the occasional kiss and hug in private.

-if her partner is shy, she’ll make sure they’re comfortable. She’ll try to keep them out of large crowd and loud places. She also won’t gush about them in public, only to people her partner is comfortable with in private.

-she’ll do her best to truly be herself around her partner, including the negative feelings

-she promised herself that she would never, ever, hurt her partner

-if realizes she’s accidentally slipped into toxic positivity around her partner, she’ll apologize and feel bad about it.

-if she just needs to vent and have someone just simply listen to her about her day and/or problems, she’ll go to her partner for comfort, asking if it’s ok for her to vent. She’ll quiet down and stop if it becomes too much or if they get uncomfortable.

-she absolutely hates the silent treatment, so she never uses it on her partner, and will become upset if her partner uses it on her.

- she gives her partner massages a lot, she also does this for friends too if their stressed, but she always gives them to her partner (credit for this idea goes to @apllo-apollo)

-absolutely loves it when her partner pets her. Mix that with cuddles, and she usually ends up a soft, purring, cuddly, mess.