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If I make this blog a manual for how to stalk, manipulate and kidnap me maybe I'll finally meet the love of my life
∆ ««« System Overview
We're the L-System ("Leo" or "Lilly"), pychotic incel faggot-tranny loser (he/him, any).
We have relationships between system members (4-8, on&off for at least 4 years). feel free to ask us about it
We tried dating externally many times but it never worked. We're too much of a freak for normies and we never felt properly bonding with anyone else. i really just want to obsessively fall in love with a cutely controlling/manipulative boyfriend-girlfriend, is that too much to ask?!
»»» ∆ TransIDs and MUDs
Our body is an adult and our system and subsystems consists of 12 main alters, . : we're transitioning to psychotic and delusional with weed and adderall. : it feels nice when ppl online encourage us 🥺
cisids: autism, adhd, cptsd, ptsd, bpd, npd
Our transid list is always changing so some of these might change, altho others definitely won't.
radqueer, gay, genderfuck, aro/ace, transage, permahigh, permastoned, permadrugged, permateen, sex doll, prey, victim,
transharmed, transpsychotic, transdelusional, transamputee (?), transdentures, transabusevictim, transforcedsh, transsuibait, transed, transanorexia, transana, (corpse) )
We also experience "some" MUDs:
• Mirror Infatuation Identity Disorder
« ∆ » Other labels
Some of us identify with the labels retard, faggot, cripple and probably some other ableist slurs that I forgot rn.
DMs and asks open if u really wanna know. pls be nice 🥺
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(fuck nazis transphobes sexists racists etc etc)
I'm not delulu enough :c
ppl in my asks should egg me on to smoke more weed and to feed my psychosis :3
wondering if the #pro delusional community still exists somewhere