yamirexic - thenwhyareyouhere
thenwhyareyouhere

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1 year ago

like/reblog if u are:

a bitch

a bastard

an all around fool

an omnipresent all-powerful being

a sparrow

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capable of moving at immense, incomprehensible speeds

an eldritch being

no one will know which one u chose! :D

1 year ago
Thank You Guys So Much!!! I Never Thought This Was Possible (this Sounds So Cheesy)

thank you guys so much!!! I never thought this was possible (this sounds so cheesy)

my tumblr account is "in bloom" like tender age and paranoia (get the reference?)


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1 year ago

my teacher will probably play christmas songs when we're sitting together as a class, munching on shit. I'm gonna make her play the mcr version of "all I want for christmas is you" cause I already hate christmas so if I need to hear a shitty x mas song then I want it to be sung by gee-sus.


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1 year ago

mr plant and argos on kill mas (xmas)

mr plant:

if you hate christmas:

you both hate this shit

it's all tRaDiTiOn, kitsch and cliché

you only care about argos's presents and actually love the present part

you guys are literal kids

doing everything anti christmas (not red, green, gold, instead blue, black, white, and silver)

you play metal and do weird poses to it or just headbang (mr plant sometimes just stands there and smiles)

slipknot, korn and some moany deftones are your shit

also some muse and nirvana

you are total rebels and punks (burning fown christmas trees, ripping apart shit, breaking decoration etc.)

if you love christmas:

you'll have a hard time with him but argos will definetly help

buys meaningful presents

bakes and bakes and BAKES AHHHHH (insert corey taylor scream)

argos:

if you hate christmas:

he'll awkwardly slurp his barszcz (polish/ukranian red beet soup)

will try to cheer you up to love christmas

doesn't really work though

is in shock when you spill red wine on purpose, eventually catches up though, total madness

you getting madder, and madder AND MADDER

will wrap a soft blanket around you and cuddles with you while watching some random german christmas movie junk (cause they're the only ones that are actually good)

if you love christmas:

baking, cooking and slurping together

annoying mr plant with your junk and mass of decoration

it's a mess honeyyy

there will be flour (and blood) all around the place (it's a reference to a german christmas song or rather a parody of it)

you can see which side I'm on


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1 year ago

anti christmas "kill mas"

jack skellington - the jins (only acceptable christmas song)

all I want for christmas is you - mcr (only acceptable version of this horrible overplayed song)

custer - slipknot

hey you! - the anxiety (willow and tyler cole)

slutgarden - marilyn manson

in bloom - nirvana (my official kill mas song)

I'm not okay - mcr

super sadist - jack off jill

tears dry on their own - amy winehouse

break on through - the doors

jesus of suburbia - green day

purple haze - jimi hendrix

the title reminded me of "Anti Christ Superstar" xD (I don't support Marilyn Manson's wrong doings, the music is just really good)


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1 year ago

songs of the day

Songs Of The Day

drunk - pretty sick

physical - pretty sick

undress - pretty sick

time of the season (mono) - the zombies

freiheit zu leben - tim oliver schulz (murdo)

fences - destroy boys

pg. 4 a picture of three hedges - julie

custer - slipknot

keine zeit - leftovers

käfer - ledtovers

people are strange - the doors

Songs Of The Day

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1 year ago

songs of the day

Songs Of The Day

child's play - aberdeen is dead

stay away - nirvana

popular - nada surf

psychomania - meaningful stone

radiant city - deftones

pg. 4 a picture of three hedges - julie

Songs Of The Day

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1 year ago

first Sick of Suburbia post

please follow our official band tumblr :D

spotify: yami lee

spotify: ash

spotify: p-jay

soundcloud

insta: p-jay


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1 year ago

lifeguard!bucky x reader: motel 6

Lifeguard!bucky X Reader: Motel 6

my inspiration for this imagine:

dare short film

overall motel aesthetic

a oneshot that got taken down (I was quite sad so I needed to fill that void)

american dad season 10, ep. 6: this indie movie episode

the last days have been quite chaotic: you stranding in a random city cause your car broke down. luckily there was a motel close by so you checked in. it was a really nice motel, the indie summer vibes not fading away. you car still is somewhere to get fixed so you need to wait in this city till it's done. but not everything is entirely bad: you've started liking the lifeguard at the motel's pool. you went to the pool everyday, enjoying the sun and maybe also the tall man with brown shoulder length hair and azure eyes, roaming over the pool's surface to be sure that nobody drowns.

you also went to the pool at night cause it was empty, quiet and peaceful. this night though, you weren't left alone. you were currently sitting at the edge of the pool, legs in the water. you have your dirty pj on since you're a bit self conscious and also just to lazy to change or care. you actually didn't notice him at the beginning since you were caught up with your thoughts and the water moving.

"can't sleep or do you just wanna relax?", you hear a smooth, yet husky voice saying. you flinch a bit and turn around to see him. "I just like the peacefulness when no ones there", you answer with a flutter in your heart. "why are you here?" "same reason. and also cause it's nice to just go for a swim without needing to take care that no one drowns." he dives into the water smoothly. he resurfaces and drags his hand through his hair. you look at him in a somewhat dreamy gaze as you breathe in the summer night air deeply. "I never got to know your name since I got here some days ago", you say after awhile. "my name is James but call me Bucky", he answers as he swooshes around the water to stay afloat. "I'm Yami", you smile at him as you can't seem to get your eyes off of him.

you two stay quiet as you exchange smiles and laughs. he dives in the pool as you watch his every move, his muscles moving, stretching, tensing and relaxing. coming back up for air, he notices that you still look at him but you don't seem to really "be there", your head in the clouds. "something on your mind Yami?", he asks as he gets closer to investigate your face. you fall out of your dreamy trance, looking away for the first time. "actually yes, I have a lot of things on my mind currently but only one thing sticks out right now", you tell him with a bit of sadness in your eyes but also bliss and peace, the motel feeling like an escape from reality, a little break that wasn't planned. "would you mind to tell me?" he is quite close to you now, looking through wet strands of brunette hair with cerulean eyes. "do you promise me not to judge?" "I won't judge you, you can trust me doll." you grin at the nickname and take a deep breath, trying to calm down. "I have a liking for someone but they don't know. it's also quite tough since I've broken up with my boyfriend recently, sorry for getting so dark and deep." you look at the water surface as the water carefully moves around in small waves. "a boy or a girl?" he asks, interested in your problems, looking at you with soft features. "it's a boy this time. I don't know him but I would like to get to know him but I'm worried he might find me weird and creepy since one did in my past." "I understand you completely and I know what it feels like to be humiliated or feel rejected." he said with a caring face, flashing you a soft smile. you slip into the water carefully and you both swim more into the middle of the pool. "thanks for understanding and listening." you smile as you look at him. he inches closer to you.

"I noticed you sparing me glances in the course of the last days, don't think I haven't seen you daydreaming while looking at me." he smirks a bit as you look shocked, feeling embarassed by actually getting caught. you accept it though, cause you were quite bad at hiding it. "I'm sorry for that it's just...that you're quite attractive. I'm really sorry if you felt uncomfortable by that." he pulls you closer, mere inches apart, your skin touching his. "don't worry, I don't mind.", he answers as he does something you wouldn’t have expected but have dreamed of the last nights and days: he carefully leaned in and kissed you softly, his lips slightly wet. the kiss was passionate but ended to soon. he pulled away slowly, opening his eyes, his wet lashes sticking together in little traingles. you smile at him and lean your head on his shoulder. "you feel the same or was it just to make me feel better? whatever you say, it made me happier. thank you, Bucky." he chuckles and smiles at you, caressing your wet hair. "it's both" you chuckle as well, feeling hopeful for the first time in ages, the night endulging you in it's cooler (but still hot) air.

I haven't proof-read this so sorry if I have some typos in there


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1 year ago

what's one technological device that dominated your childhood completely?

I was a total ipod kid like really intense, I loved that thing more than life. it was also one of my first devices. sadly, I don't have it anymore but oh well. it shaped my life and the amount of music I listen to xD


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1 year ago

masterlist

band imagines:

chlorine (ville valo x depressed reader)

ivy (gerard way x reader) (smut)

marvel imagines:

lifeguard!bucky x reader: motel 6

twomp hc's:

you're argos's friend

you're in a poly relationship with mr plant and argos

you're mr plant's friend

argos on halloweenie

mr plant and argos on kill mas (xmas)

pov: argos has a headache

travelling with argos 'twa' (twomp):

episode 1: berlin

episode 2: tokyo

episode 3: madrid

poems:

sinister

skin and bone

emotion

luci

becky, regina or scarlett

playlists:

argos twomp playlist

violent (or not) songs of the day

ghoul songs of the day

monster high playlists #1 (feat. drac and frank)

monster high playlists #2 (feat. claws and ghouls)

monster high playlists #3 (feat. tora and boogeyman)

spell your username

scum love

spell your first name with songs from the artist you bought your last album from

splatoon 2 off the hook playlists

5 stages of grief (feat. Leftovers, Amy Winehouse and Måneskin)

anti christmas "kill mas"

songs of the day (sotd) #1

sotd #2

sarah lynn's debut album

sarah lynn's 2nd album

other posts:

birthday post

him doodles

hey, ur a real person?

commander west plush post

are you OK bro?

pick one. that's your new roommate

what's one technical device that dominated your childhood?

ville valo birthday post

cbf rule random post

100 followers

all I want for christmas is this!!!

kill mas school post

a hard take on todays music (pop and tiktok)

dyeing my hair cherry red

5 things that I'm grateful for

why I follow a cartoon fan blog xD

random facts

happy birthday Kurt Cobain!

200 followers!!!

dyed hair problems

hazbin hotel alastor, charlie, luci meme

first time using blinkies cafe

mcr song challenge:

day 1

day 2

day 3

day 4

day 5

day 6

day 7

day 8

day 9

day 10

day 11

day 12

day 13

day 14

day 15

day 16

day 17

day 18

day 19 & 20

day 21

day 22 & 23

day 24

day 25 & 26

day 27 & 28

day 29 & 30

music & sick of suburbia:

first sick of suburbia post on the official blog

solo raw demos #1

solo raw demos #2

I'm shocked

babydoll dress ep

with a twist of lemon (nirvana clip turned into a song)

new tracks on SC and Voloco

SoundCloud band account

tj_beastboy W1NNER rock cover

the spring break tapes

looking for band members (for diminished princess)

niffty song: bad boys

kids


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1 year ago
He Did Nothing Wrong

he did nothing wrong

1 year ago

Are you OK bro? You liked 43 of my posts in a row hahaha. Thanks for that! Just checking in. X Renee

yeah, I'm okay xD and yeah, can't help being obsessed with the prettiest man on earth :D you have some good content ma dude


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1 year ago

spell your name (first name) with songs from the artist you bought the last album from (cd, vinyl, cassette, digital etc.)

mine was from måneskin

y: you need me, i don't need you

a: are you ready (if i would cheat: honey (are you coming?)

m: mammamia/mark chapman

i: i wanna be your slave


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1 year ago
Scum Love (new Playlist, Cause My Bf And I Broke Up On Monday)

scum love (new playlist, cause my bf and I broke up on monday)

slutgarden - marilyn manson

no mercy - deathbyromy

zitti e buoni - måneskin

cockroach waltz - jack off jill

wait and bleed - slipknot

skinny little bitch - hole

rabbitteen - jack off jill

la paula de buio - måneskin

everything's brown - jack off jill

angst - leftovers

dead! - mcr

w1nner - tj_beastboy

kinderzimmer - leftovers

bla bla bla - måneskin

she said - the jins

underjoyed - jack off jill

du bist schon tot bevor du lebst - leftovers

left behind - slipknot

endless, nameless - nirvana

(if I would need to describe my relationship I would say: jack off jill and leftovers songs)

Scum Love (new Playlist, Cause My Bf And I Broke Up On Monday)

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1 year ago

commander west

Commander West

saw him at my therapist and had him on my lap the whole session


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