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Started makin comics when I was supposed to be takin notes, turned out kinda nice, y'know? I like it so I'm giving it to you ✨
He's really tired.
How's it goin'?
Hope y'all who follow me for the Friezas don't mind the Twst fanart and stuff I've been reblogging.
I still very much love the lizard man I've just hit some kind of burn out with him...
Also fall classes started. Aha, fuck.
Everyday, and counting.
“Sometimes I feel dead, and I hate everybody”
Ottessa Moshfegh “My Year of Rest and Relaxation”
each day feels like another scene in a tired play
lifeless marionettes moving around on taught strings
cruel hands making them dance and sing
for the silent audience's amusement
but nothing is ever enough
nothing ever makes them stop
it goes on and on and on
He wondered if you could be exhausted without knowing it, if hope could be lost not all at once but could slip away gradually, day by day, and vanish before you ever realized.
The Bane chronicles, Cassandra Clare
Experienced: Being the camping slut while you are sleeping 🙈
I'm very lucky to have a good immune system, but that just makes the times I get sick 10x more painful emotionally. I only get sick once a year, if that; and who-woulda-thunk-it, my time for comfort must come to a temporary close. I can be subjected to the nastiest conditions known to man (my high school legit needs to be condemned, I'm not joking. It's bad), yet my mother's FLU VACCINE for her work was somehow contagious and infected me and me only. I just- How? This ain't like any other time I got the flu; usually I just feel sleepy, cough a lot, and have a bit of a soup brain, but nothing more than that. This time, I feel like the old gods of the forgotten past looked down at my surprisingly happy state and said "UH-UH! AIN'T NO JOY TO LIVE FOR YOU *makes my mom a bio-terrorist*" Can't I just be happy for ONE week? O n e ? Like, I have insane levels of resources, don't get me wrong, I just have my hands tied and can't access nearly as many as I need (America moment amirite fellas??). [No, my mom obviously didn't mean to infect me. And no, this ain't an anti-vax post, I'm just salty that I became victim to a yucky rare event].
I completed this year’s inktober! Here is week 1 ☻
Inktober2018 day 7: exhausted
U can't travel to the past but remember u are travelling to the future.
talking is too easy for others
am i just fucking dumb and horrible at conversation or what
why is it so exhausting
Why do parents feel the need to listen to Facebook videos on full volume, with no headphones in a room where other people can hear what they’re listening to...? I don’t wanna hear a list of facts about Reba McEntire. I don’t wanna know the recipe for the quiche you’re gonna try forcing me to help you make this weekend. I want you to use the four sets of headphones I’ve bought you over the past few years, specifically so you can listen to shit on your phone without disturbing anyone.
I am, how you might say...✨irritated✨
i want to sleep but i got no energy, ya know? so bloody exhausted up to the point that i can’t close my eyes without crying.
how bloody fitting on a sunday afternoon.
don’t you all just love life sometimes?
Lost in time and space
Living moment to moment
In search for a resting place
With no clue of where I'm goin'
If home is where your heart is
It must be a miserable place
A blood painted carnage
As it doesn't stop to ache
And I waited and I ran
Till I was tired and exhausted
Guess fatigue is my best friend
It leaves me numb and thoughtless
I wonder what its like to actually know what you wanna be when you grow up cause I have no idea.