Painful - Blog Posts

If something in your life isn't working just aggressively threaten it til it starts working again, tv remote not working? Slap it against your hand and threaten to throw said remote and TV into a volcano, bad grades? Insult yourself until your so outraged and angry you complete work out of spite, is your appendix causing you dibilitating pain in a late stage capitalist hell hole?! Threaten it with surgical removal and soul crushing dept!!!

I am I a lot of pain in random places at any given time, I have not grown sense sixth grade but I'll be damned if I put up with this to still be 5'3

Dont you just love it when you have a headache and forget you can do something about it

Psyche Weeping, Kinuko Y. Craft I Ophelia, Friedrich Wilhelm Theodor Heyser

I don't know what tom rosenthal put in his songs but it hurts in the best way possible

(these are my favourites and by that I mean the ones that give me the most pain)

#also every time I listen to it's ok it reminds me of achilles and patroclus #damn double homicide #doing great 👍

Person A: *hugs Person B tightly*

Person B: I can't breathe.

Person A: Good. That's how I felt without you.

#hopelesslyinlovewithsomeoneimpossible

let's take a minute to appreciate these beautiful people who make the most beautiful and saddest playlists. my night is not finished without them. <3

Wrap your arms around me, stab me in the

      gut. I'd be Grinning happy as i die — holding

      the one person I love.

I would happily leave this world but this is

       the only world that has you in it.

She comes before the world. No sacrifice is too big. Morality Is a privilege for those who love in finite measurement like weighing calories in a meal, careful not to go over maintenance.

Something we do not concern ourselves with. If bringing you back means the world gotta burn then I will have us rest comfortably on bed or Cinders under a roof of stars.

I died but I came back exactly the same. You though, I came back and you were wrong. Did the fact of my dying really damage you that much? Was bringing me back worth what it cost you? Would it have been better to just leave me?

She needs to recharge.

I hope

Why does this feel like a goodbye.

I was too weak

Now she is gone.

50 minutes and I am already waiting for her.

Tell me pretty lies

Look me in the face

Tell me that you love me

Even if it's fake

Cause' I don't fucking care

At

All

I write for you because I can't kiss you. So I hope my words would.

You used your phone 9 hrs and 10 minutes more this week— Now how do I explain to my phone that I spend most of my screen time, staring blankly, waiting, hoping for a text from you.

Everyday, and counting.

“Sometimes I feel dead, and I hate everybody”

Ottessa Moshfegh “My Year of Rest and Relaxation”

New look. Got shots, hurts.😭

*goes through a hard time*

Me: I must be pretending

*feels incredibly lonely and wants to talk to someone*

Me: ew I'm too needy and weak

*experiences shitloads of emotional pain*

Me: stfu you're not a baby, gulp it down alone like an adult

How little there is to listen when you stop.

Anger bursts inside of me as fire crackers under the moonlight, with a cackle first and then a battle cry.

My name is written in agony and love that consumes me.

I'm tired of this ritual

again I write with disdain,

my heart is heavy with sorrow

perpetually drowning in pain.

My tongue started bleeding, but I still couldn't taste your sweet love.

Was it my desire to be loved that made it easy for you to in on my knees.

Giving me enough to live but not to be alive.

I hope one day I will be grow enough to understand the desire to own a person's mind and concentions but never their heart.

You made me feel I'm never enough, as if my mediocrity will never be able to feed your heavy appetite, but the truth is you are not hungry you have glutani, so matter how many pieces I cut of you will still want more, till the last drop of my blood and even after that you're sweet love will stand 10 feet away from me.

Regret

I debated on putting the tears till the last second. Although I don't think Connor would actually cry, I wanted the full sadness of the moment to show. My favourite AC, my favourite assassin and one of the saddest endings imo

This is a mood so bad, it hurts.

“And you tried to change, didn’t you? Closed your mouth more. Tried to be softer, prettier, less volatile, less awake… You can’t make homes out of human beings. Someone should have already told you that. And if he wants to leave, then let him leave. You are terrifying, and strange, and beautiful. Something not everyone knows how to love.” —Warsan Shire, For Women Who Are Difficult To Love

what if sex was excruciatingly painful, and childbirth was pleasurable.