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me: gets slightly angery because of someone
my mind: well guess what?? i’m gonna starve myself now and it’s ur fault >:)
having anorexia has caused me to develop some sort of binge eating disorder too bcuz of food deprivation. now i’m gaining instead of losing. wtf ana this isn’t what i signed up for
i wanna just starve myself to death but i’m not skinny enough to die yet.
am i the only one who’s having trouble remembering things? i feel like my ed has caused my brain to go slower and it feels overcrowded all the time, i keep screwing up and saying incorrect things without even realizing it :/
i’m trying so hard to get control i feel helpless please
You are beautiful and I need you to remember that.
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I hate my parents for fatshaming me and encouraging me to get disordered eating patterns. I hate them for fueling my ed. I hate them for hating my body and making me hate my body. I hate them for making me diet at the age of nine even though I was thinner than my class mates just to teach me how a "real women diets" (even when my mum fails at every diet attempt) I hate them for not caring, for pushing me even further, for wanting me to stick to my diet rules.
I hate them for destroying my body, my life, everything I have
Would anyone like to do this diet via snapchat with me? Maybe we could even form a group on snapchat :)
Edit: we have a small group on snapchat where we do this diet together. Message me if you want to join :)
I feel fat...... 😭
Why do I look like this?!
returning to this app for the millionth time, except this time i’m serious about losing weight. lately my parents have been telling me i’m getting fatter and it’s true. i’m sick of binging and being the fat girl. time to be skinny