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Being trans nonbinary is so annoying because my brain is like "We have dysphoria, let's transition so we can pass!"
Pass as what?
It's so stupid hard to "pass" as androgynous to the general public. It's this obnoxiously thin line that feels completely out of reach to get to, at least not without giving up other forms of gender expression that feel euphoric to me. I wouldn't even mind not being fully androgynous, if nothing else I just want to make people stop and think for a second before they inevitably go ahead and misgender me anyways.
It sucks that the best I can hope for in terms of transition is confusion. I see trans binary folks talking about the euphoria they get from passing and being accepted in society as their true gender, having the ability to go stealth. And I desperately want that too. I wish people weren't so hellbent on sorting others into binaries at all costs, and I wish there was hrt that could make me androgynous without giving me other traits that I dont want (ex. facial hair, bottom growth, heavily masculine voice). I literally just want to be seen as who I actually am and it's crushing knowing Im probably never going to get to have that.
I know Frisk and Chara being non-binary is popular and widely accepted, but I personally headcanon them as gender-fluid!
Happy Pride month, y’all! I’m gonna take on a drawing challenge of drawing and posting a lot more this month! Stay safe and have a great month!