Ed Vent - Blog Posts

TW// VENT, ED, and FAMILY BULLYING/ABUES

This is so stupid, but I want to cry so fucking badly just because I’ve gained weight and it makes my stomach look bigger. And I can’t complain to anyone because they’ll say ‘oh stop being dramatic it’s just a little stomach.’ LIKE BITCH SHUT UP!! I have an eating disorder and I’ve been gaining weight, because of stress and I’m not fucking happy. I also hate venting to my mom because she’ll say some cheap bullshit to make me feel better, but it doesn’t and it only makes me feel worse!!

I hate more the fact I was I skinny kid to, but my own aunt still called me fat. LIKE FUCK YOU TO BITCH IM SORRY NO ONE LOVES YOU!!! Ahhhhg!! I’m so sick and tired of having to hear people say ‘ohhh your not fat your beautiful.’ KYS now just shut up.

This is so stupid but I just needed this off my chest

Btw I’m 136lbs now and I feel really dumb for complaining, but I’m just not happy I want to be at least 100lbs because I’m 5’3ft.

Why did I have to have this body?! Everything is wrong. Everything is too big and I feel like I'm suffocating in my skin. Why do I take up so much space? Why am I so loud? Why can't I just be small? I'm a foot taller than all my cousins my age. My feet are bigger than my dad's and he's 6'4". Why is my nose so big. And my hands. And my chest. And my stomach. Why the fuck is it that I got the short end of the deal and now I'm huge?! I wish I could cut it off. I wish I could evaporate until I don't exist anymore. Maybe that's what I have to do.

Yeah, because that's EXACTLY how the ed community works 🤡

Nah, we don't make those "cute aesthetic" diets (this article talks about the sanrio-themed ones) posts and recipes to help each other in our journeys and recovery, we want to INFLUENCE LITTLE KIDS AND INFECT THEM WITH OUR EDS 🤡🤡🤡

"Why do you always feel so guilty after eating?"

Meanwhile my YT reccomendations:

"WHAT I EAT IN A DAY AS A FAT PERSON CRINGE COMPILATION🐷🐷🐷"

"FAT ACCEPTANCE CRINGE 💀"

"BODY POSITIVE ACTIVISTS ARE DYING"

Being chubby/overweight is just so unfair, people bash and disrespect you no matter what you do.

No matter what food you eat (if you eat unhealthy, they hate on you saying how "they could never", but if you eat healthy, they think you're lying and eat much more when no one is around)

No matter if you exercise or not (if you don't, they yell at you to go to the gym, but if you do, they either don't believe you or make fun of you for being a fat person in the gym)

If you have an ED, they don't believe you (because society thinks only skinny people struggle with them) and claim you just eat too much.

If you say you like being fat and feel comfortable in your body, you're automatically promoting morbid obesity to everyone around (or have a sick fetish for fat people)

If you say you dislike being fat and plan to go on a diet, barely anyone believes in you. Most people just make bets on how long your little "diet" will last.

Society does all those shitty stuff to you and then say they do it because they "worry about your health" but you know damn well they're lying (because in cases where a skinny girl literally promotes pro-ana behaviors and starvation, no one bats an eye)

Thank you mom for critisizing me for weighing my food. That definitely doesn't make me feel any more insecure and stupid 👍

"Dude, wdym?? You're super pretty!! What made you feel so insecure about your figure?"

Answer: the way fat people are portrayed in movies and scenes where they eat themselves half-blind like literal pigs. Having to watch them as a child started it all.

I can easily tell most movie directors think fat people's only personality trait is eating 24/7 and it hurts.