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ever just zone out and start questioning everything??? keeps happening recently, stressing me out slightly.
two months ago in psych ward
would love some wine but don’t wanna become alcoholic again after 2months in psych ward
finally 43kg
need 4kg more 2 lose (157cm 43kg rn but wanna b 39kg)
age: 23
height: 157cm
weight: 44,5kg
goal weight: 39kg
fave foods: rice cakes with hummus, bulgur, lentil salad, tomato soup, cashew nuts, haribo gummies
interests: horror movies, black camel cigarettes, green apple/creamy tobacco vapes, books (by nabokov, bukowski, guy de maupassant, burroughs, baudelaire, mieko kawakami, virginia woolf…), dogs, bunnies, vanilla scents, juicy bomb lipgloss, philosophy…
music: the smiths, deftones, radiohead, depeche mode, velvet underground, soundgarden, boy harsher, david bowie, sky ferreira, the doors, gorgoroth
i gained ten pounds and broke up with my boyfriend
Now i’m like the soul sucking extremely depressed and hopeless mentally ill instead of the manic 🌈💕🌸 mentally ill where i felt good but knew it was bad
LIKE MY POST TO GET SKINNIER OR SOMETHING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️this is the only form of social media where I show my face 😭 so I'm not too worried about people finding me I love my severely triggering communities though 😝💕
idk why I'm posting this tbh
Intro....ig...heh....
lol I'm a girl and hate most guys except for my boyfriend (he looks like a girl)
I'm 16 and kinda a on and off anorexic and bulimic and I think I have bpd but I feel like a poser cuz I cant try to be diagnosed or anything
I love sh but I'm low-key so lazy about it that I don't do it that much anymore (kitty scratches 4ever😻) I hate summer cuz I cant do it now too
i will probably post body checks or if I think I look cute or something (key word *THINK*). Or I'll probably write about stuff idk
I might just kill myself if anyone I know sees this tho haha
PLEASE CAN I GET MOOTS 😖😖😖😖
Feel better by Penelope Scott is the ultimate relapse song