Cvtt!ng - Blog Posts

sfx makeup

not real

i just like to do super realistic makeup

last warning

i’ve been clean for over 2 months and promised my bsf i wouldn’t do it again…

but i was so triggered today i just had to.

ik i’m an ana blog so this post is a bit off-brand for me but i js thought my cvts looked kinda cool tdy

Intro post

Hi everyone! My name is Archie and this my intro post!

What will my blog contain?

Recovery tips for @namia, $h, ptsd/c-ptsd, depression and anxiety

Joyful moments, pretty things, achievements of myself and my peers

Poetry, photography and other art I or my loved ones make (mostly about mental health)

My struggles in recovery and how I pushed past them

Love and positivity

DNI : I don't have any dnis really, dont be an asshole or a pedo, over 18 can interact with my posts but please dont dm me anything weird

(tl;dr under the cut)

Every time I open social media im greeted with something horrible. I want to make this account to spread light to the people in the dark like I was for so long. Not everyone is as lucky as me, I have incredible support networks that i will be forever grateful for. I'm going to post recovery tips, joyful moments, my struggles with recovery and how I am overcoming them. I aim to pour my heart and soul into this project as a gift to myself and other people who are still struggling like i once did. I have learned and grown so so much over the past few years and I'm still working on bettering myself but the internet can be a scary place and i want to make it just that tiny bit better.

someone please see i’m struggling and be gentle to me!!! wipe the blood from my skin, hold me, kiss me, comfort me until i feel like something, until i feel like i’m worth existing

ACTUALLY being stuck and having NO solution but suicide is so unbearably cruel

I think I hit beans today.........(woo-hoo?)

(ALSO WHY TF ARE ALMIST ALL OF MY POSTS GETTING T WORDED U FUCK)

I NOT SCARED >:<

(Please tell me u got the reference PLEASSSSE)

IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY

VERY unpopular opinion : it's so easy to restrict or too fast when you're busy

I for one was doing math and history/geography stuff for I don't know how long and literally forgot to eat for 3 DAYS 3 FUCKING DAYS

Uhhuhm anyway I lost liek 7 FUCKING POUNDS IN 3 FUCKING DAYS

*Keeps composure cuz she's a lady* uhum

I started seeing titty bone is ghat even a thing like the cell in which the organs are in prisoned (it legit looks like prison bars ) (don't ask how I know)

AND AND GUESS WHAT. I DIDNT LOOSE TITTY FAT WOOOHOOOOOOOO

I HAVE TITTY AND IM SKINNY

YO BITCH IS SLIM THICK AHAHAH

Again I stopped caring about food like 3 months ago and lost approximately 12kg so

in conclusion :keep yo ahh busy ho

I'm laughing so hard GUYS there's a music band called STIFF LITTLE FINGERS 😭😭

Unpopular opinion: I would rather have a belly and no waist than a flat stomach and wide ribcage

Gonna reblong cuz WHY DIDDNT THIS GET MORE LIKES IM LITERALLY SO CREATIVE AND COOL AND FUNNY

I aspire to be like my hair

Fine and thin

Hehe that one nirvana song

I WANNA HIT BEANSS SO BAD

beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans

The best way to put it is that trying to be clean is like constantly feeling thirsty and not being able to do anything abt it

Do u ever starve to the point u feel low-key high?

I HATTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE THE FEELING OF FAT UNDER MY SKIN

I aspire to be like my hair

Fine and thin

72h fast begins now

Oh to go back to the first day i self hsrmed

My heart hurts

MAMMMAAA I WANNA DIE SOMETIMES WISHED IVE NEVER BEEN BORN AT ALLLLLL

Does amybody else have school on saturdays??

I JUST REALIZED IVE BEEN SAED WHEN I WAS A CHILD

THE MEMORY JUST LIKE APPEARED OUT OF THIN AIR OMFG WHERE WAS THIS?!

I swear when i move out i am COVERING my body in cuts from head to toe

....

Tw-fake blood

Old photo but still a good one, I did it with the thin blades in razors but the 100 Benadryl I took definitely help me get that deep it was to the bone but I didn’t get a photo before it got a lot of blood in it because I was really high and lost my memory shortly after and I don’t remember anything from four days after this

THIS Is shspo

Tw: fake blood

I’m gonna be so fr with yall this scared me when I did it not because of the depth it was only beans (I’ll post good pic of them another time)but because of the blood I was up till 6 cleaning blood I probably bled for 2-3 hours straight

I was abt to open an $h pic when a kid sat next to me on the subway 💀💀 ☀️

im either cvtting, complaining abt not r3strict!ng well enough, or studying til i can't think anymore and i wont stop until i get skinnier and keep those grades up.

☀️

She’s literally so perfect omg, I wanna get yarts then cvt with her, but idk if she’d be up for that. 😔

I’ve been cvtting all afternoon..It’s so euphoric, but I always feel like I need to go deeper after a while bc it just doesn’t effect me in the same way. I’m always thinking about how much easier it will be to cvt when I’m thin.

ALL SFX NOT REAL!!

BLOCK DON’T REPORT!!

MAKEUP PRACTICE!

Ignore my fat thighs but I thought my cuts looked pretty today.