your scent is still here in my place of recovery | he/they | call me puddin, I'm your j♡ker
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y: yes please - muse
a: aero zeppelin - nirvana
m: mama - my chemical romance (mcr)
i: imaginary - evanescence
r: reasons to be beautiful - hole
e: everything's brown - jack off jill (joj)
x: xanny - billie eilish
i: i'm watching a loneliness just arisen - se so neon (새소년)
c: close to the flame - him
Oh hey, ur a real person
yeah, I am xD
you both are sick in the membrane, remember that so when it's finally time for halloween, you both are full on Jinx mode
halloween gets...interesting
you both scare the people so much that they piss in their pants, you both just love it
sometimes you drag mr plant with you cause every house you'll visit will give you all the candy and shut the door...I wonder why
you both always dress up as the "most fucked up in the mind" characters, I'm talking Jinx, Mad Hatter, Horror Clowns, Serial Killers, Horror Dolls, Mr Plant...you know what I mean
you'll probably end up at the hospital for either a "literal sugar overdose", getting run over by a car or something.
the first thing you do when that happens is giving eachother a high five
you don't want halloween to end but sadly it does...well actually not for you
you'll go to a lot of halloween parties (you once needed to go to 5 parties on one day...)
I know this one is short but I wanted to post something for you guys since I haven't posted the twa episode in seoul. I hope you enjoyed :D
I don't understand anything right now in class so this happened...
don't do it😧
saw someone share this on their ig stories and i am obsessed
it's a mix of these (hard to choose)
tag yourself as HIM albums based on your aesthetic (including neon noir)
for all of you who didn't got their fav Link in the first poll :)
halloween is cool ˖⁺。˚⋆🦇
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
happy birthday to me ig
looks like you guys voted for a new travelling with argos episode (it's still time so go vote!) the only question is where should argos go next?
you guys wanted to go to spain sonce a long time, so you decided to finally go and let's just say...you guys don't regret it at all
argos likes the sun even though it blinds him in all his eyes, you don't even know how he still goes through the pain of being blinded when you already need to wear sunglasses when the sun rises
yeah...it's quite something
but nevertheless you guys enjoyed the warm weather (but sometimes it was quite unbearable and you couldn't move at all, laying in front of the fan on the bed of the hotel room)
also this time you shared a bed cause argos likes to cuddle something or someone and you don't have anything against sleeping in the same bed (also because it's usually cheaper)
it was nice to see argos in shorts, a tee and converse cause that's not usual
you went all out on sight-seeing: going to various museums, parks, cafés, restaurants and really public places
just to mention, you totally loved the food: they have a lot of variety and traditional dishes (sweet and savory)
of course you couldn't skip the churros con chocolate, argos ate them a lot on the trip
probably argos's highlight was the plaza major, with all the lights and the beautiful architecture
you always went on walks in the evening lo see the lights and to digest the food better before going to sleep
allert to all souvenir shops: argos is coming!
you went to the Hard Rock Café cause you are a big music advocat and wanted to go there since forever and of course you got matching tee's as a souvenir
hey! I hope you're all doing well :) I just wanted to ask what stuff you wanna see from me (btw I'm working on the twa episode in spain, I just don't wanna mess up :,)) Did you like the new episode of travelling with argos? let me know! and if you have any requests and feedback just let me know :D
warnings: smut, oral sex (f receiving), mentions of drugs (only once) this is my first smut just to let you know
the clinging sounds of the water dripping from his body creates an atmosphere, so sensual. hazel eyes look at me sharply, like a hyena looks at its victim but also like a lost kitten. his black hair sticks to his face, to his soft skin, glistening in the light and dark. He pants heavily, haven't been served air for 1-2 minutes. I thought he might suffercate but his mouth said and showed otherwise, playing, acting between my thighs. he inches closer, gripping my neck and finally pulling me in. hungry, passionate, lustful. he licked my lips, asking for entrance, slipping his tongue in, fighting for dominance. it got a bit sloppy but also more lustful and hungry like he was starving himself to oblivion before, now wanting to eat something and choosing me. the warmth left my lips, moving to my neck, biting and leaving marks. My eyes were closed, letting the bliss take over me, streaming through my body like blood or heroin. the warmth left again. opening my eyes to see him looking at me as he pulled away, a little smirk spreading on his face. he dove under the surface slowly and seductively, going back to where he started. letting his tongue dance across my body, licking my insides and my thighs, my shaking, moanful breathing symbolizing the epiphany and bliss, the dark part of paradise, where the snake takes over with seduction. he hits the spot so good and I let out a loud moan. I'm glad to feel something good after such a long time of feeling down even though I already started feeling better when I met him but still the days were tough. he made me feel so loved that I could cry thinking about this. I felt myself tense up as I felt I was close, his tongue moving more intense, hitting the core everytime. As I finally came undone, my body felt the tension release and relax. he came back up. I put my hands on his cheeks and look at him deeply. then again, like an impulse, we crashed together and let our emotions dance around in circles.
Cause mostly I’ve been sprawled on these cathedral steps While spitting out the blood and screaming “Someone save us!”
Gerard way x reader where they like work together in cartoon network studio or something???? Idk thought it was cute
Watercooler Romance
Warnings: swearing
A/n: ok so I got a bit carried away with this one, so it’s a little long hehe. It’s just such a cute concept!! Hope you like it 😊
Cartoon Network. Holy shit. All those years spent cooped up in your room drawing finally paid off. Finally, all those hours spent convincing your parents to let you go to art school had come to fruition. Only one problem, you were insanely nervous.
You had been told you would be sharing an art space with a guy that was around your age at the front desk. You couldn’t help but wonder what he’d be like as you wandered the hallways trying to locate your new space. Would he be nice? Cute? Rude? You were so distracted with your thoughts you almost missed the sign with your name on it.
Gerard Way
(Y/N) (L/N)
Cartoonists
Woah. This is real. You thought excitedly. Then you noticed the name of your coworker. Gerard Way. Neat name. You could be famous with that name.
Suddenly the reality of where you were came crashing down onto you. The job of your dreams was just on the other side of the door. Holy shit.
You tried not to seem too enthusiastic as you opened the door. Last thing you wanted was to startle whoever this Gerard was and make him ruin a project. Much to your surprise, he didn’t seem startled at all.
“Hi! You must be (Y/N)...” The boy at the first art desk said with a smile. You couldn’t help noticing how cute he was, with his shy grin and baby face. He was a little chubby, but it only made you feel a strange urge to cuddle him, despite having just met him. You felt a blush creep up your cheeks as you caught yourself staring at him.
“Uh, yeah...yeah that’s me...You must be Gerard.” You said, shaking your head a little to regain your composure. Gerard nodded and extended a hand for you to shake. “Nice to meet you.” You said, shaking his hand with a smile. “Nice to meet you, too! If you ever need anything just let me know.” He beamed, before turning back to his work.
You had been working at Cartoon Network and sharing an office with Gerard for a while now. You loved it. You even had scored a pitch for one of your cartoons in a few days.
Which is why it came as no surprise when you had your first rough day.
Your alarm clock had broken without you realizing it, so if it hadn’t been good your neighbors’ dog barking at a squirrel you would’ve been late. Then, your car wouldn’t start. And for a cherry on top the bus ran late. Needless to say by the time you burst into your office, you weren’t happy.
“Woah! You alright, (Y/N)?” Gerard asked, jumping from his spot at his desk. You sighed and nodded as you hung up your jacket. “Yeah, just a rough morning.” You groaned, flopping into your seat and flipping through half finished sketches. You almost cried when you couldn’t find your pencil.
“Here.” Gerard said, smiling sympathetically and handing you a spare pencil. “Thanks. You’re a lifesaver.” You sighed in relief, not noticing the twinge of pink that covered his cheeks. “Not a problem.” He said, clearing his throat a little and going back to his work.
Around noon you realized you hadn’t eaten anything for breakfast when your stomach growled loudly. You blushed and prayed Gerard hadn’t noticed. Unfortunately for you, he had.
“Uh...do you...” He started, losing confidence and trailing off. You tilted your head and looked at him questioningly. “Uh...” This time it was Gerard’s turn to blush and look down. “Do you maybe wanna go grab lunch? It’s around our lunch break...” He asked quickly, clearing his throat and meeting your eyes again.
You blinked. Did Gerard just ask for a date? You blushed and nodded. Gerard looked visibly relieved and grinned. “Great! Let me just finish this and we’ll go...” You giggled and nodded, still caught off guard by his nervous request.
You and Gerard getting lunch slowly became a regular event. The longer you spent with your charming coworker, the harder you felt yourself falling. Little did you realize Gerard felt the same way.
The fact he reciprocated your feelings was a well kept secret by Gerard. Well, that is until he finally got the courage to ask you out for dinner.
“Hey, (Y/N)? Can I, uh...can I talk to you for a second?” Gerard stuttered, awkwardly shifting his weight from foot to foot and picking at his nails.
“Yeah, of course! What’s up?” You asked, trying not to sound too happy to see him. You’d had a hard time hiding your feelings, and were scared he’d notice despite his oblivious nature.
“Uh...well, I was wondering...” Gerard started. You noticed the blush forming on his cheeks and suppressed a smile. “Well...would you maybe wanna go out for dinner sometime? I completely understand if you don’t. Please don’t feel pressured or anything, I was just wondering....” He rambled. You couldn’t control the smile that quickly formed upon hearing his request.
The look of surprise and happiness on your face surprised him. He had been trying to ask you out for dinner so many times, he was amazed you hadn’t seen it coming.
“Yes! I mean, yeah sure. Sounds fun.” You said, desperately trying to keep your cool and not be too excited. Gerard beamed at you. “Great! Great. Uh, tonight, eight o’clock? I can pick you up or we can meet somewhere if you’d prefer?” He said, bouncing on the balls of his feet. “Sounds great! Here’s my address, I’ll see you at eight!” You giggled, scribbling down your address and handing it to him.
“Awesome! I’ll uh, I’ll see you then!” Gerard giggled, backing out of the room and beginning to close the door. Suddenly he stopped and reentered the room.
“Wait! Uh, where do you wanna eat?”
Quitting time came and went before you knew it, the excitement of your date was almost overwhelming. You practically ran home so you could get ready in time for Gerard to pick you up.
By seven thirty you were almost ready to explode. Constantly standing in front of the mirror, searching for any imperfections or out of place hairs. Unbeknownst to you, Gerard was doing the same thing...
“Mikey! Have you seen my hairbrush?” Gerard yelled, searching the basement in a frenzy. The younger Way brother looked at him, almost in shock.
“It’s in the bathroom...why? Do you have a date or something?” Mikey asked almost suspiciously. Gerard tolled his eyes. “Yes, actually I do. And if I don’t hurry I’m gonna be late.” He huffed, jogging to the bathroom and quickly doing his hair.
“Do I look okay?” Gerard asked, posing in front of his brother nervously. Mikey chuckled and nodded. “Yeah, you look good. Have fun.” The younger man said. Gerard nodded and bounced up the stairs.
“Don’t forget to use a condom!”
“Fuck off, Mikey!”
You sat by the door, fidgeting nervously with your phone. Much to your relief, the doorbell rang at exactly eight. You stood up and took one last look in the mirror before opening the door.
Gerard cleaned up nicely, with his shirt tucked into his jeans and his hair fixed to perfection. You had decided to go for pizza thankfully, so you both were much more comfortable the way you were than having to dress up.
It took him a minute to notice you, as he was looking off down the street, but when he did it was noticeable. His mouth opened a little but no words came out as he checked you out, like you had just done to him.
“Wow, you look good.” Gerard said, scratching the back of his neck and blushing a bit. You smiled and blushed. “Thanks! So do you.” He giggled a little as he led you to his car.
The date went better than either of you could’ve hoped. You had so many things common you talked until the owners closed the pizza parlor. You pouted, not wanting the best date you’d been on in months to end. Gerard sighed, obviously not wanting it to end either.
Neither of you could think of anything to say on the car ride back to your apartment, but it was a comfortable silence. Gerard even mustered up the courage to hold your hand over the console between you.
When you pulled up, you both sat in silence for a second, just admiring each other. “Can I walk you up?” Gerard asked, looking down for a second as if he was expecting to be rejected. “Uh, yeah, that’d be great.” You stuttered for a second, suddenly very nervous.
Gerard quickly got out and walked around to open your door for you, bowing for dramatic effect. You giggled and thanked him, mimicking a curtesy before leading him up to your front door.
You smiled sheepishly when you turned back around to face him after unlocking your door. Gerard giggled and smiled at you sweetly.
“I had a really great time tonight, Gee.” You said softly. He blushed a little at the nickname. “I did too, (Y/N). Maybe...wanna do it again next Friday?” He asked shyly. You nodded and took out a pen.
“Here,” you said, gently grabbing his hand and writing your number on his palm. “Call me sometime.” You smiled, feeling a blush creep up your cheeks. Gerard grinned and nodded, putting his hands carefully in his pockets.
You turned around to head inside, when Gerard called you back.
“Wait!” He said, jogging back up the steps he had previously descended. He very gently cupped your cheeks and pressed his lips to yours. You froze shocked for a second, before melting into it.
Gerard pulled back slowly, and smiled at you. Both of your faces were practically on fire. You giggled a little.
“Night, Gerard.”
“G’night, (N/N)”
A concet: danger days Gerard. Secret fling with reader. Trying to hook up in the bunks on the bus and inevitably almost getting caught every time.
Pairing: Gerard Way x Gender Neutral ReaderRating: TeenRequested By: AnonWord Count: ~2,500Author’s Note: So I wrote this in a format that I hadn’t used before. It seems like you used to see these more often, but not so much anymore. Either way, I hope you enjoy. Also it gets steamy, but I wouldn’t call it smutty.
You were standing just to the side of the stage, in front of the barrierwatching My Chemical Romance perform. As tour manager, you had your pick ofwhere to watch most of the show, but this had become your favorite spot. Theguys were all incredible performers, but over the weeks of rehearsals, and thefirst few shows of the tour, your attention always landed squarely on the firehaired singer.
Asall the tour plans were in the works, you and Gerard worked together closely.You also got along quite well, and you felt like you’d be crazy to deny thechemistry between you.
Nowas you watched the show, you felt like he was making even more eye contact withyou than usual. You gave him a smirk before realizing the show was almost overand you had to get back to work. You hurried backstage as they finished theset. Usually they’d each grab a quick shower after they came off stage beforeheading to the buses. If there were fans waiting dutifully for them to comeout, they would stop and sign autographs.
Youwaited around for each of them to come out of the dressing rooms. First Mikey,then Frank. A while later Ray, who always took the longest with his hair as itis.
“HeyRay, Gerard ok in there?” You asked, not wanting to barge into thedressing room if he was changing. Well, you wouldn’t mind seeing that, but youhad to act professional.
“Yea,actually he said if you were out here to send you in,” Ray replied as heheaded out.
Youfurrowed your brow in confusion as you knocked and opened the door. “Hey,Gee, you ready to go?”
Weiterlesen
him wanting to kill you early on in the friendship but slowly losing up on the thought
you guys (when meeting) watching telly all day with some snacks and drinks
your go to shit is dark comedy, true crime, horror, thriller and mystery
argos being overjoyed for mr plant to finally have a friend
you guys sometimes mess up completely but luckily you can improvise
he does kind of care but he will definetly not show it (maybe if you glimpse you catch him being worried about you)
you guys being partners in crime (literally)
you humbling him and support him to not kill too many people
he is fucking introverted so you usually need to make the first step
you guys still haven't figured out how you became friends and why you're not laying in a coffin or a closet
guess that just means you're important enough for him so congratulations!
ghoul songs of the day:
goo goo muck - the cramps
lollirot - jack of jill
supermassive blackhole - muse
return of the rat - nirvana
jelly tits - fatigue
kill all your friends - my chemical romance
outshined - soundgarden
angry chair - alice in chains
bark like a god - sloppy jane
freak - silverchair
creep - radiohead
dirty harry - gorillaz
around the fur - deftones
violent (or not) songs of the day:
voicemail - poppy
swollen - jack off jill
the death song - marilyn manson
pretty on the inside - hole
power - sssick brain
for you - him
rape me - nirvana
one more stitch - green river
love, hate, love - alice in chains
I fucking love those songs!