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JUST TOOK A SHARPINER FROM MY ART TEACHER, I’VE BEEN MAKING CUTE BABY STYRO’S ALL DAY, SINCE I’VE BEEN HOME. ❤️❤️❤️

Where do I get razors? Like I really wanna try the Matgicol ones, but my parents are always on my ass about cutting, and my mom took all my razors. And those were just from pencil sharpeners, they were barley effective anyway.

i gained ten pounds and broke up with my boyfriend

Now i’m like the soul sucking extremely depressed and hopeless mentally ill instead of the manic 🌈💕🌸 mentally ill where i felt good but knew it was bad

I relapsed, idk why I'm posting this, just needed to say it somewhere ig

Edit: I feel awful, like a piece of shit, ughhhh

filter: blade

filter: sh

filter: cvt skin knife carving stab

filter: relapsing relapse

OMGGG MY MOTHER DID THAT, SHE TOOK AWAY ALL THE BANDAIDS AND THE CLEANING SPRAY💀💀💀 Critical thinking just left her i guess :P

I hate when people take away bandaids when they find out about your self harm, like how does that help???? The whole point of trying to get someone to stop self harming is that it isn’t safe, and since taking bandaids away isn’t stopping them that just makes everything even more unsafe. Some ppl are dumb

UHMMM ???? I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS BAD TO CUT WITH RUSTY BLADES LMAAOOO

(I've never had a tetanus shot, am I fucked ??)

i hate it when mental illness doesn't just make me a silly person who cuts and is chill about it or whatever but also an actual deppressed loser who stays home alone all day and cries >:(

If and when I get some new blades, I wanna add my dearests name and then I want to try some patterns :D

I've seen people do hearts and stars AND a hello kitty thing. I LOVVE HELLO KITTTYYY !!! But I don't think I have that much control (or patience) to carve a whole Hello Kitty face (and Cinamarolls my favorite, so I'd prefer to do him tbh :P)

Sooo ya !!!! When I get some blades, I might do some hearts and show them o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

(ill sob if I don't get some blades soon istg)

Being so depressed you can’t even cut yourself <<<

why am i even bothering with sobriety and cleanness at this point. all i wanna do is be high and forget how fucking miserable im gonna be for the rest of my life. just for a few hours. but i cAnT because tHinGs WoNt EvEr gEt BeTtEr iF yOuRe uSiNg. who the fuck cares if it gets better at this point? it obviously fucking won't. i'm trapped in this fucking disgusting body forever. the least i can do for myself is make myself happy for a little while.

idfk yall

im NOT a deep cvtter </3 (i love styros so idc but yeah)

what should i do if i got blood on my bed sheets? how do i get it off? (this was from SH)

ok, so, u should scrub them under warm or hot water w a bar of soap to get some of it off, then u should sprinke hydrogen peroxide on them (u can get it from a drxg store) to remove the remaining bits of it off, dont forget to wipe it off when itz done, n then u should jst put them in the washer so they dont smell like chemicals n so theyre 100% clean

my intro !!!

charlie!!

they/them [non-binary, afab]

pan aroace [demiromantic+aceflux]

in a relationship!! my amazing dear darling wife: @vodozemacc350

teen [not comfortable w sharing my age, but my age range is 13-16]

4nor3xia, depression, anxiety, sh add1ct (cvtter) + other undiagnosed mental health illnesses (undiagnosed autism n borderline personality disorder)

im chronically ill, but i dont like talking abt it a lot

i talk a lot abt my sh n 4nor3xia, so if u feel uncomf w seeing that, block me, dont report

scene + indie

please use tonetags 4 me ToT

my dms r open, talk to me please TvT

u can ask if u want any of my other social

DNI LIST:

p3dos, z00s, any other ___phile (this is a kinda-dni, im ok w interacting w u as long as u dont say/do anything bad bcz i have trauma from multiple p4rapl1les i met in the past)

h0mophobes, r4cists, tr4nsphobes, m1sogynist, ect.

ESPECIALLY trump supporters

fandoms:

arcane

mouthwashing

pjo

hp

icp

fear street [both books n movies]

mlp

sally face

scream

+ many more that i dont remember rn-

my 4n4 info!!

hw/sw: 45 kg

cw: 44.6 kg

gw1: 42 kg

gw2: 40 kg

ugw: 38kg

thatz it <3 bye ^^

i rel@psed.

fuck

i couldnt even make it to one week

im so fucking done w this shit

(i wanna pack my bags n run away, i cant do this shit anymore istg)