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When will I start to feel light and weightless? I'm desperate for that attention skinny brings and I will not stop till I get there. If I have to pay my mental health for it then that is the price I am willing to pay. I want boys to look at me, I want girls to envy me. And I want my family to take back every little negative thing they have ever said about me back. I will no longer be the fat freind, the fat sister or the fat coworker. Ha! They will all watch me get thin.
And I WILL get there. They will all see. Every guy that has ever ignored me will finally be forced to pay attention. That will make things right.
For now on- Listen up fattie
860 calories will be the MAX that I can have. ABSOLUTELY NO CHEAT DAYS. Fatties don't deserve cheat days.
I will have to drink 8 cups of water each day to prevent me from eating.
I WILL chew my food 25 times before swallowing.
I will take my protein powder and supplements daily
I WILL get plenty of sleep at least 8 to 10 hrs per day. Beauty queens need their rest.
do I go to the gym ? No. Do I stay on gymtok cuz it's basically normalized 3d and tox!c motivation with a scientific basis? Hell yeah☀️
(TW: Kinda meansp0)
Just because you stop counting the calories, doesn’t mean your body stops counting them.
TW 3D.
FAT.
MEANSPØ.
You choose your destiny.
You choose your d13t.
You choose the person you want to become.
You choose your b0dy.
Remember that the only person who is making you f47 is yourself.
I’m going into my selfish era I can’t keep making my life harder bc I’m worried abt ppl that don’t care abt me the past is the past I have dreams to chase